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Sunday, October 30
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relinked.
yup yup. evrything's gonna be new next yr. so thus th new add. LOL. another one of my stupid reasons. yup. keeping th piggified-. had my ups and downs. yea. guitar's gold and hm hooha. yup.
guess dhun wanna let too many ppl kno abt ths huh. thn i shall tear th tagboard down. hahas. no it stays. yup. can see tags at th old blog too this way. uh huh. yup yup.
still owe nana her birhday present. been tht busy and tied i didnt have time to get it done. sorry pherd. i'll get it done by next week hopefully. keep waiting!!
yup yup. evrything's gonna be new next yr. so thus th new add. LOL. another one of my stupid reasons. yup. keeping th piggified-. had my ups and downs. yea. guitar's gold and hm hooha. yup.
guess dhun wanna let too many ppl kno abt ths huh. thn i shall tear th tagboard down. hahas. no it stays. yup. can see tags at th old blog too this way. uh huh. yup yup.
still owe nana her birhday present. been tht busy and tied i didnt have time to get it done. sorry pherd. i'll get it done by next week hopefully. keep waiting!!
Friday, October 28
whts ths
whts ths?
you're most prolly th worst person tht i've evr met. wake up dude. look it aint our problem tht your darling is a total bitch. you dont have th guts to love or hate at all. wht do yu call urself. far worse thn a gay. evn not worth to be labelled as a wimp. uh huh. why cant yu just get a transfer? its not like yu like ths school. yu're staying on becos of yur darling but wad is th point here? since yu feel tht we hate yu and yu hate us, be a man for th first time evr in yur life and get out of our sight. tht way it would do both parties good. so GOODBYE!
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so thts it for yu. just one more day and i'll just bear with it? hahas. most prolly not given my character. hurhur. thrash out? hmm. maybe but yeah, i can fight too yu kno.
class has been real chaotic over th bian3. haha. just totally dumb la i think. just because thy feel like shouting thn thy get int an agruement. thts like so much more unreasonable ehs? im just like a small lil part on th whole dumb thing and yu're just being abit too agitated and persistent with yu're ideas. dont yu kno our class by now? yu think too much.
oh man. i pulled my muscle during dance agn at tht same sport. argh. i dont wanna dance any more!! perhaps i would just quit since tht tch is totally.. and my senoirs are just mean>< ahas. just one more year la. bear with it girl. forgo syf for all i care. no one cares anyway. hmm. buskers festival was a failure? hahas managed to raise some money thru ailin's thick skin. it just seems tht pathetic huh? i hate tht dance tch. uh huh. just totally. why is it tht evrytime something goes wrong thn its always th pupil's fault and not th teacher.
nobody told me about it.
ishud have asked!
you are biased against me.
i shud have wnt to suck up to you.
you're irresponsible.
i shud have reminded you.
sounds familiar ehs? yp yup. thts all th crap these tchs give us.
uh huh. made up my mind to be a total wallpaper in class nxt yr. ok fine, evrywhr. i simply cant be bothered. just becus im th only who speak up i get all th trouble. thts not fair while yu ppl act nice infront of thm and cont doing things behind their backs. its not fair. friendships are totally crap. whts th point. look at all these now. just horrible. just forgetit la hur?
you're most prolly th worst person tht i've evr met. wake up dude. look it aint our problem tht your darling is a total bitch. you dont have th guts to love or hate at all. wht do yu call urself. far worse thn a gay. evn not worth to be labelled as a wimp. uh huh. why cant yu just get a transfer? its not like yu like ths school. yu're staying on becos of yur darling but wad is th point here? since yu feel tht we hate yu and yu hate us, be a man for th first time evr in yur life and get out of our sight. tht way it would do both parties good. so GOODBYE!
