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Sunday, June 28
Wanna Scream F-U................!
Majorly unsettled.
Ok, Pack bag at 9, sleep at 10.
From now till 9, 3 hours to last minute revision!
The thing I hate most about The Big J, is the not the J itself.
It's the after that.
Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
Ok, Pack bag at 9, sleep at 10.
From now till 9, 3 hours to last minute revision!
The thing I hate most about The Big J, is the not the J itself.
It's the after that.
Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
Saturday, June 27
Oh My God, My World Is Crashing
Feeling so super bitter and ... faithless.
Had alot of things to say and I just lost it at the tip of my tongue.
I hope I didn't get a stroke.
Ok c'mon stress free........................................................
Bye, for ever.
Had alot of things to say and I just lost it at the tip of my tongue.
I hope I didn't get a stroke.
Ok c'mon stress free........................................................
Bye, for ever.
Thursday, June 25
Um. I Feel My Head Tumbling Over
You know, there comes this time of the day when I start to feel emotional.
So often, I ran away.
Ran away so that I don't have to get hurt anymore than I was.
Ran away so that I don't have to get hurt.
Ran away so now so many things make me frown.
Running, yeah, I love running.
So often, I ran away.
Ran away so that I don't have to get hurt anymore than I was.
Ran away so that I don't have to get hurt.
Ran away so now so many things make me frown.
Running, yeah, I love running.
Wednesday, June 24
Dream Guys Are Dream Guys because They Only Happen In Dreams (And Dramas)!
How do you like my new rubberband? Love it aplenty! Right now as I type I have it in my hair. But I saw the one that I really like from minibits (14 dollars!). I'm going to make my own to protest against overpriced cloth flower rubberband.
The past week of studying (like 2 days? Hahahaha) I was really happy and enjoying it because of Moon's valuable advice to be the least stressed and guess I used it to slack off a little. Although I am well aware it doesn't work this way at all, I am secretly hoping that my 'consistent' effort for normal school work can see me through JCTs. YOU KNOW THAT IS A FANTASY! No matter how smart you are, in JC, if you want to do well, still must study. This is not OLevels.
And now I see my mood fluctuating between extreme happiness and extreme stress. I slept my day away today. Like f-it, I so do no have a headache, its a mental thing and I just slept my day away because of a mental thing. I suck. I wake up late, I cannot tune my sleeping hours back! Omg, my 10pm bedtime~ T.T
Work so hard last year, now I do this! Why!
I have an annoying pimple and I am craving for McDonald's breakfast despite me being ultra anti McD. Ah!
P/S. I haven't kept up with my jogging and weight loss
P.P/S Do you think one day germs can spread through the internet? So H1N1 spreads if you read someone's blog and he/she has H1N1. Hmm, we will all die fast.
Thursday, June 18
Dearest Wong Elin...
I Love You.
Saturday, June 13
If I had A Boyfriend...
Was just thinking about how soon I'm going to graduate and I always thought of having some sweet innocent romance while still in school (don't say Uni, different already because not wearing uniform anymore). Since I'm going to graduate soon and this little thought of mine will probably never come true, I was thinking of things I'd do if I had a boyfriend now...
We will purposely meet in the school canteen just to lunch together.
We will meet at every break and we can talk about just anything.
We will go and do all the things that I want to try/do like prawning, kite flying, ice skating, rock climbing and stuff.
We will go and study at places like Ikea.
We will go dating at Chinatown, Little India, Kampong Glam and sit the Singapore flyer.
He will entertain me everyday and make me laugh so hard that I cry.
He will send me home everyday even if it is out of the way.
He will meet me for breakfast on Wednesdays when we start school late.
We can pretend to be secretive and say, Oh, just a friend.
We could go on double dates.
We could sit together for lectures and stone at the lecturer.
We could complain about how much we have to study while we study.
I would fall sick so that he could buy me medicine/water
I would want him to fall sick so I could make porridge.
