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Monday, March 30
Look, Do I Know You?
Before I loose my sanity and myself, I think I need some me time.
Some time to really rest well and get in touch with my thoughts and feelings.
But mainly to withdraw from the negative influences from the *&^%$#@! opinionated people and for once in a very long time, just be true to myself .
Lastly, just be happy, be someone I actually like being.
Not something out of the photocopier society, duplicated and unoriginal.
No, I am not one to succumb to that!
Ok, I really should take a breather.
Some time to really rest well and get in touch with my thoughts and feelings.
But mainly to withdraw from the negative influences from the *&^%$#@! opinionated people and for once in a very long time, just be true to myself .
Lastly, just be happy, be someone I actually like being.
Not something out of the photocopier society, duplicated and unoriginal.
No, I am not one to succumb to that!
Ok, I really should take a breather.
Saturday, March 28
SINGAPORE FLYER!
See my handmade skirt!
Flyer was an awfully awesome trip.
8MP photos take so long to load......
My hair is nice and long.
Ok, long, not very nice, too long and out of shape.
(-:
Thursday, March 26
Round And Round We Go
Got my new phone and the feeling kinda sucks though....
On one hand I'm really happy and excited and all but the other part of me, feels guitly. Turns out the phone cost a hundred more than I expected.
But this incident put my dad in a different light for me.
I'm not saying this in demonstration of my materialism or what but him offerring to get me a change of phone was really something else. Maybe I was wrong about assuming he thought caring for me was only through material ways, Maybe he was trying to care for me but the only way he knew how was to provide for my material needs. That's why he offered the best, even the best. I knew some where that he was trying to make it up to me but still I feel the pinch of having to make him spend that much. (This is why I'd rather save up and buy things by myself lah, at least I'm more at ease) This time, I really feel his effort, see his heart of wanting to do something for me. Then again, every time he tried to, had I not prevented him from doing so?
But I just didn't want to feel disappointment. Sometimes, simple things like picking my up from the rain, he declines.
Don't think you'll be see this, but for the first time, straight from heart, Thank You Dad, not for the phone but really, for the effort, for trying to show you care.
And YuQian said, its never too late for you to realise this.
I'm glad I realised it.
Feel so much better now.
On one hand I'm really happy and excited and all but the other part of me, feels guitly. Turns out the phone cost a hundred more than I expected.
But this incident put my dad in a different light for me.
I'm not saying this in demonstration of my materialism or what but him offerring to get me a change of phone was really something else. Maybe I was wrong about assuming he thought caring for me was only through material ways, Maybe he was trying to care for me but the only way he knew how was to provide for my material needs. That's why he offered the best, even the best. I knew some where that he was trying to make it up to me but still I feel the pinch of having to make him spend that much. (This is why I'd rather save up and buy things by myself lah, at least I'm more at ease) This time, I really feel his effort, see his heart of wanting to do something for me. Then again, every time he tried to, had I not prevented him from doing so?
But I just didn't want to feel disappointment. Sometimes, simple things like picking my up from the rain, he declines.
Don't think you'll be see this, but for the first time, straight from heart, Thank You Dad, not for the phone but really, for the effort, for trying to show you care.
And YuQian said, its never too late for you to realise this.
I'm glad I realised it.
Feel so much better now.
Monday, March 23
OMG OMG OMG OMG
SO HAPPY NOW! MY ULTIMATE EYECANDY IN CHUNGCHENG JUST ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK! (Moon you don't have!) Considering he never spoke a word to me in chungcheng, this is so so so so rejuvenating! Ok la, he never spoke to anyone in guitar and we all have such great fun trying to make him speak. Gosh, miss my chungcheng days, guitar days, carrying the guitar up and down all over the school. Oh man, I was really happy.
Anyway, first day of MCTs are over! Relief. Phew.
Had an emotional moment during GP paper earlier. I don't want to grow old in a society like this!
Sunday, March 22
I am Positively Insane
OK, MCTs in a few more hours time.
I think my classmates are positively insane! Eugenia and Royce both started their studying for the Econs paper tmr just today and wa la! We are doing only 3 topics. It makes me feel ... less motivated to do my last revision now. Haha, will try my best though, after I'm done with like... rotting around in cyberspace and I get my ass off the bed.
C'mon inflation! Here I come.
I think my classmates are positively insane! Eugenia and Royce both started their studying for the Econs paper tmr just today and wa la! We are doing only 3 topics. It makes me feel ... less motivated to do my last revision now. Haha, will try my best though, after I'm done with like... rotting around in cyberspace and I get my ass off the bed.
C'mon inflation! Here I come.
