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Thursday, June 14
The next Treasurer
With the end of our term drawing near, it really has prompted me to think about the next treasurer. (Also, Wilson told us to do it and it's kinda necessary)
Well, I thought a treasurer should be above all, honest and trustworthy. Afterall if you really wanted to you could indeed find loopholes aplenty. And the last thing you want is some self serving idiot filling his/her own pockets.
The treasurer should also be morally upright and heavily principled. The are many times where spending is so controversial, you need to take a clear stand backed with strong justification. And people fight you and challenge your beliefs all the time. So I guess you need to firmly believe in something and recognize your objectives very clearly.
Also the practical aspect. Paper work, excel, yada yada. You don't need to be good in math but hell, you got to be conscientious and meticulous down to the last cent.
You need to know how to deal with the school admin and maneuver around their procedures. It's tiring to go through so much just to claim $20. And you need to defend the club's interest without giving away any remotely "illegal" activities.
The treasurer needs to be firm, efficient, decisive, clear headed, flexible, hardworking and sharp.
Hmm and then I thought, I'm kinda asking for a lot. And now I'm wondering, how many of these do I myself actually fulfill? How have I been playing my role? Well?
If I haven't, who am I to demand such things from others? Am I over stating my ability, giving myself too much credit?
Hmm.
Well, I thought a treasurer should be above all, honest and trustworthy. Afterall if you really wanted to you could indeed find loopholes aplenty. And the last thing you want is some self serving idiot filling his/her own pockets.
The treasurer should also be morally upright and heavily principled. The are many times where spending is so controversial, you need to take a clear stand backed with strong justification. And people fight you and challenge your beliefs all the time. So I guess you need to firmly believe in something and recognize your objectives very clearly.
Also the practical aspect. Paper work, excel, yada yada. You don't need to be good in math but hell, you got to be conscientious and meticulous down to the last cent.
You need to know how to deal with the school admin and maneuver around their procedures. It's tiring to go through so much just to claim $20. And you need to defend the club's interest without giving away any remotely "illegal" activities.
The treasurer needs to be firm, efficient, decisive, clear headed, flexible, hardworking and sharp.
Hmm and then I thought, I'm kinda asking for a lot. And now I'm wondering, how many of these do I myself actually fulfill? How have I been playing my role? Well?
If I haven't, who am I to demand such things from others? Am I over stating my ability, giving myself too much credit?
Hmm.
Saturday, June 2
Things haven't really started and I'm already battling in my mind and going crazy.
But I really feel so lazy and unwilling to do anything now. I also feel so angry and upset at people not doing their work. And I also feel so frustrated by my mum and her little "adventures".
Omg. So many things weighing my mind down and all I want to do is to not think about them. But then again I can't leave them hanging there. And there's no one there to help. And, not surprisingly, anyone who was willing to listen, has been so mercilessly pushed away by me, again.
Helpless and alone. As usual.
But it's my burden to bear. And a burden that I chose to take on so I give up my rights to complain.
Just... Kind wish it didn't have to be this lonely.
But I really feel so lazy and unwilling to do anything now. I also feel so angry and upset at people not doing their work. And I also feel so frustrated by my mum and her little "adventures".
Omg. So many things weighing my mind down and all I want to do is to not think about them. But then again I can't leave them hanging there. And there's no one there to help. And, not surprisingly, anyone who was willing to listen, has been so mercilessly pushed away by me, again.
Helpless and alone. As usual.
But it's my burden to bear. And a burden that I chose to take on so I give up my rights to complain.
Just... Kind wish it didn't have to be this lonely.
没出息
这么多月来我到底都做了什么。。。
连一点小事都做不好，都快要疯了。
没出息还真是没出息。
郁闷啊...
谁来救救我！真的！）：
连一点小事都做不好，都快要疯了。
没出息还真是没出息。
郁闷啊...
谁来救救我！真的！）：