I would bake him coookies and him bake me.
I would go shopping for men's stuff.
He would try to know my friends and I would know his friends.
He could listen to me play the guitar and I watch him (do whatever he does)
We could sit togther at the parade square and wait for assembly to start.
We could wait for each other to end school just to go home together.
We could celebrate every insignificant holiday there is.
We could skip school together and wait at the polyclinic to get an mc.
We could... do so many things that school couples do which I will never be able to do anymore ): Can you imagine, this is how much we are missing out on!
But.. Idealistice, not Realistic.
Now that I penned it all down, I can put my little thought to rest and continue with studying. Oh well, its not everyday that you meet will someone like that so while I wait for the dream guy to fall from the sky, I can do well and graduate on the way.
( :
We will purposely meet in the school canteen just to lunch together.
We will meet at every break and we can talk about just anything.
We will go and do all the things that I want to try/do like prawning, kite flying, ice skating, rock climbing and stuff.
We will go and study at places like Ikea.
We will go dating at Chinatown, Little India, Kampong Glam and sit the Singapore flyer.
He will entertain me everyday and make me laugh so hard that I cry.
He will send me home everyday even if it is out of the way.
He will meet me for breakfast on Wednesdays when we start school late.
We can pretend to be secretive and say, Oh, just a friend.
We could go on double dates.
We could sit together for lectures and stone at the lecturer.
We could complain about how much we have to study while we study.
I would fall sick so that he could buy me medicine/water
I would want him to fall sick so I could make porridge.
I would bake him coookies and him bake me.
I would go shopping for men's stuff.
He would try to know my friends and I would know his friends.
He could listen to me play the guitar and I watch him (do whatever he does)
We could sit togther at the parade square and wait for assembly to start.
We could wait for each other to end school just to go home together.
We could celebrate every insignificant holiday there is.
We could skip school together and wait at the polyclinic to get an mc.
We could... do so many things that school couples do which I will never be able to do anymore ): Can you imagine, this is how much we are missing out on!
But.. Idealistice, not Realistic.
Now that I penned it all down, I can put my little thought to rest and continue with studying. Oh well, its not everyday that you meet will someone like that so while I wait for the dream guy to fall from the sky, I can do well and graduate on the way.
( :
Friday, June 12
And We Drink to Being Over Aged
ANOTHER ONE OF US TURNS 18!
(The photos are really not in order because blooger pisses me all the time! Which kinda explains how I don't really upload photos already) 
The cake was really nice by the way. Yum Yum!
After trying for so many times, I finally got it, this is flying crazy ribbon. ( :
Guitar camp on Tuesday... I think it looked less interesting cause so little people leh this year.
Looking like a monkey....
There! Looking like a shu nv.
(The photos are really not in order because blooger pisses me all the time! Which kinda explains how I don't really upload photos already)
YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS! LOOK AT YIJIE'S BONES.
Group Photo!
Like insect spray.... SPRAY YOU!!!!!!!! Hahah, ok no, I didn't really get to spray also though, must run in and out to light the candle, bring out the cake then run to take my camera again.
Why ah! The birthday girls looks so radiant while the people beside look pale. Your birthday, let you look nicer.
The cake was really nice by the way. Yum Yum!
The spraying was really a mess but we, ok I had wanted to get whipped cream but well, we scared we get dirty so Huishan was spared.
But Ok la, she not say very clean also!
After trying for so many times, I finally got it, this is flying crazy ribbon. ( :
Guitar camp on Tuesday... I think it looked less interesting cause so little people leh this year.
But anyway, really liked the web we weaved! Too bad didn't have the chance to try it out.
I must really thank Moon. She checks on me on a alomost daily basis to make sure I study and that really helps keep me on track. But anyway, I am already lagging behind my study schedule for probably one week already. All I do is math.
Looking like a monkey....
There! Looking like a shu nv.