-><-
so thts it for yu. just one more day and i'll just bear with it? hahas. most prolly not given my character. hurhur. thrash out? hmm. maybe but yeah, i can fight too yu kno.
class has been real chaotic over th bian3. haha. just totally dumb la i think. just because thy feel like shouting thn thy get int an agruement. thts like so much more unreasonable ehs? im just like a small lil part on th whole dumb thing and yu're just being abit too agitated and persistent with yu're ideas. dont yu kno our class by now? yu think too much.
oh man. i pulled my muscle during dance agn at tht same sport. argh. i dont wanna dance any more!! perhaps i would just quit since tht tch is totally.. and my senoirs are just mean>< ahas. just one more year la. bear with it girl. forgo syf for all i care. no one cares anyway. hmm. buskers festival was a failure? hahas managed to raise some money thru ailin's thick skin. it just seems tht pathetic huh? i hate tht dance tch. uh huh. just totally. why is it tht evrytime something goes wrong thn its always th pupil's fault and not th teacher.
nobody told me about it.
ishud have asked!
you are biased against me.
i shud have wnt to suck up to you.
you're irresponsible.
i shud have reminded you.
sounds familiar ehs? yp yup. thts all th crap these tchs give us.
uh huh. made up my mind to be a total wallpaper in class nxt yr. ok fine, evrywhr. i simply cant be bothered. just becus im th only who speak up i get all th trouble. thts not fair while yu ppl act nice infront of thm and cont doing things behind their backs. its not fair. friendships are totally crap. whts th point. look at all these now. just horrible. just forgetit la hur?
Sunday, October 23
guitar string
ARGHH! whr's my guitar string?
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guess its kinda saddening at ths time of th yr whn evryone's split'g. might not have anyone tak'g physics with me nxt yr tho. you guys mugged real hard. you deserve to choose a good class for yourselves. stop scold'g me la. i wanted 8cb from th start so i didnt study. such a weird way to think huh? whtevr. its saddening tht our relationships are so strained with some of thm. but guess tht's kinda th way things were for me each yr ehs? im just so numb to it now. anyway it happens evry yr so i shldnt bother try'g to start friendships. guess i would miss evryone. seriously. we'll still be in school and stuff or maybe not but i just hate to see us behaving like a bunch of strangers at th end of it. i have been looking forward to secthree and stuff but now i just cnt bear to let it go.
i loved tht class. lets just give tht last burst of grace-ness in th bian3. we can win tht thing. we always came thru yea?
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guess its kinda saddening at ths time of th yr whn evryone's split'g. might not have anyone tak'g physics with me nxt yr tho. you guys mugged real hard. you deserve to choose a good class for yourselves. stop scold'g me la. i wanted 8cb from th start so i didnt study. such a weird way to think huh? whtevr. its saddening tht our relationships are so strained with some of thm. but guess tht's kinda th way things were for me each yr ehs? im just so numb to it now. anyway it happens evry yr so i shldnt bother try'g to start friendships. guess i would miss evryone. seriously. we'll still be in school and stuff or maybe not but i just hate to see us behaving like a bunch of strangers at th end of it. i have been looking forward to secthree and stuff but now i just cnt bear to let it go.
i loved tht class. lets just give tht last burst of grace-ness in th bian3. we can win tht thing. we always came thru yea?
Saturday, October 22
dead
i am really so dead.
hahas. results are a total disater. but i shld be content'd. i didnt study at all and i manag'd to pass evry single subject. PRAISE GOD! evn thgh th results are still horrible. hahas. made up my mind, its physics for me. yep yep. come to thnk of it i act like physics. i do like bio but i rather take physics. dumb><
my mum's totally angry at me. guess im sort of unofficially grounded. hahas. i had to avoid cos these few days she was in a total bad mood. so i tried my best to stay out. guess wht? she got real angry. ahahs. so tht led to ths.
