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Tuesday, December 23
It's That Time of The Year
UPDATED 02/01!
Yey! C'mon people, my birthday is open for booking now!
[EDIT: OMG IM SUDDENLY SO AFRAID THAT NOT ALL THE DAYS WILL BE TAKEN CAUSE I NOT ENOUGH FRIENDS]
29/12 Mon. - Miss Neo Pinglynn
PASIR RIS PARK CYCLING AND PROPOSED PICNIC!
30/12 Tue. - Miss Pearly Teo (not a birthday celebration though)
31/12 Wed. - Miss Cheryl Lim (w Peh HuiShan And I highly suspect: TMQ!)
1/1(!!!) Thu. - Miss Debby Pauline Sim YuQian (Sally! hahaha!)
2/1 Fri. - [Since am expected to stay out, so rest today]
Yey! C'mon people, my birthday is open for booking now!
[EDIT: OMG IM SUDDENLY SO AFRAID THAT NOT ALL THE DAYS WILL BE TAKEN CAUSE I NOT ENOUGH FRIENDS]
PASIR RIS PARK CYCLING AND PROPOSED PICNIC!
Hsiaoen overseas, so I'm gonna mug!
3/1 Sat. - Miss Elin Wong (cannot must tell me kayyyy!)
4/1 Sun. - Mr Janard Liew, Mr Vegetable Eng
And there you have it, 7 days of birthday celebration! I'm gonna be desperate and beg you all please date me ok, my birthday wish leh. Last year 5 days!
Things that I want to do (for uncreative people like cheryl):-
1. Ice skate
2. Fireworks
3. Fly a kite (again)
4. Singapore Flyer HEARD CANNOT SIT ALREADY!
5. Nice meal, nice movie BUT alot of laughter
6. Something really out of the ordinary more than last year's Clarke Quay -Eyebrows Huisan-
Ok la, things to consider but I would still like a little surprise (:
(Whoa, so happy planning my birthday later nobody want to spend with me)
Most importantly, I want my birthday to be a chance to gather all my friends and have fun together, even if I don't get presents, I'd rather have a crowd with me to laugh and play.
In the meantime.... Do homework!
...
Ok Hi I am 18 now! Jeers the people who are still 17 (neh neh ni poo poo).
Havent replied everyone for birthday wishes 'cause my phone is rather.. rather... temperamental. But Thank You alllllllllllllll.
Await my birthday post soon. First I have to collate the photos taken so people do email me the photos if you are reading this kay!
Wednesday, December 17
Some things never Change
Was Happy (:
I feel so filled up to the brim with... negative emotions. Plans get messed up. Time get shortens. I get forgotten.
You know, to be called my friend is actually a really big compliment? I mean, I put whole deal of effort in hand picking my friends, so each and every single one of you are actually very special and all of you are really awesome people with big hearts. That's probably why you can stand being my friend in the first place. So you guys all mean almost the world. I realised I still owe birthday presents but that's only because I'd rather hand make them and when I've run out of time, of ideas, it gets dragged on because I refuse to just buy something. That's about the only thing I can I give in return. Maybe this is really not enough, and I wasn't as much of a friend back.
Really empty you know.
YANTING! Regarding my near death incident... Haha, I think it was nothing much except a bad case of food poisoning and being jolted from sleep by the sharp pain gave my body little time to react as fast as my mind did, so ended up rather messed up and thinking that i was going to die. How dumb. Sigh. (OMG, You're like the only person who bothered to ask me what happened! T.T Life is bloody miserable)
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OK OK OK OK OK OK OK OK
OMG THIS IS SO IMPORTANT!
I HAVE NO PLANS FOR CHRISTMAS (!!)
STUPID PEOPLE WITH CHURCH/BOYFRIENDS/OTHER MORE SIGNIFICANT AND IMPORTANT FRIEND/PLANS ALREADY, Screw it.
At the end of the day I realise how awfully alone I am.
This is Christmas for cying out loud. (Don't even bother mentioning my birthday. It's always the same)
Suddenly urge...... !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#!@#$%^&*(*&^#@! Srings of @^&**&$#@!
Aiyah, you get it.
That being said, I still ******* desperate to make plans for Christmas, so date meeeeeeeeeeeee!
Sound so whimpy.
Monday, December 15
For a Moment..
This morning, I believed, sincerely believed that it'd be my last.
I couldn't feel my legs
I couldn't keep my eyes open
I couldn't hear anything
I couldn't breathe
I couldn't feel...
...feel my beartbeat.
Deep breaths, deep breaths and all the blood rushed to my head.
God, I sat there in the cold, really glad I was alive.
I couldn't feel my legs
I couldn't keep my eyes open
I couldn't hear anything
I couldn't breathe
I couldn't feel...
...feel my beartbeat.
Deep breaths, deep breaths and all the blood rushed to my head.
