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Otherwise, Vanessa.
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Thursday, May 13
Must blog today
Because today is one of the rare days when Im happy.
Got fired from the tuition I've been wanting to quit even before I started.
Hahahhahhaha. So now I got more time for myself and to rest. (And that mum was overly demanding and was being a bitch. Like she tell me to take a 2 week break, and the next day she terminates me. Tell me straight will die?) Some more pay so low only. But still really happy.
Saw Cheryl and MaoQ and my cousin at work today.
Even happier!
So must blog because my blog looks too sad and depressing already! And my severe PMS is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
But I am aware the alarm in my head is still ringing, just that Im drowning it out with other things............... Yay to denial!
Got fired from the tuition I've been wanting to quit even before I started.
Hahahhahhaha. So now I got more time for myself and to rest. (And that mum was overly demanding and was being a bitch. Like she tell me to take a 2 week break, and the next day she terminates me. Tell me straight will die?) Some more pay so low only. But still really happy.
Saw Cheryl and MaoQ and my cousin at work today.
Even happier!
So must blog because my blog looks too sad and depressing already! And my severe PMS is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
But I am aware the alarm in my head is still ringing, just that Im drowning it out with other things............... Yay to denial!
Saturday, May 8
I Hate You
I hate you so much right now I can barely stand it.
The whole day the only thing I can think about is crying. For the whole fucking day.
And it doesn't help when everyone at work is kinda depressed.
The air stinks of misery.
But at least, Im still very glad for SuHan, Cheryl and my beloved baby Elin.
Honestly, the only reason why Im still living now is simply because I have no guts to kill myself.
And I know how small my problems are.
Elin, don't give up.
The whole day the only thing I can think about is crying. For the whole fucking day.
And it doesn't help when everyone at work is kinda depressed.
The air stinks of misery.
But at least, Im still very glad for SuHan, Cheryl and my beloved baby Elin.
Honestly, the only reason why Im still living now is simply because I have no guts to kill myself.
And I know how small my problems are.
Elin, don't give up.
Tuesday, May 4
Angsty
Blocked everyone on twitter.
Just following people I don't know.
Don't ask why. But I guess primarily is because of how I want to delete twitter but got no balls, so block since can still undo. When I am feeling alright/better/needy then... maybe.
Anyway............. feeling very bottled up now.
YANTINGGGG I WANT TO GOSSIPPPPPPPPPPP
Just following people I don't know.
Don't ask why. But I guess primarily is because of how I want to delete twitter but got no balls, so block since can still undo. When I am feeling alright/better/needy then... maybe.
Anyway............. feeling very bottled up now.
YANTINGGGG I WANT TO GOSSIPPPPPPPPPPP