my guitar string broke. i need tht string in one of th songs. but i dont want to use th old one to replace it and i have no time to buy a new set of strings. i have to get it done by tuesday or it would nvr be tuned. maybe i would just leave it. cos tht part tht requires th string only renjie and ailin plays consitently throughout so guess its not tht important. we're perfoming during th busker's festival anyway. tht's real disappointing cos we all thght of a guitar concert th way ms yew seemed to have put it. guess we wld nvr get tht recogniction from the school.
hahas. results are a total disater. but i shld be content'd. i didnt study at all and i manag'd to pass evry single subject. PRAISE GOD! evn thgh th results are still horrible. hahas. made up my mind, its physics for me. yep yep. come to thnk of it i act like physics. i do like bio but i rather take physics. dumb><
my mum's totally angry at me. guess im sort of unofficially grounded. hahas. i had to avoid cos these few days she was in a total bad mood. so i tried my best to stay out. guess wht? she got real angry. ahahs. so tht led to ths.
my guitar string broke. i need tht string in one of th songs. but i dont want to use th old one to replace it and i have no time to buy a new set of strings. i have to get it done by tuesday or it would nvr be tuned. maybe i would just leave it. cos tht part tht requires th string only renjie and ailin plays consitently throughout so guess its not tht important. we're perfoming during th busker's festival anyway. tht's real disappointing cos we all thght of a guitar concert th way ms yew seemed to have put it. guess we wld nvr get tht recogniction from the school.
Monday, October 17
aww.
aww.
its rain'g
wht nice weather to fly a kite.
HRUMPH):
its rain'g
wht nice weather to fly a kite.
HRUMPH):
Sunday, October 16
WAKE UP
wake up
wake up
WAKE UP.
thts wht i'll shout into your ear right now.
i dont see wht right do i hv to try and wake you whn most of th time, im try'g to wake myself up. i think im go'g to bawl any minute. wht wrong now? seriously, ive got completely no idea at all. perhaps im just sick. th flu's get'g to me? ahahs. tht most prolly th lousiest reason ive evr came up to bluff myself. im seriously sick. my head's go'g to split. perhaps its th junk ytd dur'g our movie marathon. or maybe its just plain pyscological.
i rmbr approximately two months ago; wht ive told myself. move on right? be someth'g by 29nov. guess it aint happen'g. yep. thn it'll be just fine spend'g tht day with audrey. maybe not with mq cos its his bday and he's happy. aud and i are most prolly go'g to be sad ehs' 10cm? or perhaps she would be happy by thn. ok whtsoevr. guess i'll be way too disappoint'd with myself to evn show up anywhr. i feel so weak tht its as tho i would crumble any moment.
maybe your attitude just now gave me a rude awaken'g. im in no condition to be comfort'g anyone. a war with them? you took th words straight out of th bottom of my horrble lil mind. yeah, i did think of tht. but im try'g to refrain from do'g so la. i must admit, it sure sounds tempt'g. OK im leav'g thm alone. i wouldnt touch our people. i wouldnt want to touch his girl either. hahas. sounds dumb la. perhaps whn we are no longer grac-ians thn i'll make my move? ok tht's dumb. OH MY. how did we win zhong zheng jing shen jiang anyway?!?! yep. it sure is chaotic ard here. leave thm alone la. ok. thts wht my mind says. its contradict'g my heart.
wake up
WAKE UP.
thts wht i'll shout into your ear right now.
i dont see wht right do i hv to try and wake you whn most of th time, im try'g to wake myself up. i think im go'g to bawl any minute. wht wrong now? seriously, ive got completely no idea at all. perhaps im just sick. th flu's get'g to me? ahahs. tht most prolly th lousiest reason ive evr came up to bluff myself. im seriously sick. my head's go'g to split. perhaps its th junk ytd dur'g our movie marathon. or maybe its just plain pyscological.