This was guitar concert which was amazingly quite high towards the end. Have pictures but lazy to uplaod, another time perhaps!
This time round, the IT show got so many people! Kinda regret not doing...
Wednesday, June 10
Vulnerable
"haha... so sweet. dont worry. havent cry yet, ill probably break down on the day of the exam itself. HAHAH.. i love you.. you also must study hard kay.. VERY SCARY. anyways, congrats.. ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER. muacks, love yah :) ;)"
You know what, this moment right now, I'm feeling so bad, so miserable and I felt like crying when I saw this.
Why is it so tough, so stressful?
It isn't even the real one yet.
And someone asked me this recently, "What's your motivation?"
I really, couldn't answer.
Maybe because its quiet now and the whole being sick thing, I feel so weak, so vulnerable. It's very superficial. Right it is. At the end of the day, people come and go by so often, so easily that there really won't be anyone there anymore. Just this time, I really feel so on my own, and I know I am on my own, no one would be able to get through to me the way only I can. But, right now, I can't.
Suddenly, its just, so many people disappearing from our lives no? However much we try. Some things... never work out.
I hate that I'm hardly coherent. God.
You know what, this moment right now, I'm feeling so bad, so miserable and I felt like crying when I saw this.
Why is it so tough, so stressful?
It isn't even the real one yet.
And someone asked me this recently, "What's your motivation?"
I really, couldn't answer.
Maybe because its quiet now and the whole being sick thing, I feel so weak, so vulnerable. It's very superficial. Right it is. At the end of the day, people come and go by so often, so easily that there really won't be anyone there anymore. Just this time, I really feel so on my own, and I know I am on my own, no one would be able to get through to me the way only I can. But, right now, I can't.
Suddenly, its just, so many people disappearing from our lives no? However much we try. Some things... never work out.
I hate that I'm hardly coherent. God.
Sunday, June 7
Positive Peer Pressure,
Under Positive Peer Pressure... I find it so hard to believe, but I think I'm starting to like to run. alot.
This week alone, I went running thrice ! All I told myself was once a week.
Haha, I'm starting to appreciate the whole, destress, accomplishment, the sweat and refreshment after that. Exhilarating and strangely addictive. Really couldn't stay away.
My personal goal for the month that is June (apart from studying hard and doing well) is to run to TJ (lagoon area) and back without stopping! And in the mean time maybe lose some 3kg or so...... I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.VERY.DESPERATELY. Then again. It's really very far leh!
Studying has started to pick up (I hope! Not just a little peak) I kinda really like Econs now.! So if I don't do well..... boy, will I be deflated. Am now over obsessed with math. Blindly doing and making the same mistakes over and over and over and over. I HAVE TO RELAX AND TAKE IT SLOWER! CHILL YOU! Don't end up like Jian An Again. HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAH.
OK YAY, I'm in a surprisingly good mood today!
This week alone, I went running thrice ! All I told myself was once a week.
Haha, I'm starting to appreciate the whole, destress, accomplishment, the sweat and refreshment after that. Exhilarating and strangely addictive. Really couldn't stay away.
My personal goal for the month that is June (apart from studying hard and doing well) is to run to TJ (lagoon area) and back without stopping! And in the mean time maybe lose some 3kg or so...... I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.VERY.DESPERATELY. Then again. It's really very far leh!
Studying has started to pick up (I hope! Not just a little peak) I kinda really like Econs now.! So if I don't do well..... boy, will I be deflated. Am now over obsessed with math. Blindly doing and making the same mistakes over and over and over and over. I HAVE TO RELAX AND TAKE IT SLOWER! CHILL YOU! Don't end up like Jian An Again. HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAH.
OK YAY, I'm in a surprisingly good mood today!
Saturday, June 6
New Month New Focus
I kinda miss the small group already...
Maybe just because I cannot stand the studying/trying to study.
I NEED THERAPY!