God, I sat there in the cold, really glad I was alive.
Thursday, December 11
Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Guitar Fest Was An Unexpectedly Good Experience
've been having guitar these few days. Hiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Guitar fest was well... quite a bundle of fun.
However, if you expect me to be relating to you the things I learnt ushering or how blown over I was by the world class performers, then Ha Ha Ha, don't have!
It was such a bundle of fun because....
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1. Gossiping
2. Gossiping while thinking that we got locked between the doors
3. Watching Yan Kan get drunk
4. Getting the date wrong
5. Gossiping while Joel was got locked in the fire escape (shamelessly gossiping about him some more) and all this while no one realised he was missing and no one bothered looking. But still, what good timing!
6. Trying to steal fruit tarts from the reception
7. Smiling and holding doors for the ang mohs
8. Supper supper
9. Birthdays!
10. Slacking on the job
11. More gossip
12. Meeting Mr Raj at the concert :O
13. MOST IMPORTANTLY, IT WAS A WONDERFUL BONDING SESSION!
Haven't had such fun in guitar since... since... since... camp?
Can we have another camp please?
and chalets
and guitar jackets
and and and....
much more!
(:
However, if you expect me to be relating to you the things I learnt ushering or how blown over I was by the world class performers, then Ha Ha Ha, don't have!
It was such a bundle of fun because....
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
1. Gossiping
2. Gossiping while thinking that we got locked between the doors
3. Watching Yan Kan get drunk
4. Getting the date wrong
5. Gossiping while Joel was got locked in the fire escape (shamelessly gossiping about him some more) and all this while no one realised he was missing and no one bothered looking. But still, what good timing!
6. Trying to steal fruit tarts from the reception
7. Smiling and holding doors for the ang mohs
8. Supper supper
9. Birthdays!
10. Slacking on the job
11. More gossip
12. Meeting Mr Raj at the concert :O
13. MOST IMPORTANTLY, IT WAS A WONDERFUL BONDING SESSION!
Haven't had such fun in guitar since... since... since... camp?
Can we have another camp please?
and chalets
and guitar jackets
and and and....
much more!
(:
Wednesday, December 3
I Learned something newwwwwww!
According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.
1. I was wondering if I should burst the blisters on my fingers and after not getting a satisfying answer, I actually Googled "Should you burst a blister" and realised.... NO YOU SHOULD NEVER DO IT! It'd heal on its own.
2. Secretly believe that I'm quite a music idiot (Tone deaf, slow, cannot keep rhythm yada yada)
3. Wonders why the hell am I still in Guitar.
4. I think I'm rather act cute and sometimes can't stand it. You know I have this Postpets PINK card holder, a bankbook lookalike organiser, a cow for a bag and cute shoes for school (I think?)
5. After a few months of using facebook, I'm still quite a fb-idiot.
6. I am 1/8 Malay! Wahaha! My Grand Daddy is half so that makes my Mums a quater and me 1/8.
7. Just re-crushed on someone I just un-crushed on.
8. Am a Youtube slut. When I don't reply/reply slow on MSN, I'm actually on Youtube even when my status is busy and it seems as though I'm hard at work. (But this is only recently!)
9. I don't do failures well =/ You know I was baking oatmeal cookies(!!) the other day for the second time, the batter turned out wrong and I threw it all away because I simply couldn't stand it, while pingping salvaged her half with more butter.
10. Some times wonder if I'm smart. Like I'm somewhere in between average and better.
11. Weird, temperamental and fickle. Very anal sometimes.
12. I make it a point to always reply people whom I'm not on close terms with. Even if it is a quite pointless "Ok" or "Haha" because I feel that it helps in a way or so, and I somehow expect the same thing in return so I MIND ALOT THAT PEOPLE DON'T REPLY MY MESSAGES!
13. Oh, someone wrote a song for me before! Serenade wor! Weet weet.
14. I have strange expectations of boyfriends. No no no, I cannot imagine having to spend half of my time with someone else in a relationship way. Like suddenly there's someone in your life who needs more attention from you. And that explains why I am forever single!
15. I really really really enjoy writing descriptive essays and am proud of what I write.
16. I am a christian. (OH MY THE HORROR!) I still believe you know. Just lost faith in other church goers. C'mon, church is not about finding a boyfriend, you idiots. Half of me wants to find a new church, the other half, keeps putting that off. Somehow feel less bound when I'm not expected to go for services, do this, don't do that. And I am utterly socked by the fact that ******** is a church goer now!
17. My birthday is coming up soon and I'll be 18 soon!
18. There, another one 'cause I'm turning 18! I don't really do quizes like these. It's a principle. But I broke that twice. This being the second time and the first serious one only because I think there are some interesting stuff 'bout me and my thoughts that I suddenly want to share. Ok la, if you think its boring then too bad. Don't read la!
NO 5 PEOPLE TO TAG. NO FRIENDS CANNOT IS IT?