i rmbr approximately two months ago; wht ive told myself. move on right? be someth'g by 29nov. guess it aint happen'g. yep. thn it'll be just fine spend'g tht day with audrey. maybe not with mq cos its his bday and he's happy. aud and i are most prolly go'g to be sad ehs' 10cm? or perhaps she would be happy by thn. ok whtsoevr. guess i'll be way too disappoint'd with myself to evn show up anywhr. i feel so weak tht its as tho i would crumble any moment.
maybe your attitude just now gave me a rude awaken'g. im in no condition to be comfort'g anyone. a war with them? you took th words straight out of th bottom of my horrble lil mind. yeah, i did think of tht. but im try'g to refrain from do'g so la. i must admit, it sure sounds tempt'g. OK im leav'g thm alone. i wouldnt touch our people. i wouldnt want to touch his girl either. hahas. sounds dumb la. perhaps whn we are no longer grac-ians thn i'll make my move? ok tht's dumb. OH MY. how did we win zhong zheng jing shen jiang anyway?!?! yep. it sure is chaotic ard here. leave thm alone la. ok. thts wht my mind says. its contradict'g my heart.
Friday, October 14
my motivation.
previous post is all gone.
i found my motivation.
but aint it a lil too late.
just one last paper; im tak'g control.
i shll stop pushing all thse to unto u.
saw ths really sweet manjusri guy on the train tdy. nt sweet, funny. we were laugh'g our heads off and i lost it. i coulnt stop laugh'g. i nvr laugh like tht in a long time. its been a long journey indeed, and a tough one at tht. i guess i needed tht kinda laugh. needed it tht much. i want to thnk tht guy. thgh i was laugh'g real hard at him and his foolishness. i kno it must have hurt smil'g like tht when inside, u are all cut up and bruised. for once in such a long time i actually feel relieved. guessed tht why i made myself laugh tht hard. ytd i was tht girl sit'g all alone at hme cry'g over no reason wht so evr. tdy i werent a happy lil girl and he sure did help alot. i chose nt to go tdy. i wasnt feeling great. i dont want to end up spoiling evrone's dy. and evn more end up in tears. i dont kno why. just felt tht i would.
if i were a corpse i would feel no pain. haha. tht's frm corpse bride. i am look'g for a job right now. pw's got a great one. but tht her father's company. wht cn u expect. perhaps i shll work at the nightclub my mum's wrk'g, at as a waitress. th returns are good. nt th pay, th tips. hahas. she would nvr evr let me wrk thr. sheesh. forgetit. i so so so want to fly kite. i suggest'd tht tdy. but it was gonna rain and thy wouldnt let me go. it would have been more fun fly'g a kite in th rain. shll just stick to th vcd marathon thn. thgh i would much like to be fly'g th kite. thy'r fly'g. china; south africa(?!) one at 3am and the other at 12 midnight. woots. how am i suppossed to send them off. i want to be on a plane so much. hvn been tak'g flights for a long time. we cnt afford at a time like ths. mum's frustrated with me bugg'g her tht much. chang'd my ambition agn. ive gvn up on teacher. i want to wrk at the airport. sincethy say ive got no future as a teacher. yeah. look at th weird teachers who came to invigilate. boy, imagine th stress thy must be under.
my hse has been creepy lately, i mean spooky tht kinda creepy. uh huh. esp whn im alone at hme. its seems im alone at hme most of th time. im feel'g real spooked nw. serious. thr no one thr for me out thr. or so it seems.
it seems i still had tears to shed
who wouldve thght
a heart tht had stopped beating
could still be broken into pieces.
i found my motivation.
but aint it a lil too late.
just one last paper; im tak'g control.
i shll stop pushing all thse to unto u.