Wednesday, March 18
OH Sugar Honey Ice Tea
We were measured for SYF yesterday and OH MY! My waist is like 2X inches now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So scarily fat!
But my mum's right though, don't want to watch what I eat, don't want to excercise. You deserve everything that you're in now!
Which reminds me, I'd better study for MCTs .
Sugar Honey Ice Tea. (Ahhhhh, miss Mr Lee...)
So scarily fat!
But my mum's right though, don't want to watch what I eat, don't want to excercise. You deserve everything that you're in now!
Which reminds me, I'd better study for MCTs .
Sugar Honey Ice Tea. (Ahhhhh, miss Mr Lee...)
Sunday, March 15
Thanks to Minyu and her very timely sushi, I've officially over eaten and so bloated now I feel like throwing out my guts.
Friday, March 13
That's Right Keep It Up!
"That's Right!"
"I said keep up the good work!"
And so... term one ends on a good note! Although still struggling to keep up and sort out the mess I am in, it really came as a much needed boost and encouragement for the Up and Coming MCTs. I ought to really work hard but the reality of it all hasn't really sunk in. Nonetheless, I will try my best at trying my best. Anyway, I'm still stumbling and learning right!
Step it up, step it up!
... but before that, let me take a little break.
AIYA! My Singapore flyer ticket going to expire already! Anyone wants to go sit Singapore flyer with me?
"I said keep up the good work!"
And so... term one ends on a good note! Although still struggling to keep up and sort out the mess I am in, it really came as a much needed boost and encouragement for the Up and Coming MCTs. I ought to really work hard but the reality of it all hasn't really sunk in. Nonetheless, I will try my best at trying my best. Anyway, I'm still stumbling and learning right!
Step it up, step it up!
... but before that, let me take a little break.
AIYA! My Singapore flyer ticket going to expire already! Anyone wants to go sit Singapore flyer with me?
Saturday, March 7
Dearest Wong Elin...
Don't worry!
You'll lose half the battle when you say you can't, you suck. So believing in yourself is half the battle won. If you need time, give yourself time. It is not always all work and little play, don't work yourself out. If you need a break, damn right you are, you need a break. Take one. (I'm going to take mine too, somewhere next week, from school)
It is never becasue you are not good enough, but because you're good and people expect more from you, not because you're not good enough. You're never not good enough.
Don't have to compare yourself with others, the only person you have to beat is yourself. People who compare, well, have little self worth. All the value they feel about themselves comes from comparisons and trying to assert that the fact that they are better. But this wavers. There will always be someone out there they can never measure up to, no matter how hard they try. So relax. You know know you're ginving the best you can, don't kill yourself over nu,bers that don't measure nothing, and people who don't mean anything.
I love you.
Hopes this finds you in good spirits.
xoxo.
You'll lose half the battle when you say you can't, you suck. So believing in yourself is half the battle won. If you need time, give yourself time. It is not always all work and little play, don't work yourself out. If you need a break, damn right you are, you need a break. Take one. (I'm going to take mine too, somewhere next week, from school)
It is never becasue you are not good enough, but because you're good and people expect more from you, not because you're not good enough. You're never not good enough.
Don't have to compare yourself with others, the only person you have to beat is yourself. People who compare, well, have little self worth. All the value they feel about themselves comes from comparisons and trying to assert that the fact that they are better. But this wavers. There will always be someone out there they can never measure up to, no matter how hard they try. So relax. You know know you're ginving the best you can, don't kill yourself over nu,bers that don't measure nothing, and people who don't mean anything.
I love you.
Hopes this finds you in good spirits.
xoxo.
Friday, March 6
We Are Almost On Our Way!
Or the way I'd like to see it... We Are Almost there!
Surprising as it may be we are on the side of the graph with positive, no no, increasingly postive gradient and before you know, we're gonna skyrocket somewhere! And I am geared up for the monstrous week ahead, are you? This is no doubt excitement I feel now, surprisingly. Hee hee.
Surprising as it may be we are on the side of the graph with positive, no no, increasingly postive gradient and before you know, we're gonna skyrocket somewhere! And I am geared up for the monstrous week ahead, are you? This is no doubt excitement I feel now, surprisingly. Hee hee.
Sunday, March 1
MY EMAIL GOT HACKED!
MY EMAIL STUPIDLY GOT HACKED SO HERE IS MY NEW EMAIL ADD:
creamsfondants-@hotmail.com
To play safe, I even got myself 2!!
I think I might have to abandon facebook becasue I cannot fucking sign in!
creamsfondants-@hotmail.com
To play safe, I even got myself 2!!
I think I might have to abandon facebook becasue I cannot fucking sign in!