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... I Don't Know....

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.


In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.


Many people will consider you egotistical and full of your own self importance. On the surface you could well give this impression and perhaps the reason for this complacent attitude is because at times you indeed have that 'short fuse' and are quick to take offence.


From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.


You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.
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It's funny how someone(thing) who doesn't even know you, has never even seen you, can be so dead accurate. *Shrugs

Feeling rather... I don't know now. Suddenly realised that life leaves us in many I Don't Know situations. How many times do we pause when asked a question because I Don't Know. How many times do we cry out of fear and frustrations because I Don't Know. How many times do we feel so insecure just because I Don't Know what awaits us. How many times do we really question our goals and aims in life just because I Don't Know.

How many times in life do we actually really know?

I don't know.

What happens in a month or so when school reopens, what happens throughout the coming year, what happens during A's, what happens after that. I really am clueless. And somewhat afraid that sometings that I do or don't do now will affect what happens in the future. I don't know what I want to do after JC. I don't know what will be of me after I finally graduate. I don't know, I don't know. Its always this much uncertainty isn't it. I don't know why I'm feeling like this all of a sudden. I don't know why I get these emo waves so very often. I don't know why I behave the way I do. I don't know why sometimes things just go in every way but mine. I don't know why I fail at nearly everything. I don't know why. Why I am so inadequate. Why am I so useless. Why I never will be good enough. Why don't I ever appreciate what I have and dwell on what I don't.

Why?

(Pffffffffffffffffffffffft)

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