saw ths really sweet manjusri guy on the train tdy. nt sweet, funny. we were laugh'g our heads off and i lost it. i coulnt stop laugh'g. i nvr laugh like tht in a long time. its been a long journey indeed, and a tough one at tht. i guess i needed tht kinda laugh. needed it tht much. i want to thnk tht guy. thgh i was laugh'g real hard at him and his foolishness. i kno it must have hurt smil'g like tht when inside, u are all cut up and bruised. for once in such a long time i actually feel relieved. guessed tht why i made myself laugh tht hard. ytd i was tht girl sit'g all alone at hme cry'g over no reason wht so evr. tdy i werent a happy lil girl and he sure did help alot. i chose nt to go tdy. i wasnt feeling great. i dont want to end up spoiling evrone's dy. and evn more end up in tears. i dont kno why. just felt tht i would.
if i were a corpse i would feel no pain. haha. tht's frm corpse bride. i am look'g for a job right now. pw's got a great one. but tht her father's company. wht cn u expect. perhaps i shll work at the nightclub my mum's wrk'g, at as a waitress. th returns are good. nt th pay, th tips. hahas. she would nvr evr let me wrk thr. sheesh. forgetit. i so so so want to fly kite. i suggest'd tht tdy. but it was gonna rain and thy wouldnt let me go. it would have been more fun fly'g a kite in th rain. shll just stick to th vcd marathon thn. thgh i would much like to be fly'g th kite. thy'r fly'g. china; south africa(?!) one at 3am and the other at 12 midnight. woots. how am i suppossed to send them off. i want to be on a plane so much. hvn been tak'g flights for a long time. we cnt afford at a time like ths. mum's frustrated with me bugg'g her tht much. chang'd my ambition agn. ive gvn up on teacher. i want to wrk at the airport. sincethy say ive got no future as a teacher. yeah. look at th weird teachers who came to invigilate. boy, imagine th stress thy must be under.
my hse has been creepy lately, i mean spooky tht kinda creepy. uh huh. esp whn im alone at hme. its seems im alone at hme most of th time. im feel'g real spooked nw. serious. thr no one thr for me out thr. or so it seems.
it seems i still had tears to shed
who wouldve thght
a heart tht had stopped beating
could still be broken into pieces.
Wednesday, October 12
I AM SO DEAD
I AM SO DEAD.
never studied for any single subject. ohwells. thats just that. i tried.
airport;
home;
people's places;
playgrounds;
buses;
mrt;
long john;
lake;
nothing works anymore. HAHA. shall enjoy the rest of these slack days and see how terribly i die when i get back the papers on thurs. and you morons are still stuffing your brains with stuff that dont belong. whats the point now. its all too late. hahas. funny invigilators that we had. all weirdos. seriously ALL WERIDOS. ohwells. at least ive got things to laugh about during the exam. guess i seem like a nutcase to them too. hahas.
never studied for any single subject. ohwells. thats just that. i tried.
airport;
home;
people's places;
playgrounds;
buses;
mrt;
long john;
lake;
nothing works anymore. HAHA. shall enjoy the rest of these slack days and see how terribly i die when i get back the papers on thurs. and you morons are still stuffing your brains with stuff that dont belong. whats the point now. its all too late. hahas. funny invigilators that we had. all weirdos. seriously ALL WERIDOS. ohwells. at least ive got things to laugh about during the exam. guess i seem like a nutcase to them too. hahas.
Sunday, October 9
ARGHH
ARGHH.
I'M SO STRESSED
I'M SO STRESSED
I'M SO STRESSED!
i want to live as a wallpaper from now onwards. totally forgettable.
HUR. how many time have tried to do that. but i just dont keep quiet when i see things that i dun like. i'm not like those hypocrites. hmm. i'll try then.
WALLPAPER.
I'M SO STRESSED
I'M SO STRESSED
I'M SO STRESSED!
i want to live as a wallpaper from now onwards. totally forgettable.
HUR. how many time have tried to do that. but i just dont keep quiet when i see things that i dun like. i'm not like those hypocrites. hmm. i'll try then.
WALLPAPER.
