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Wednesday, March 31
Finally!
For the first time in my life I am going to my dream school!
Yay! Don't need to wait/check NTU at all now! Omg so happy! I wished everyone can be happy for me (this is better than me being in a relationship, so go like it on facebook!). Awesome Wasome!
Hello NUS! You have no idea how many times I logged in to check my application status! Super desperate to get in! Stalking the website like a psycho bitch so much that I can even memorise my application number and pin! Hee hee hee hee hee.
:-)
I am going to research my future school now!
Should I stay in the hostel, what is around Clementi, good food place, hangout spots etc! Heh!
Monday, March 29
Hahahahhahahahahhahaha
Sunday, March 28
I'm a really bad liar, honestly
[EDIT]
Thought about it last night. And really asked myself: Do I really really really really really like you? And in all honesty, my answer was, Actually, I don't think so.
Maybe all I was after was just an answer, just curiousity.
But .. I think that doesn't matter now.
Its over. I'm moving on.
I'm happy.
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But what Elin said is kinda true.
And then again, does it bother you?
Do you care?
Don't think I'll ever know.
Don't think I ever want to know.
Will not fight, will not try.
Because I can't fight alone even if its worth having.
Because I quit you.
No, quitting.
Trying to quit.
You keep walking away which makes it easier for me.
But painful as well.
Just...
Forget it.
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Thursday, March 25
Sweetest kids
3A8
Just got to know that the girl standing next to me in the photo is leaving to another country to study. I really liked her! A7/A8 was my fav history class and she was one of the sweeter kids.
To Quote Michael...
Saturday, March 20
AWESOME BKK Day 6
Randomly saw this in 2009's archive:
Looking at the year ahead, I have to learn to ...
...be less emotion driven, reconcile relationships, drive(!!), like beer, quit swearing, be disciplined, be less angsty and more smile-ly, be more contented and satisfied no more self pity! getting along with people, all in all - a better person.
...be less emotion driven, reconcile relationships, drive(!!), like beer, quit swearing, be disciplined, be less angsty and more smile-ly, be more contented and satisfied no more self pity! getting along with people, all in all - a better person.
I don't think I did it. Still emotional, still have broken relationships, still cannot drive, still don't quite like beer, swearing even more, More disciplined yes, still angsty, maybe more smile-ly, more contented and satisfied and less self-pity. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Cannot say I've become a better person but I think I grew still ? What do you think?
But anyway,
I NEED TO GET A JOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB ):
Mr. Awesome Shit - Idran : Durian
Mr. Gentle-men - Kenneth : Pad
Mr. Growing Balls - Dixie : Condoms
Cuiest of the cuiest - James : Toilet paper
Best of the Best - Adam! : Crown + bottle of beer (?)
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I think Day 6 was Christmas day leh... (then what about day 5?) Anyway, we had a gift exchange!
Woke up early to head out and buy roses. And Yuqian came up with an award ceremony. Walau eh, very biased one.
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the gift exchange&
the award ceremony -Mr. Awesome Shit - Idran : Durian
Mr. Gentle-men - Kenneth : Pad
Mr. Growing Balls - Dixie : Condoms
Cuiest of the cuiest - James : Toilet paper
Best of the Best - Adam! : Crown + bottle of beer (?)
McDonalds! I forgot where we were and I lazy to go fish for the photos, so ok, make do with it. So half hearted even at blogging!
Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee Chicken and Ham pie! Singapore ought to have it too!
Looking cui...
This one also nice! Broccoli Cheese pie! Almost as fab as the Broccoli Cheese soup at souperlicious (-:
And this is James... playing with tissue paper. As usual. Now you know why he got cuiest of the cuiest award and it was toilet paper?
The view outside with pretty lights.
Preparing for the gift exchange. I really wanted to buy the humongous glasses we saw but its was quite far away so I got stollen! Hahahha, when I worked at Chocz, they had that and it always smelled really nice just that we never got to eat it... So I bought it. But still, don't know how it tastes like. Hahaha, I'm such an idiot.
Durian sweeeeeeeeeeet.
Facebook and Twitter guide in Thai! For IT idiots like me. Only problem is... I can't read Thai.
Ice cream cake. Was nice!
Forgot the name of the game. But quite funny!
I cannot remember if we went anywhere after that or... Ah, it was the day Qian and I had a little dispute but we resolved over a heart to heart (-:
And so, we shall leave and head back for Bkk!
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Actually what happened in Thailand is very fast slipping off my head... Cannot really remember alot from it. That's really how fragile relationships are, come to think of it. But anyway, still will finish blogging about it to the best that I can.
Thursday, March 18
Quick Quick!
UPDATED AWESOME BKK DAY 5 BELOW BELOW BELOW! SCROLL DOWN TO READ IT KAY KAY KAY KAY!
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Almost done with Uni and Scholarship apps, can't help feeling insecure over them still...When I'm done I want to blog about the rest of Thailand, about my intership, about Alevels, about.... so many more things!
Anyway, Elin was saying how this other intern had a farewell bbq organised by her students. SO SAD WHY I GOT NOTHING? NO EVEN LIKE A FAREWELL GIFT? MY STUDENTS ALL HAVE NO HEART. (Maybe because that girl pretty, I not pretty.)
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Tuesday, March 16
I want to blog.
... But.... later.
When I was young, I thought that relationships at my age was superficial. Holding on to that thought I began to grow older until, oh shit, I am still single.
That probably explains it best.
When I was young, I thought that relationships at my age was superficial. Holding on to that thought I began to grow older until, oh shit, I am still single.
That probably explains it best.
Friday, March 12
Surprise Surprise
Ok, life's been good. Didn't really see the need to update.
But since I'm ending one "phase" I shall blog abit.
The internship has been on the whole... rather rewarding and wholesome. Yes, as much as I complain about it, it had been an invaluable experience still. (Do reflection here, later copy and paste into the TIP journal! Haha.) Honestly, the kids here have been really likeable just not so lovely to teach. Hi kiddies (haha) I will miss you all (but you guys are probably gonna forget me soon)! Waking up at 6am, stalker boys, cute sec1s, skipping meetings, going for meetings, the awesome fruit vending machine, the canteen aunty, the photocopying machine that taught me how to be an office girl, etc. ): Gonna miss it, because it became very much a routine, a comfortable routine. All the teachers who treated us like daughters also. So yeah, feeling abit reluctant to leave and tempted to extend my stay BUT NO, I WILLNOT LET IT HAPPEN!
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
Goodbye! Wee Kok study hard hor!
But since I'm ending one "phase" I shall blog abit.
The internship has been on the whole... rather rewarding and wholesome. Yes, as much as I complain about it, it had been an invaluable experience still. (Do reflection here, later copy and paste into the TIP journal! Haha.) Honestly, the kids here have been really likeable just not so lovely to teach. Hi kiddies (haha) I will miss you all (but you guys are probably gonna forget me soon)! Waking up at 6am, stalker boys, cute sec1s, skipping meetings, going for meetings, the awesome fruit vending machine, the canteen aunty, the photocopying machine that taught me how to be an office girl, etc. ): Gonna miss it, because it became very much a routine, a comfortable routine. All the teachers who treated us like daughters also. So yeah, feeling abit reluctant to leave and tempted to extend my stay BUT NO, I WILLNOT LET IT HAPPEN!
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
Goodbye! Wee Kok study hard hor!