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Otherwise, Vanessa. 18, and learning to be it Mail Me: creamsfondants-@hotmail.com Know what V stands for Vanessa Lim's Profile ![]() Create Your Badge Bituwin -
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Sunday, November 21
OKAY HEY
I think I just really to need to have less expectations and be kinder to myself.
I have no idea why I'm so stressed up. My stress reflex is triggered and I keep falling asleep like compulsively. I gotta have a little more faith. Life is more than any of this. You know I really just need someone who can take me by the hand, and lead me, even if it means leaping into the unknown, I'll go. At least I know I'm going somewhere. But in the mean time...... To self: You are well-prepared. You know more than you think you do. You are still a slightly above student. You are you. Nobody can change that. Don't try to change that. You can aim and aspire to be an all rounder but you are not. Don't force yourself so hard if things don't go the way you'd like them to. You are not going to be any less of a person even if you don't get like perfect CAP (I'm not going for perfect CAP, just saying). You need faith. In things, in people, in yourself. I love you still, regardless. Regards, me.
Thursday, November 18
BAHHHHHHHHHHHH
Exhausted ):
Wednesday, November 17
I WILL NOT DIE I WILL NOT DIE I WILL NOT DIE I WILL NOT DIE
Anyway hi mary! Hahaha
Sunday, November 14
"Wayne Chua my good daughter. press on!! grades does not determine you doing the things you like."
Okay I dont know. I really dont know. All I wanna do now is cry.
Thursday, November 11
Captain Hook
HIMYM and GG this week about hooker and hookee. No matter what, nobody deserves to be hooked on anybody. I can't believe I was ever there. But it will never happen again. And you were not even hot! Hahaha. Life will get better for me, and remain mediocre for you. :D
Monday, November 8
Drop Dead and Sleep
Today I dropped on the table and feel asleep. TWICE.
One was a really deep sleep, I wasn't even aware I was sleeping. The other was a disaster, I was aware of me being asleep and I fought so hard to wake up ): I couldn't. ): Omg... Vanessa all the way!
Friday, November 5
If I Ever Decide To Have A Baby
I must love my husband a lot.
Just realised I have a very very low threshold for pain, how to give birth? My future husband, if I ever meet you, please love me a lot. :D
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