Hurrrrrrrrrr.
Joking joking. I won't impose this on anyone though!
1. I was wondering if I should burst the blisters on my fingers and after not getting a satisfying answer, I actually Googled "Should you burst a blister" and realised.... NO YOU SHOULD NEVER DO IT! It'd heal on its own.
2. Secretly believe that I'm quite a music idiot (Tone deaf, slow, cannot keep rhythm yada yada)
3. Wonders why the hell am I still in Guitar.
4. I think I'm rather act cute and sometimes can't stand it. You know I have this Postpets PINK card holder, a bankbook lookalike organiser, a cow for a bag and cute shoes for school (I think?)
5. After a few months of using facebook, I'm still quite a fb-idiot.
6. I am 1/8 Malay! Wahaha! My Grand Daddy is half so that makes my Mums a quater and me 1/8.
7. Just re-crushed on someone I just un-crushed on.
8. Am a Youtube slut. When I don't reply/reply slow on MSN, I'm actually on Youtube even when my status is busy and it seems as though I'm hard at work. (But this is only recently!)
9. I don't do failures well =/ You know I was baking oatmeal cookies(!!) the other day for the second time, the batter turned out wrong and I threw it all away because I simply couldn't stand it, while pingping salvaged her half with more butter.
10. Some times wonder if I'm smart. Like I'm somewhere in between average and better.
11. Weird, temperamental and fickle. Very anal sometimes.
12. I make it a point to always reply people whom I'm not on close terms with. Even if it is a quite pointless "Ok" or "Haha" because I feel that it helps in a way or so, and I somehow expect the same thing in return so I MIND ALOT THAT PEOPLE DON'T REPLY MY MESSAGES!
13. Oh, someone wrote a song for me before! Serenade wor! Weet weet.
14. I have strange expectations of boyfriends. No no no, I cannot imagine having to spend half of my time with someone else in a relationship way. Like suddenly there's someone in your life who needs more attention from you. And that explains why I am forever single!
15. I really really really enjoy writing descriptive essays and am proud of what I write.
16. I am a christian. (OH MY THE HORROR!) I still believe you know. Just lost faith in other church goers. C'mon, church is not about finding a boyfriend, you idiots. Half of me wants to find a new church, the other half, keeps putting that off. Somehow feel less bound when I'm not expected to go for services, do this, don't do that. And I am utterly socked by the fact that ******** is a church goer now!
17. My birthday is coming up soon and I'll be 18 soon!
18. There, another one 'cause I'm turning 18! I don't really do quizes like these. It's a principle. But I broke that twice. This being the second time and the first serious one only because I think there are some interesting stuff 'bout me and my thoughts that I suddenly want to share. Ok la, if you think its boring then too bad. Don't read la!
NO 5 PEOPLE TO TAG. NO FRIENDS CANNOT IS IT?
Hurrrrrrrrrr.
Joking joking. I won't impose this on anyone though!
Tuesday, December 2
BRRRRRRR
Grumble grumble...
You know my fingers actually hurt while I'm typing?!
Got blisters!
You know, you know I really feel rather disappointed.
The feeling of working hard for something I desperately want to defend or acheive is not there!
Back in the Chung Cheng days......
I worked hard for it. Worked hard each time. Although things didn't look good.
But I sincerely worked hard.
Worked hard to defend it, to fight for something better, to do ourselves proud, to do them proud, to prove others wrong. Mostly importantly, worked hard for something I really enjoyed.
Looking for motivation!
Never knew I how we manage to get by. Never knew how we manage to carry on. Because....
The only thing on my mind now is giving up. Seriously and totally.
Ok, my fingers still hurt and and and and and!
No idea how to spend my Christmas and Birthday! (Rather, no one to spend it with)
Sigh. (You know they should really invent an emoticon for sighing because I use it so often but it always seems to be inadequate of bringing across that actual haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii like the way I go everytime I type it out you know.)
You know my fingers actually hurt while I'm typing?!
Got blisters!
You know, you know I really feel rather disappointed.
The feeling of working hard for something I desperately want to defend or acheive is not there!
Back in the Chung Cheng days......
I worked hard for it. Worked hard each time. Although things didn't look good.
But I sincerely worked hard.
Worked hard to defend it, to fight for something better, to do ourselves proud, to do them proud, to prove others wrong. Mostly importantly, worked hard for something I really enjoyed.
Looking for motivation!
Never knew I how we manage to get by. Never knew how we manage to carry on. Because....
The only thing on my mind now is giving up. Seriously and totally.
Ok, my fingers still hurt and and and and and!
No idea how to spend my Christmas and Birthday! (Rather, no one to spend it with)
Sigh. (You know they should really invent an emoticon for sighing because I use it so often but it always seems to be inadequate of bringing across that actual haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii like the way I go everytime I type it out you know.)