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Saturday, October 28
I SO SO SO SO SO LOVE HER.
oh man, cannot upload photo.
but still, i think i've got much to learn and experience. And it's really God that maters most?
".. Im your beloved
your creation
and you love me as I am
Im your beloved..."
oh man, cannot upload photo.
but still, i think i've got much to learn and experience. And it's really God that maters most?
".. Im your beloved
your creation
and you love me as I am
Im your beloved..."
Tuesday, October 24
DESPO FOR A DAY
"..leylong leylong, clearance sale! everything must go !"
ANYBODY WANTS ME? :D
ACT EMO SEH.
MUG SHOTS
and we say "I WANT RICH AHBENG STEADY"
i swear not to go into vivo again until and unless i find my rich ahbeng steady. everywhere you look, its couples! some lousy restuarant known as "the asian kitchen" has poor service and food. when this uncle from the other table said, " i feel like eating Carl's Jr. " we cant help but to burst out laughing. their food is not fast, yes, but still half an hour for 4 pathetic dumplings? and who the hell eats dessert before main course?
M"can i give you some advice? Dont ever serve dessert before the main course. Can i don't pay service charge? The service is lousy."
F"I can give you a 10% discount."
C"Eh, he got me the wrong change"
M snickers, "You win hands down man, for the lousiest restuarant ever"
storms off.
"..leylong leylong, clearance sale! everything must go !"
ANYBODY WANTS ME? :D
ACT EMO SEH.
MUG SHOTS
and we say "I WANT RICH AHBENG STEADY"
i swear not to go into vivo again until and unless i find my rich ahbeng steady. everywhere you look, its couples! some lousy restuarant known as "the asian kitchen" has poor service and food. when this uncle from the other table said, " i feel like eating Carl's Jr. " we cant help but to burst out laughing. their food is not fast, yes, but still half an hour for 4 pathetic dumplings? and who the hell eats dessert before main course?
M"can i give you some advice? Dont ever serve dessert before the main course. Can i don't pay service charge? The service is lousy."
F"I can give you a 10% discount."
C"Eh, he got me the wrong change"
M snickers, "You win hands down man, for the lousiest restuarant ever"
storms off.
Tuesday, October 17
there's guitar tmr.
I can't begin to tell you how much hate, scorn, distaste I feel. Maybe it's all disappointment. After all that I've done, I find it hard to continue. You can never feel the love the passion I feel for guitar club. Never will, because what have you done? I've been through SYF but that's not what makes it different. It's the people, the spirit. You don't care, you've got the post, the points. So what if guitar falls, to you, you believe you've done what you should have done. No, you simply stuffed them at me, waiting for someone to clear your mess. I am not going to be the one anymore. I've done what i should have done and what you should be doing. That's enough. I don't have to turn up for practices if no one even cares.
I didnt want to interfere, didnt want to be the bad guy screaming at my juniors. I've got a slack post and supposedly, I do nothing. If it wasnt for the seniors, not for their hardwork and love I would have just left you there. You dont deserve your post, seriously. With the attitude and hypocrispy that you are holding, you deserve nothing. What more the faith and trust and credit ? MY CREDIT? Do you think I enjoy being hated by my juniors? Then you sit there and be all nice and what? Use your authority. I know Ms Yew hates me, that's why it never was possible that she'd think I had done the work, so you just go and steal my credit. I've lost all strength and passion for guitar club, no matter what is done, you will slow it down, destroy it by your bare hands.
You dont have to tell us that you are the president. You dont behave like one, all the more, not worthy. If you're gonna fucking get bronze or silver for SYF next year, I'm glad I wont be part of it.
So concludes, Im not going for guitar tmr, if Ms yew asks, refer here.
I can't begin to tell you how much hate, scorn, distaste I feel. Maybe it's all disappointment. After all that I've done, I find it hard to continue. You can never feel the love the passion I feel for guitar club. Never will, because what have you done? I've been through SYF but that's not what makes it different. It's the people, the spirit. You don't care, you've got the post, the points. So what if guitar falls, to you, you believe you've done what you should have done. No, you simply stuffed them at me, waiting for someone to clear your mess. I am not going to be the one anymore. I've done what i should have done and what you should be doing. That's enough. I don't have to turn up for practices if no one even cares.