Saturday, October 8
pathetic
this is pathetic
you are pathetic.
they are pathetic.
i am pathetic.
the society is pathetic.
all is pathetic.
you are a useless gay who acts tough. you're worse than a mama's boy.
they are hopelessly b*tchy. they are worse than who they want to suck up to.
the judgemental and materialistic society appears everywhere. i mean EVERYWHERE.
you people are pathetic. you've been through alot. oh please. you have no idea how i was living life for the past few years and how tough each minute that has to pass.
i am pathetic. LOOK AT THAT PATHETIC LIFE THAT I AM STUCK WITH. so what if your parents are getting a divorce? my parents were divorced 8 years ago. my father is now in hong kong jio-ing a bitch. my mother is slogging her guts out to make ends meet. he doesnt care if we die. so what? i am not afraid of him. even if i get into deep shit, he doesnt have any right to lay a finger on me. he never was a father to me. at least your parents still love you. what do you noe about a tough time? i am what i am becos of him. he's a hooligan. at the age of 6, i have to learn to protect myself and my mother. at the age of 3, i came in contact with vulgarities. im doing all that i can to turn away from it. but thats how i grew up, in violence. so if you ever wanna fight with me you can never win. i get get into trouble and get away with it. because my mother trusts me in what i do for having a reason. my father would never noe what to do in a situation like this. beat me? he has no rights. come on, im waiting for you to provoke me more. then i can openly beat you up and see you get into trouble. HAHA.
hey. im not tokking about you. you are way better than them. i mean it even if you are tremendously biased against me.
stop saying your life is tough. STOP SAYING YOUR LIFE IS TOUGH. do you even noe what its like to fret over money in a serious bankrupt manner. YOU"RE BROKE. then what was i back then? when you dont even have any idea how much longer before you can afford the house that u are living in anymore. and its just a pathetic flat.
STOP IT. YOU MAKE URSELF PATHETIC. LOOK AT ME. THE WAY I TRY TO LIVE LIFE MAKES YOU MORE PATHETIC THAN ME.
you are pathetic.
they are pathetic.
i am pathetic.
the society is pathetic.
all is pathetic.
you are a useless gay who acts tough. you're worse than a mama's boy.
they are hopelessly b*tchy. they are worse than who they want to suck up to.
the judgemental and materialistic society appears everywhere. i mean EVERYWHERE.
you people are pathetic. you've been through alot. oh please. you have no idea how i was living life for the past few years and how tough each minute that has to pass.
i am pathetic. LOOK AT THAT PATHETIC LIFE THAT I AM STUCK WITH. so what if your parents are getting a divorce? my parents were divorced 8 years ago. my father is now in hong kong jio-ing a bitch. my mother is slogging her guts out to make ends meet. he doesnt care if we die. so what? i am not afraid of him. even if i get into deep shit, he doesnt have any right to lay a finger on me. he never was a father to me. at least your parents still love you. what do you noe about a tough time? i am what i am becos of him. he's a hooligan. at the age of 6, i have to learn to protect myself and my mother. at the age of 3, i came in contact with vulgarities. im doing all that i can to turn away from it. but thats how i grew up, in violence. so if you ever wanna fight with me you can never win. i get get into trouble and get away with it. because my mother trusts me in what i do for having a reason. my father would never noe what to do in a situation like this. beat me? he has no rights. come on, im waiting for you to provoke me more. then i can openly beat you up and see you get into trouble. HAHA.
hey. im not tokking about you. you are way better than them. i mean it even if you are tremendously biased against me.
stop saying your life is tough. STOP SAYING YOUR LIFE IS TOUGH. do you even noe what its like to fret over money in a serious bankrupt manner. YOU"RE BROKE. then what was i back then? when you dont even have any idea how much longer before you can afford the house that u are living in anymore. and its just a pathetic flat.
STOP IT. YOU MAKE URSELF PATHETIC. LOOK AT ME. THE WAY I TRY TO LIVE LIFE MAKES YOU MORE PATHETIC THAN ME.
