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Thursday, February 28
New Place, New School and A New Civics Tutor From Hell.
Bad day, Bad day.
But it has been an okay week in TJC- life's boring but the people are nice. Thank God there's Charlene with me to kill all the free time I have in between lectures. We lazy people actually have alot to catch up on but we spend most of our time sleeping away-.-
Incompetent, always, always incapable of responsibilities. I don't think I want to run for president anymore. Not good, never will be good enough.
Absolutely hate being the 2nd intake.
San Mei Mei, it'll be alright.
Thursday, February 21
08A13 IGOR ILIXIR OSIRIS OZONE VJC
Time to mark the end of my VJ life with a cheer,
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Up in my head, where?
Up in my head
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Up in my head to stay
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Deep in my heart, where?
Deep in my heart, where?
Deep in my heart
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Deep in my heart, where?
Deep in my heart to stay
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
All over me, where?
All over me, where?
All over me
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
All over me, where?
All over me to stay
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Deep in my heart,where?
All over me
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Deep in my heart to stay
(Super long !)
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Up in my head, where?
Up in my head
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Up in my head to stay
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Deep in my heart, where?
Deep in my heart, where?
Deep in my heart
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Deep in my heart, where?
Deep in my heart to stay
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
All over me, where?
All over me, where?
All over me
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
All over me, where?
All over me to stay
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Deep in my heart,where?
All over me
I've got the VJ spirit, where?
Up in my head, where?
Deep in my heart to stay
(Super long !)
Elin and me in the super big toilet behind the hall.
Slacking outside while the freshies are learning the mass dance.
O O O Osiris's identity!
Last photo with Camera, again slacking at the grand stand, while freshies learn their mass dance.
End of O2 signals the last day of school for me.
I'll miss my brother Pamela, Ah Beng May May, Sister Philip, Sailormoon Yenriel, Joansie Poansie, Amanda who loves Mao, XiuXian, Melody, Han Wei, Rachel(s), Rennee, Yanlin, Huang Bei, Cheerleader Jeraldine, CT rep Eugene, and most importantly, the-bra Debra, boy crazy Camilla and Ex girlfriend Elin Baby! (Not Sharlene 'cause I hope I can still be her classmate)
I'll miss my new friends made at O2, my O1 OG mates and those few friends I've made along the way. I'll miss how easy it is to talk and make friends in here. I'll also miss my cute boy!
Goodbye.
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Some long overdued photos from XCountry:
Philip, Pip, Phyllis!
Pretty girl Joan. She's super good at running!
Amanda, badminton girl with muscular calves!
Rachel Ong, Choir girl with the Big, Big eyes.
Phyllis and May May, my one night stand =/
Sharlene Sharlene! My soon to be classmate in TJ!
Group photo!
And that, was the class who proudly won the inter CT XCountry :D First ever arts class who won the inter CT XCountry.
Our Mini Celebration with the hamper
Some random shots at some random moments that I felt I really would miss the class.
On the other hand, it might be good for me to leave the school anyway, I offended the House Comm and Choir (accidentally). They are the 2 biggest CCA in VJC. And I haven't gone for any guitar practices since the first one. I can go to TJ and start all over, try to have a more demure and friendly image. TJ is second Chung Cheng, so close to the heart, so close to home. I'll do okay, but the VJ spirit will always, always stay.
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Wednesday, February 20
SUPER SUPER PISSED OFF.
Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill
All the stupid peole who pon O2 today.
Don't give me lame excuses, I'm not that gullible.
Suckers! (Although I skip TJ orientation also but I might not be staying there.)
Don't want to come pull out of VJ la! So many people wanna come can. You're wasting space, who cares if your L1R5 is 7. Just get lost. You're in school for it's reputation only anyway. (This is totally uncalled for but I'm so angry that I can't contact my stinky OG members, I'm just ranting.)
But at least OGLs are having a hell lot of fun.
We're moving in, We're moving out
C'mon OGLs let hear you shout
Catch the spirit that we create
Today's the day we dominate
Shout it loud, Shout it proud
OGL, OGL
Ehhhhhhhh, OGL!
House Comm should just wait for the sky to fall on them and just die.
Ok, Die. End of story.
All the stupid peole who pon O2 today.