I didnt want to interfere, didnt want to be the bad guy screaming at my juniors. I've got a slack post and supposedly, I do nothing. If it wasnt for the seniors, not for their hardwork and love I would have just left you there. You dont deserve your post, seriously. With the attitude and hypocrispy that you are holding, you deserve nothing. What more the faith and trust and credit ? MY CREDIT? Do you think I enjoy being hated by my juniors? Then you sit there and be all nice and what? Use your authority. I know Ms Yew hates me, that's why it never was possible that she'd think I had done the work, so you just go and steal my credit. I've lost all strength and passion for guitar club, no matter what is done, you will slow it down, destroy it by your bare hands.
You dont have to tell us that you are the president. You dont behave like one, all the more, not worthy. If you're gonna fucking get bronze or silver for SYF next year, I'm glad I wont be part of it.
So concludes, Im not going for guitar tmr, if Ms yew asks, refer here.
Monday, October 16
nobody's gonna give a damn even when your crying in the middle of the living room.
Sunday, October 15
"as we go on .."
resonates in my head now. Guess when it's our turn next year, we'll have a grand entrance. Arrive late in style or dont be there at all. As our sloppy video plays on the big screen, we might all just be having fun elsewhere. Now, that's what I call class spirit.
Our class spirit is not putting on a show for other people to see. We are diversed but together. Who could resist sweet old outcasting or poking fun together as a whole class? Yes, we have internal disputes but who doesn't? Don't act as if you don't. Still, we're in this together. The whole police case thing is because we stuck for each other. To fight for our rights, you deserve what you get, only even more perhaps? Ahh, heck-.-
Maybe you see it differently and yes, mostly we aren't together. But its this weird stuck on you thing that makes our class spirit. When sometimes, we just can't stand each other.
"friends forever."
resonates in my head now. Guess when it's our turn next year, we'll have a grand entrance. Arrive late in style or dont be there at all. As our sloppy video plays on the big screen, we might all just be having fun elsewhere. Now, that's what I call class spirit.
Our class spirit is not putting on a show for other people to see. We are diversed but together. Who could resist sweet old outcasting or poking fun together as a whole class? Yes, we have internal disputes but who doesn't? Don't act as if you don't. Still, we're in this together. The whole police case thing is because we stuck for each other. To fight for our rights, you deserve what you get, only even more perhaps? Ahh, heck-.-
Maybe you see it differently and yes, mostly we aren't together. But its this weird stuck on you thing that makes our class spirit. When sometimes, we just can't stand each other.
"friends forever."
Saturday, October 14
tmr's graduation.
I can't actually picture my turn for graduation. All I know is I wanna partaye hard. Boo. typical bimbo behaviour. Sometimes i wonder if I behave in a far from demure bitchy kinda bimbotic ways. Ahh, yes, bimbos have looks, I don't. Point taken. So shall jsut stick with bitchy.
Oh, so some sickass guy fond my wallet and all. Contents were as such:
1. 130 bucks
2. I/C
3. EZlink
4. some random papers
5. Neoprints and passport photos
6. Cashcard, ATM
And so, Im fine if he decides not to return cash, cards and papers BUT, NEOPRINTS and passport photos? Gosh, is that sick? Am thankful enough that he actually bothers to mail back I/C and ezlink. Saves me the money for replacing. He decides to send papers, pink forms to be exact, back. WHAT FOR MAN? All in all, yes, I thank God.
I'm walking to school tmr, somebody pity me please.
I can't actually picture my turn for graduation. All I know is I wanna partaye hard. Boo. typical bimbo behaviour. Sometimes i wonder if I behave in a far from demure bitchy kinda bimbotic ways. Ahh, yes, bimbos have looks, I don't. Point taken. So shall jsut stick with bitchy.
Oh, so some sickass guy fond my wallet and all. Contents were as such:
1. 130 bucks
2. I/C
3. EZlink
4. some random papers
5. Neoprints and passport photos
6. Cashcard, ATM
And so, Im fine if he decides not to return cash, cards and papers BUT, NEOPRINTS and passport photos? Gosh, is that sick? Am thankful enough that he actually bothers to mail back I/C and ezlink. Saves me the money for replacing. He decides to send papers, pink forms to be exact, back. WHAT FOR MAN? All in all, yes, I thank God.
I'm walking to school tmr, somebody pity me please.
