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Tuesday, May 30
i cant be bothered with life.
what more, PEOPLE.
disgusting.
korean drama serials !
say, say, say, HOOO !
alright, so thats hardGAY, fine-.-
what more, PEOPLE.
disgusting.
korean drama serials !
say, say, say, HOOO !
alright, so thats hardGAY, fine-.-
Friday, May 26
life was meant to be simple.
but people are unpredictable.
that makes life,
difficult
but people are unpredictable.
that makes life,
difficult
Wednesday, May 24
yay.
went all the way to tampinese regional library to find kite runner. and came back empty handed, well, not exactly, two crappy books?
MR RAJ is a liar. apparently, what is a saddle? you dont have to give us just a name any-oh-how even if you dont know it. how embarrasing it was today -.-
im disgusted seriously, why be such a snob and act all high and mighty? you're no better than anyone you've been critising anyway, what gives you the superiority then ?
went all the way to tampinese regional library to find kite runner. and came back empty handed, well, not exactly, two crappy books?
MR RAJ is a liar. apparently, what is a saddle? you dont have to give us just a name any-oh-how even if you dont know it. how embarrasing it was today -.-
im disgusted seriously, why be such a snob and act all high and mighty? you're no better than anyone you've been critising anyway, what gives you the superiority then ?
Sunday, May 21
went for service today !
overall im a happy lil girlie today :DD
omg, why do i talk this way?
& i not stupid is cool man !
: DDDD
overall im a happy lil girlie today :DD
omg, why do i talk this way?
& i not stupid is cool man !
: DDDD
Saturday, May 20
sickening bug ><
and
dont ask about MYEs.
that is mr marcus kuek ! okok, not much of a resemblence. heh. the one i drew in lt was nicer DD: ohwells.
heh. this is mr samson lam ! obvious aint it? its written all over his face !
thats him too, in the background. sheesh. what a stalker -.-
all my doodling on the board in preparartion for geog.
they're on coasts only. and there isnt even enough space !
rotten rubbish flowers which were, amazingly, rather costly. hmm.
preeettttyyy sky !
ms lim xuelian ! notice her position and compare it with my stead's . exactly the same ! : DD
and
dont ask about MYEs.
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that is mr marcus kuek ! okok, not much of a resemblence. heh. the one i drew in lt was nicer DD: ohwells.
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heh. this is mr samson lam ! obvious aint it? its written all over his face !
thats him too, in the background. sheesh. what a stalker -.-
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all my doodling on the board in preparartion for geog.
they're on coasts only. and there isnt even enough space !
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rotten rubbish flowers which were, amazingly, rather costly. hmm.
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preeettttyyy sky !
ms lim xuelian ! notice her position and compare it with my stead's . exactly the same ! : DD
Thursday, May 18
thats how things were like for the past weeks. and well, its not much difference now with stacks of books piling on the table.
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hee. MY STEAD ! there we were mugging for SS. but we still failed ! lols ! notice her position. apparently ms lim xuelian adopts the same position but i cant upload that photo.
the koko crunch mess we made in between papers !
since blogger keeps disconnecting i shall post these first
Sunday, May 14
a whole new meaning
LOVE AT HARVARD IS NICE :DDD
ohwells. ive come to a new understanding of [rtgrvy ;pbr ftobrd piy a;; grst. this isnt love , this is fear. fear of? not them naturally. but should be of the unpredictable that lies ahead and the uncertainty of each step.
im not going to fear any more. im gonna show them what love really is, not what they hang around their mouth all the time.
im gonna love.
why does it sound as though im sending myself towards death? sheesh.
should i be going for camp now?
eh, if i can afford it then
:DD
ohwells. ive come to a new understanding of [rtgrvy ;pbr ftobrd piy a;; grst. this isnt love , this is fear. fear of? not them naturally. but should be of the unpredictable that lies ahead and the uncertainty of each step.
im not going to fear any more. im gonna show them what love really is, not what they hang around their mouth all the time.
im gonna love.
why does it sound as though im sending myself towards death? sheesh.
should i be going for camp now?
eh, if i can afford it then
:DD
Saturday, May 13
worthless
lifelless
useless
worthless.
im such a disappointment at times, not only to others but myself the most. i wonder what the hell am i doing with life right now.
