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Wednesday, February 28
Labels: TaDa
Friday, February 23
Saturday, February 17
Pay Day is fun day
Valentine's day is lousy day New year eve is suffocating day School days are blah days CCA days are *&^%$#@! days ABCDEFG. The week's been really off on a roller coaster ride =/ Started with high notes on monday PE and ended with high notes on office+money+pedi+Protege+shopping+crapping+CIP+madarin oranges+flashbacks Floorball's the absolute love now^^ Tues CCA was still unprogressiveand annoying. The only comfort was the free ride home. Wed Vday was a disater, presents were urgh eat can die and movie was disappointing and so were the so called "dates" Thur was the turn to the pit. No One's really having a nice sweet smelling face day Fri was halfday so to speak and pay day^^! Im in love now, with mandarin oranges(: we sat and talked for a while over oranges sitting by the D&T dustbin. Many things were put to stand and scream right back in our faces and its better now I guess. People are so unpredictable it's never too late to start stopping believing them. Its like this glimmer of hope that doesn't die out. Chiong-ed down to Clarke Quay/Beloved/Stuffy office to take my Angpow. Yean actually wrapped the pay in sales reports and pretend they were red. HA. Psycos self -Yean is nice Yean is nice Yean is nice- He's helping me with my problem case even when I failed to guess what was Ghoti. Protege is the hunk show of the year! Catch beloved Daniel Wu orh! Reunion dinner was rather.. Just say I wished it'd been better. People go Feng Sheng Shui Qi I go AngPow Zuey Zuey. heehee, I need to get my school handbook sooooooooooooooon. HIJKLMNOP. Labels: DAYS.
Saturday, February 10
Gently, the guitar strings were strummed. Slowly filling to air with immense sorrow and memories that brounght abundant joy. It was a fast song. A catchy song. Smiles were plastered on each of their faces, even mine. Did they feel the tugging at their hearts like what I felt? We may not remember the notes as well as we did, but the feeling was never as right as off 2 years ago. It was clear, Quien Sera for the last time.
Friday's been pretty horrible. I don't know what to feel anymore. Anger, grief, jubilee? They came and went like passing water, flowing by the river bed hardly leaving any trace of it existence. Jubilee for Olevel Chinese was buried and shoved aside to the corner of my heart. Everyone else's crying. Maybe that was the last time and we all start to regreting and treasuring when it dawned on us that it's the very last time. And we sigh, why? why didn't I appreciate? Dearest Seniors, there's so much more to be said then those words on the paper. I can't find a place to start and to end, I don't want it to end. So I'll leave a note up here, wondering if you'll see. AiLin I remember the first time I was so terrified of you. As time went by, you proved to be someone so close to the heart, especially a help with my walk with God. You never fail to cheer us on, pull us back into perspective and give us hope. The gold wasn't possible without you constantly saying we can do it. You believed and we did. I saw the tears you cried for us, I see the effort you throw in as a president, I hear your passion for guitar, I feel your love. When you went away for bowling that time, you kept us on your mind and came back when you heard we weren't doing well. Thankyou woman! Amanda The person who hung around with us for the longest time I guess. You didn't come on Firday! Having two ccas was a lot of commitement and you stuck through it, SYF to Esplanade you just don't quit. You helped me in simultaneous equations and till now, it about the only thing i remember and can score well for for amaths! We'll miss that trademark laughter alot alot. Just as much as we miss RenJie's Ai No how to eat sushi and the laksa thing. You helped me with the scores and all and it was good having you in the same section! Moon Ah, our dear vice president): The most memorable thing thatleft a mark in my heart was when i saw a particular post of yours. I remeber it was during the exams period and you were willing to give up study time to come back and help us. The way you compared us to the loss of a kin. It moved me loads. That's one of the reason's why Im sticking on for SYF this year. I don't want to see your effort and hardwork go down the drain, I don't want to have you waste your love on us. The way you took care of us like a mother hen and a truly genuine big sister=/ when you told me about crossing the line and such after you passed the baton on. The effort you'd put in and teach your people outside practice time. Man, that's Greatness. XiangYun My oh-so-super scary section leader! I was initially pretty freaked out by you laaaaa! But because of that, it helped me learned the songs in extra quick time and Im grateful for it, serious. The warnings you gave also kept me in SYF this year ! hahaha, I know guitar is everyone's heartbloodsweattearslove so we're not giving up on gold that easily this year(: And all those times you and moon would try help us outside guitar, like amaths and all before your tuition. Yeah, Congrats on you getting six points! My blessing to ya'll and heartfelt thanks. One song ends and another begins. We sang our wishes emotions and grief all mixed in blender and wish that you felt it too. Then, she interrupts. Tears were dancing at the rims of our eyes, but they're leaving, it pleaded. A cold hard no. Eyelids comforted them, keeping them from racing down our cheeks. Goodbye. - - - - - - - - - - - - CCA's a bitch. It just robbed me of my holidays, my time and effort and the hell was your president and section leaders? I learnt my part. What about them? Where are they? Dead and buried deep underground? I sure hope so. Wake up sweetheart. Labels: A new song from now.