Friday, October 13
so things aren't that bad.
been snooping around round friendster just now. saw how everyone else's turnin' out. Me? ha. Big joke. I wanna catch up with them some time.
Pride gets to me sometimes. Usually, ends up in something ugly. Like now, I am counting my days till debriefs start. Can't imagine the smug look on mQuack's face if he sees far from pretty grades. I just had to prove my point that I can do well. Seriously, if you were me, you would not tolerate that face of his.
haaaaa.
been snooping around round friendster just now. saw how everyone else's turnin' out. Me? ha. Big joke. I wanna catch up with them some time.
Pride gets to me sometimes. Usually, ends up in something ugly. Like now, I am counting my days till debriefs start. Can't imagine the smug look on mQuack's face if he sees far from pretty grades. I just had to prove my point that I can do well. Seriously, if you were me, you would not tolerate that face of his.
haaaaa.
Wednesday, October 11
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
--
It's all over now.
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
--
It's all over now.
Sunday, October 8
into arcading again!
have just finished picking pomelo seeds and randomly throwing them out of the window. who knows, say, 10, 20 years down the road, some tree might grow.
the haze is irritating. eyes are hurting. but good griefs, finally had some decent sleep last night. Physics up very soon. i wanna pass it like a miracle during MYEs. haha, where's the thing that gets me studying? at least did phy briefly up to chap6, like yay? only 7 more to go?
ahh well, there's always tmr.
and so into scandals and the whole bao saga. bean paste or charsiew.
HAHA.
have just finished picking pomelo seeds and randomly throwing them out of the window. who knows, say, 10, 20 years down the road, some tree might grow.
the haze is irritating. eyes are hurting. but good griefs, finally had some decent sleep last night. Physics up very soon. i wanna pass it like a miracle during MYEs. haha, where's the thing that gets me studying? at least did phy briefly up to chap6, like yay? only 7 more to go?
ahh well, there's always tmr.
and so into scandals and the whole bao saga. bean paste or charsiew.
HAHA.
Friday, October 6
It's all gonna end somewhere,
why not let it end here?
that's the limit there is to me. time and time again, I've proven to be much of a weakling. so easily cracked under pressure. I'm through with this shit. have come to realise a fact that I'm still a child, and am in no hurry to grow up. it wasn't inviting down at the police station, just cold.
i hate myself sometimes, why disappoint me like this all the time.
face it, its an endless cycle we can't ever get out of.
all we can do is cry and scream, f*ck.
why not let it end here?
that's the limit there is to me. time and time again, I've proven to be much of a weakling. so easily cracked under pressure. I'm through with this shit. have come to realise a fact that I'm still a child, and am in no hurry to grow up. it wasn't inviting down at the police station, just cold.
i hate myself sometimes, why disappoint me like this all the time.
face it, its an endless cycle we can't ever get out of.
all we can do is cry and scream, f*ck.
Monday, October 2
i've come online 3 times today.
basicaly, day have gone
eat,
study abit,
eat some more,
study a lil more
sleep,
watch teevee
eat even more
study awhile
sian, i think if i ever were to pass SS, it'd be a miracle. im not even studying full chapters. just time frames and different segments. and very brief at that. and i dont seem to know nuts about amaths even though i mugged hard for 3days. gotta do some recap later. maybe midnight studying? ah.
basicaly, day have gone
eat,
study abit,
eat some more,
study a lil more
sleep,
watch teevee
eat even more
study awhile
sian, i think if i ever were to pass SS, it'd be a miracle. im not even studying full chapters. just time frames and different segments. and very brief at that. and i dont seem to know nuts about amaths even though i mugged hard for 3days. gotta do some recap later. maybe midnight studying? ah.
Sunday, October 1
ah,
haaappy chiiildren's daaye
bloody hell-.-
mans, i satyed up studying last night. and when i decided i should sleep, it was alrdy 2. sorry to have seen message so late, and replied like in the wee hours of the day. i wonder if your awake yet, its early. damn, i hardly slept. haha, today's showtime.
i really hope they win.
GO XUELIAN GO !
haaappy chiiildren's daaye
bloody hell-.-
mans, i satyed up studying last night. and when i decided i should sleep, it was alrdy 2. sorry to have seen message so late, and replied like in the wee hours of the day. i wonder if your awake yet, its early. damn, i hardly slept. haha, today's showtime.
i really hope they win.
GO XUELIAN GO !