Friday, October 7
yikes
YIKES.
i cant stand this any more.
im frustrated with that bunch of fuckers.
im frustrated with ur stupid obession.
im frustrated with studies.
im frustrated with that idiot.
im frustrated with junk that i stuff myself with becos im stressed.
im frustrated with life.
im frustrated with this judgemental and materialistic society.
im frustrated with calling out for help and getting none.
im frustrated with being tolerant with u.
im frustrated with everything that i cant help change.
im frustrated with me using the computer.
im frustrated with trying to help u.
those who withness simply said
she let go of all she had;
and she was gone.
i cant stand this any more.
im frustrated with that bunch of fuckers.
im frustrated with ur stupid obession.
im frustrated with studies.
im frustrated with that idiot.
im frustrated with junk that i stuff myself with becos im stressed.
im frustrated with life.
im frustrated with this judgemental and materialistic society.
im frustrated with calling out for help and getting none.
im frustrated with being tolerant with u.
im frustrated with everything that i cant help change.
im frustrated with me using the computer.
im frustrated with trying to help u.
those who withness simply said
she let go of all she had;
and she was gone.
Thursday, October 6
asshole
wow. that thief is at work again. i was already pissed when u took peiwen's neos. now u freaking touch my things. just because i am not as aggressive on the outside that most of u act tough people doesnt mean i am a pushover. i can play along no matter how cheap you go. what can you do with a f*cking umbrella. i can track you down easily because i still have the case. it was a brand new one. BLOODY ASSHOLE. return those calculators, neos and my s&k umbrella. you are looking for trouble with my class. we can understand if u take the calculators. you probably couldnt afford. but neos and umbrella? its not about what you take. we can replace it. you are pushing it too far. you have totally no idea about my past. i am not scared to confront anybody but i am saving some dignity for myself and for you too. just return it in any way possible and leave us alone for once, please. thank you.
Sunday, October 2
happy
happy children's day!
happy first day in offering!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULine SIM YU QIAN!!!
there's so much i wanna thank you for. you mean ALOT to me. i might have backslided sometime long ago, but thanks to you i am still here. thanks for your inspiration that i decided to pick myself up and be strong once and for all. thanks to your love and concern you show that made me persistent in this church. thanks for believing in me that i could reach the 5 souls and that promise to swim in the chung cheng lake. thanks for your experiences you shared that made me feel that i'm not alone. thanks for ur encouragement and trust. thanks for everything.
THANK GOD FOR YOU!
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offering was cool. the money made me feel stressed. i very scared i count wrongly or do sth so stupid there la. HAHAHA. we get protected by the security. so fun la. like some big shot like that. WHOA. too bad we gotta miss some part of the sermon but its okay. at least i wanna be consistent in the ministry and im doing someting for HOPE and for GOD. AMEN! hahas
and ya. i still wanna whack the person who took pw's neos. even if i cant fight that well i will still fight. you SCUM. watch out for that side of me.
happy first day in offering!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULine SIM YU QIAN!!!
there's so much i wanna thank you for. you mean ALOT to me. i might have backslided sometime long ago, but thanks to you i am still here. thanks for your inspiration that i decided to pick myself up and be strong once and for all. thanks to your love and concern you show that made me persistent in this church. thanks for believing in me that i could reach the 5 souls and that promise to swim in the chung cheng lake. thanks for your experiences you shared that made me feel that i'm not alone. thanks for ur encouragement and trust. thanks for everything.
THANK GOD FOR YOU!
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offering was cool. the money made me feel stressed. i very scared i count wrongly or do sth so stupid there la. HAHAHA. we get protected by the security. so fun la. like some big shot like that. WHOA. too bad we gotta miss some part of the sermon but its okay. at least i wanna be consistent in the ministry and im doing someting for HOPE and for GOD. AMEN! hahas
and ya. i still wanna whack the person who took pw's neos. even if i cant fight that well i will still fight. you SCUM. watch out for that side of me.