Thursday, February 8
Many Many Many tests.
Many Many Many conflicts. Many Many Many trouble. Many Many Many fats. Many Many Many homework. Many Many Many lame jokes Many Many Many PPBs Many Many Many scandals. Many Many Many wake up lates. Man Many Many send out of class siggggggggggggh. okay, went Street E ytd. Like shit, Im dropping behind so so much in studies. Nothing is working for me! Perhaps only english, haha, I'm excused form doing Journal for 3 weeks(: not to mention no corrections thingy that i kena 2 weeks alrdy. heehee. Geog was a disater. I swear it doesn't matter if I fail geog in future. Mr NAK remembered my name. Gosh-.- AEmaths, Accident and emergency+MsSHAMMY! ok, whatever. Labels: Many Many Many
Saturday, February 3
Today is a fruitful daaay !
Headed down to bugis street with Pinglynn to shop. Ended up caught in a mob of hungry shoppers and being shoved around like mad! Not to mention my poor toes who get wheeled over and stepped and rammed against. Left for the more serene but equally chaotic bugis. Walked abit and found more stuff(: Huishan called and i realised they were at Bugis too, instead of cityhall. Joined them for class dinner @pastamania. Walked to MarinaSQ to bowl and such. I wonder why each time I go to Suntec it would definitly involve tons of walking. Nevertheless it was fun, failed attempt to play pool and settled for bowling instead. Laughed like mad and totally random! When there are people there are bound to be gossips. And that's what we did most of the time, gossiping. I do realise my temper has been real bad this year, and i promise, really promise to keep it in alot this time(: Let's be a GR(eat) class this year
Friday, February 2
Chinese New Year's coming.
This year, we've decided to go to Grandma's house for New Year's eve. Have reunion dinner/steamboat there with all the relatives. It's been a whole ten years. We haven't been there for dinner for a full ten years. I myself was shocked too. Who was actually counting as the days flashed by, and the years crawled on? We were never close to that side of the family, especially since my parents went their separate ways. Maybe when time increases the distance between us, we start to avoid. Avoid the once familiar faces and voices of concern. We reject sympathy. In this case with my sister, when you stopped talking and misunderstandings grew, scorn was manifested in our hearts. Each day like a growing plant, got rooted deep into a part of us. And when we finally spoke, it was nothing but distaste in our voices. Perhaps it's better off this way, with less to worry about and less to please. What about the past sixteen years we spent together? Memories, fond or painful, they're etched in our minds like a part of us. yet we tend to forget them so often that we lost the urge to find them again admist the deep sea of thoughts. Like a fish lost out at sea, we might never haul it back in our fishing nest any more. Going around more often with some people made me think of lower sec years more and more and how the naive joy we shared among ourselves finally tore our friendships apart. However much we miss those days, time is not going to turn back for you. Maybe that's what memories were for, to remind us for the past we had so to encourage us to look for something better ahead. Labels: Good Ol' days |
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