i shouldnt predict and anticipate the fall of _____ but instead do anything that is in my means now. its all their hardwork to begin with, how could you let it get flushed away? there's nothing you can do to make a difference you idiot. you cant even bring yourself to be in their midst. i should at least try, im unlovable too. they aint trying to love anyone else either, except themselves perhaps. all the more i should try to love them first... but will they even know, will they even care. it even kills them to listen and stop thinking about themselves for once. who doesnt think about themselves? even me.. but she doesnt. its different. why do you even still bother? to them you're but this horrible poke who's on the verge of backsliding. they have already named you as a backslider. do they even know what exactly is going on? no, they only have time for themselves to even bother. but im not backsliding, just detest the fellowship. and sometimes i really cant go. but do they even bother to ask why? shouldnt i go and talk to her first. she doesnt even have the time for you, and anyway, its too out of the way isnt it? i should not be this demoralisng, i hate myself for backing out all the time. i told her to wait and now im not going. i cant even convince him to go for cg. how do you expect to convince him when you yourself am not convinced? anyway you tried and you didnt run away. but still i wasnt of any help at all. yeah, at least their fellowship wouldnt be this bad would it? he should appreciate it. too bad isnt it? i guess.
LAMESHIT.
blablablablablabla.
BLAP.
useless
worthless.
im such a disappointment at times, not only to others but myself the most. i wonder what the hell am i doing with life right now.
i shouldnt predict and anticipate the fall of _____ but instead do anything that is in my means now. its all their hardwork to begin with, how could you let it get flushed away? there's nothing you can do to make a difference you idiot. you cant even bring yourself to be in their midst. i should at least try, im unlovable too. they aint trying to love anyone else either, except themselves perhaps. all the more i should try to love them first... but will they even know, will they even care. it even kills them to listen and stop thinking about themselves for once. who doesnt think about themselves? even me.. but she doesnt. its different. why do you even still bother? to them you're but this horrible poke who's on the verge of backsliding. they have already named you as a backslider. do they even know what exactly is going on? no, they only have time for themselves to even bother. but im not backsliding, just detest the fellowship. and sometimes i really cant go. but do they even bother to ask why? shouldnt i go and talk to her first. she doesnt even have the time for you, and anyway, its too out of the way isnt it? i should not be this demoralisng, i hate myself for backing out all the time. i told her to wait and now im not going. i cant even convince him to go for cg. how do you expect to convince him when you yourself am not convinced? anyway you tried and you didnt run away. but still i wasnt of any help at all. yeah, at least their fellowship wouldnt be this bad would it? he should appreciate it. too bad isnt it? i guess.
LAMESHIT.
blablablablablabla.
BLAP.
Friday, May 12
i suddenly realise this hurtful truth.
i cant turn back time.
i cant pretend that its ok.
i cant accept changes
i cant do anything
i cant be dwelling here
i ve got to move on
i ve got to understand
i ve got to be ok
i ve got to change
i ve got to do something
i understand that those were the good ol'days but there are better days ahead. i understand that im no different from them. i understand that im not budging from where i am standing. i understand that nothing will remain the same. i understand that nothing is for certain.
i dont want to learn
i dont want to try
i dont want to love
i cant turn back time.
i cant pretend that its ok.
i cant accept changes
i cant do anything
i cant be dwelling here
i ve got to move on
i ve got to understand
i ve got to be ok
i ve got to change
i ve got to do something
i understand that those were the good ol'days but there are better days ahead. i understand that im no different from them. i understand that im not budging from where i am standing. i understand that nothing will remain the same. i understand that nothing is for certain.
i dont want to learn
i dont want to try
i dont want to love
woo !
woo !
hee.
i woke up real late today. i had the very last "paper" at 8. so there i was, chionging down to school purposely tellg the uncle to go to the back gate. anyway he knows that i was late. >< then it was locked ! DD: so he had to make a turn to the front gate again. and so i went in with my specs and got scolded. but seriously i just let him scold me without saying anything? it was only later that i realised he thot my specs had no degree. so i have to see him on monday morning. any kind soul would like to accompany me? hah.