Don't give me lame excuses, I'm not that gullible.
Suckers! (Although I skip TJ orientation also but I might not be staying there.)
Don't want to come pull out of VJ la! So many people wanna come can. You're wasting space, who cares if your L1R5 is 7. Just get lost. You're in school for it's reputation only anyway. (This is totally uncalled for but I'm so angry that I can't contact my stinky OG members, I'm just ranting.)
But at least OGLs are having a hell lot of fun.
We're moving in, We're moving out
C'mon OGLs let hear you shout
Catch the spirit that we create
Today's the day we dominate
Shout it loud, Shout it proud
OGL, OGL
Ehhhhhhhh, OGL!
House Comm should just wait for the sky to fall on them and just die.
Ok, Die. End of story.
Sunday, February 17
想太多
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
“很久没有捏你的脸了。”
Sometimes, somethings, some people drift apart and it'll never be the same again. Recent happenings around has got me thinking(maybe too much). Then I realised how fragile relationships can be and how strong they used to be.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
My arcade going friend, I've lost the perfect score on percussion master and you.
My gossiper friend, I've lost the freshest newest gossip and time with you.
My movie junkie friend, I've lost the latest ticket stub and you.
My tardy friend, I've lost the time waiting for you to turn up with a sheepish grin.
My Ikea meatball friend, You lost your meatballs on your face.
My crazy bleached hair friend, where are you?
My sensible Godly friend, I've lost myself and my faith.
My 4 year friends, I've lost your numbers.
My Marine Parade friend, I've lost some free rides.
Somewhere along in the bitterness
Sometimes, I turn, hoping to find someone to share a joke with, share a tear with, or even a juicy gossip, I come face to face to near emptiness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night
I miss my fatherly friend.
I miss my impenetrable ingrate of a friend.
I miss my vegetable friend.
I miss my bimbo friend. (Yes, you Jade)
I miss sleepyhead little sweet friend.
I miss 153cm friend.
Penned out, the list seems long. Many friends? No, many regrets. Sighs I've lost along the way. Why am I so caught up with my small sphere of problems and life and I forget those who have migrated away from me? Some are one message away, yet the only thing I know about them now, are the words typed out on their blogs or so.
Had I known how to save a life.
If I knew things would be like this
If I knew I'd regret my choice
If I knew, If only I knew that it all comes back to being my bad.
I would save myself from guilt and shame.
Now, if I were to choose TJC where most of you are heading, will we still be knitted together? Or just some hi bye friends that I greet with some pang of hurt somewhere in the bottom of my heart. Then save myself the agony. I don't even know where I'm heading now. I can't follow my heart, I can't follow my head, I can't even decide if I like where I am. Someone said, "Just flip a coin". But that toss of a coin has more _________ than me.
Had I known how to save a life.
内疚，嫉妒。还我朋友来！
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
“很久没有捏你的脸了。”
Sometimes, somethings, some people drift apart and it'll never be the same again. Recent happenings around has got me thinking(maybe too much). Then I realised how fragile relationships can be and how strong they used to be.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
My arcade going friend, I've lost the perfect score on percussion master and you.
My gossiper friend, I've lost the freshest newest gossip and time with you.
My movie junkie friend, I've lost the latest ticket stub and you.
My tardy friend, I've lost the time waiting for you to turn up with a sheepish grin.
My Ikea meatball friend, You lost your meatballs on your face.
My crazy bleached hair friend, where are you?
My sensible Godly friend, I've lost myself and my faith.
My 4 year friends, I've lost your numbers.
My Marine Parade friend, I've lost some free rides.
Somewhere along in the bitterness
Sometimes, I turn, hoping to find someone to share a joke with, share a tear with, or even a juicy gossip, I come face to face to near emptiness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night
I miss my fatherly friend.
I miss my impenetrable ingrate of a friend.
I miss my vegetable friend.
I miss my bimbo friend. (Yes, you Jade)
I miss sleepyhead little sweet friend.
I miss 153cm friend.
Penned out, the list seems long. Many friends? No, many regrets. Sighs I've lost along the way. Why am I so caught up with my small sphere of problems and life and I forget those who have migrated away from me? Some are one message away, yet the only thing I know about them now, are the words typed out on their blogs or so.
