There's a reason why people don't stay who they are

Friday, December 31

The Best Thing

Well, NUS has got to be the best and worst thing that happened to ne this year.

Bad:
Met you
And you
And a whole bunch of other people (not that many really)
Midterms and finals
Living the dog life

Good:
In the same school with some of the people I love very much again
Met you guys
Living the dog life; mostly trying things that I never would have
Met a whole bunch of people
Sort if picked up a sport, haha

Well, all in all, I'm happy with what I have, I really am. Don't want to ask for too much, don't need to ask for anything else actually. All my friends past and present, know that you are very important to me, always will be.

Sunday, December 26

I actually had a lot of things to say,but I don't know where to start, don't know where to end.

Last night I sat a distance away from my house, looked at my window and just ... cried.

Went up only around 530am when I was finally done crying

Wednesday, December 22

Just a quick one!

Results are out! Totally made this sem worth it! Dog life man.

And I'm really tired with vm hands-on now but I'm sure it's gonna be with it also

This sem I've met the most wonderful people I can ever find. Really lucky to have them, spontaneous meet ups late at night, staying out doing nothing, drinking at multi storey carpark, suppers, midnight movies, mahjong, them folding vm hands-on for me, 3 am car rides and everything and everything and everything :)

I told them I love them, I really do.

Tuesday, December 14

Okay FTS,seriously

Nothing, you know, nothing, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever.

Works out for me. Nothing.

So fuck this shit

Monday, December 13

What am I doing?

I'm lying in bed using my Itouch in darkness waiting for my mum to go to sleep so I can sneak out and meet the rest. What am I doing really? Don't like the nagging feeling like I'm missing out on something? Or? Hmm maybe I should just give it up and go to sleep.

Sunday, December 12

If not for you

You know sometimes it really gets so lonely and unloved that I want to cry.

My own mother doesn't love me.

She just keep nitpicking and nitpicking and nitpicking.

If not for the few people still alive on twitter and bother to talk to me and WeeSiang who was also at ph just now texting me, I really just want to break down and cry.

And looks like my only Christmas wish will never come true.

Happy?

That I'm not happy.

Well, good for you.

Friday, December 10

Christmas Miracle

Well it seems like everyone has found their place.

Guess it's gonna be Christmas alone for me this year.

Sometimes you just can't help feeling a little lonely when festive seasons come around.

Monday, December 6

Love love love

Ah... Been spending the bulk of my holidays with the most valuable people I've met in school so far. To me, they are really priceless. I love them a wee bit too much and I know when sem2 starts things arent gonna be the same anymore so I really should maximize this time I have now.

Anyway oc meeting for slp starts on tues!!!! Rather nervous and uncertain but excited nonetheless! Hahaha
Plus meeting up with Elin and maybe suhan and movie challenge with jh and v :) supper with the easties!

:D I'm the happiest I could ever be and I really don't want to let it go. But some how it feels that it'd all go away someday

Wednesday, December 1

Sometimes Some people

It's like I know but I don't know them.

How do I still count that as a friend?