mr ahmad's a nice guy :DD
so went off to bowl at east coast . my arm's breakg. ohwells, amateur at work. haha. but i really enjoyed cycling altho really very tiring and pain ! we went all the way to the end where there's some golf course, 173 said that we were at tanah merah, the sec2 oac campsite, lols, thats rather far and so we went back again. we met a bunch of teachers marking our exam paper ! mr kuek !
saw moon and xiang yun as well :D gonna miss them alot i guess. all the seniors make it fun but now, i wonder how i'll survive. esp if .. -sigh i would rather have 6 weeks of exam than for cca to start . dreaded. DDDDDDDDDD:
haha ! oh ! we also saw this bunch of police who are most probably on leave or sth, out at east coast. someone got injured really bad then there was this police car coming to fetch him and also an ambulance :D but the most seh thing was the police car. i should be a police, then if i fracture my leg like that, it will so cool lah !
okok, im going service this week ! please wait for us after your service !
hee.
i woke up real late today. i had the very last "paper" at 8. so there i was, chionging down to school purposely tellg the uncle to go to the back gate. anyway he knows that i was late. >< then it was locked ! DD: so he had to make a turn to the front gate again. and so i went in with my specs and got scolded. but seriously i just let him scold me without saying anything? it was only later that i realised he thot my specs had no degree. so i have to see him on monday morning. any kind soul would like to accompany me? hah.
mr ahmad's a nice guy :DD
so went off to bowl at east coast . my arm's breakg. ohwells, amateur at work. haha. but i really enjoyed cycling altho really very tiring and pain ! we went all the way to the end where there's some golf course, 173 said that we were at tanah merah, the sec2 oac campsite, lols, thats rather far and so we went back again. we met a bunch of teachers marking our exam paper ! mr kuek !
saw moon and xiang yun as well :D gonna miss them alot i guess. all the seniors make it fun but now, i wonder how i'll survive. esp if .. -sigh i would rather have 6 weeks of exam than for cca to start . dreaded. DDDDDDDDDD:
haha ! oh ! we also saw this bunch of police who are most probably on leave or sth, out at east coast. someone got injured really bad then there was this police car coming to fetch him and also an ambulance :D but the most seh thing was the police car. i should be a police, then if i fracture my leg like that, it will so cool lah !
okok, im going service this week ! please wait for us after your service !
Thursday, May 11
cry
mandy moore- CRY
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon(yeah)
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry(cry)
The moment i saw you cry
It was late in september
And I've seen you before(and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything...all right
last day of MYEs ! whee. haha. we sat at the coffee shop crapping our head off today . for like, hours? hehe. went home and slept till around now? i cant believe that all my midnight studying paid off in a certain way : D its really taxing for the next afternoon, like today for instance. 12am to 3am of mugging and after the spilling everything out on the geog paper, i lost focus of everything. uh huh. simply everything. regain consciousness after a few moments. lols. i think the way nicholas reacts after every paper is cute : D its forever the same. haha.
Lee Hsien Loong is shuai : D
i want to be a civil servant
i want to be the youngest politician !
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon(yeah)
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry(cry)
The moment i saw you cry
It was late in september
And I've seen you before(and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything...all right
last day of MYEs ! whee. haha. we sat at the coffee shop crapping our head off today . for like, hours? hehe. went home and slept till around now? i cant believe that all my midnight studying paid off in a certain way : D its really taxing for the next afternoon, like today for instance. 12am to 3am of mugging and after the spilling everything out on the geog paper, i lost focus of everything. uh huh. simply everything. regain consciousness after a few moments. lols. i think the way nicholas reacts after every paper is cute : D its forever the same. haha.
Lee Hsien Loong is shuai : D
i want to be a civil servant
i want to be the youngest politician !
Saturday, May 6
oh man
90 for CHEM !
50 for emaths paper2 !
how crazy can i get? woo. i just want to pull my average up to 80, so ive got to chiong ehs? paper one was such a disaterDD: so i'll have to mug hard! well, gotta go cramp amaths in now. i believe that ehist is a total goner DDD: hahas.
90 for CHEM !
50 for emaths paper2 !
how crazy can i get? woo. i just want to pull my average up to 80, so ive got to chiong ehs? paper one was such a disaterDD: so i'll have to mug hard! well, gotta go cramp amaths in now. i believe that ehist is a total goner DDD: hahas.