Had I known how to save a life.
If I knew things would be like this
If I knew I'd regret my choice
If I knew, If only I knew that it all comes back to being my bad.
I would save myself from guilt and shame.
Now, if I were to choose TJC where most of you are heading, will we still be knitted together? Or just some hi bye friends that I greet with some pang of hurt somewhere in the bottom of my heart. Then save myself the agony. I don't even know where I'm heading now. I can't follow my heart, I can't follow my head, I can't even decide if I like where I am. Someone said, "Just flip a coin". But that toss of a coin has more _________ than me.
Had I known how to save a life.
内疚，嫉妒。还我朋友来！
Thursday, February 14
Stuck In The Middle With No Date On Valentine's day
This Love-hate relationship with VJC is really killing me slowly. Now I'm left to choose between fate and letting fate choose it for me.
Follow my heart, follow my head.
Follow my fickle-minded self, follow my selfish heart. What now? I have always been like this, uncertain of what I want, living in other's expectations, trying to please people that I know I shouldn't be. Regrets, regrets, left on the lipstick stains. Too many spilling over last year, too many about to sprout this year.
Chuck it somewhere at the back of my head, if only I could.
Cross country tmr, cute boy!
Follow my heart, follow my head.
Follow my fickle-minded self, follow my selfish heart. What now? I have always been like this, uncertain of what I want, living in other's expectations, trying to please people that I know I shouldn't be. Regrets, regrets, left on the lipstick stains. Too many spilling over last year, too many about to sprout this year.
Chuck it somewhere at the back of my head, if only I could.
Cross country tmr, cute boy!
Monday, February 11
C'mon Read The Title I Painstakingly Came Up With
Hello! Photos from Steamboat reunion!
I think I can open a column in Stomp under "English As It Is Broken".
Literal translation. Managed to sneak a shot before the the staff think I'm nuts. Thus, poor photog skills.
Huisan's policedog! ( got history!)
My Neighbour's son! Superrrrrrrrr cute!
I think I can open a column in Stomp under "English As It Is Broken".
Literal translation. Managed to sneak a shot before the the staff think I'm nuts. Thus, poor photog skills.
Huisan's policedog! ( got history!)
My Neighbour's son! Superrrrrrrrr cute!
Thursday, February 7
Absolutely hate this time of the year
Chinese New Year has always been like this, boring.
You know something is wrong when I say No, to food and new clothes.
Sigh Sigh, my leg still hurts.
It's funny how people I've known only for a few weeks doubt my bandaged knee.
I REALLY PULLED MY LIGAMENT. Although it was 2 years ago (and I didn't really need the bandage already) but it still hurts. And I gave up dance all together like that): Boo Hoo. Now, I'm struggling with whether to go for guitar.
Thanks, you really made my day super guilty.
You know something is wrong when I say No, to food and new clothes.
Sigh Sigh, my leg still hurts.
It's funny how people I've known only for a few weeks doubt my bandaged knee.
I REALLY PULLED MY LIGAMENT. Although it was 2 years ago (and I didn't really need the bandage already) but it still hurts. And I gave up dance all together like that): Boo Hoo. Now, I'm struggling with whether to go for guitar.
Thanks, you really made my day super guilty.
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READ THIS CAREFULLY. I wanna upload this to "English as it is broken"
Cedar girrrrrrrrrrrrrl. Swoons. LOL!
Then back to the so-called Chung Cheng Ah Lian.
LOL.
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Friday, February 1
Check out the things my phone camera can do man!
The wonders of mosaic/multishots! LOL
This is Philip. When all the girls refused to take multishots with me, he agreed. Quite readily may I add. My bitching partner man! Yo, sister!
Next up is a chain of ultra spastic multishots of Camila (Camera) and me! Ok, its really very dumb. Heehee.
We either slack, eat or rush tutorial homework during break, in the canteen with all the tempting food. Gahhhhhhhh(fats!)
Trying to sneak a picture with the Koi for Housecomm app.
Finally! Elin, caught on film!
I think I can't bear to leave my class. I think arts fac is nice. I think I would very likely change school. I think I will not enjoy Vday. I think I feel like crap 'cause I'm planning to skip school again!
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