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Thursday, September 29
talk some sense to me.
i'm in love with the airport.
i'm in love with bangkok.
went to the airport to study today. we ended up talking time away. haha. gossip gossip. tsk tsk. havent felt this good in a long time. i just miss those simple chit chat and juicy topics. sheesh. tmr's the exam. i'm fine with it. perhaps i could clear up my feelings and start studying. we were hoping for the plane to explode right in front of us. then we can get to miss compo exam. life is short. if u never experience any explosive events than thats so boring and sad.
first;
the calculators get stolen.
next;
pw's neos were missing by alot.
and;
they start appearing all over the school.
but;
it was on purpose.
now;
we have a suspect.
then;
we'll beat him/her up when we confirm it.
there's no room for negotiation. it took alot of neos with me on them.
this isnt fair. it appeared all over where its eye catching.
watch out u scum.
i'm in love with bangkok.
went to the airport to study today. we ended up talking time away. haha. gossip gossip. tsk tsk. havent felt this good in a long time. i just miss those simple chit chat and juicy topics. sheesh. tmr's the exam. i'm fine with it. perhaps i could clear up my feelings and start studying. we were hoping for the plane to explode right in front of us. then we can get to miss compo exam. life is short. if u never experience any explosive events than thats so boring and sad.
first;
the calculators get stolen.
next;
pw's neos were missing by alot.
and;
they start appearing all over the school.
but;
it was on purpose.
now;
we have a suspect.
then;
we'll beat him/her up when we confirm it.
there's no room for negotiation. it took alot of neos with me on them.
this isnt fair. it appeared all over where its eye catching.
watch out u scum.
Tuesday, September 27
passion burn
where's my passion?
i've lost all my passion for studies. have i lost my passion for people? i dun think so. but i dun express it anymore. whats wrong, whats wrong now?
it hurt seeing u cry lidat. i have no idea what to do. actually i kno. but why do i just walk away? burn it up again God. its still there, set off the spark in me Lord.
do it for the money. haha. not tempting. i still aint in the mood to study. can i pull through this period of mugging? i keep saying i would be fine but now? i have not yet recovered. i am taking way too long to get back on my own two feet. i admit with my own strength, this is impossible.
INEEDYOUHERE
i've lost all my passion for studies. have i lost my passion for people? i dun think so. but i dun express it anymore. whats wrong, whats wrong now?
it hurt seeing u cry lidat. i have no idea what to do. actually i kno. but why do i just walk away? burn it up again God. its still there, set off the spark in me Lord.
do it for the money. haha. not tempting. i still aint in the mood to study. can i pull through this period of mugging? i keep saying i would be fine but now? i have not yet recovered. i am taking way too long to get back on my own two feet. i admit with my own strength, this is impossible.
INEEDYOUHERE
Sunday, September 25
whats with life man
whats with life man?
yea. everyone's been kinda blue lately. exams? or simply just life?
xt shocked me. yeah, she was kinda blue too. in the end it was because she was hungry. oh man.
my mind is taking a break. havent been letting it take in any information lately. gave up on the geog test. giving up for physics. practically everything actually. i just dun wanna study. why? no idea. not in the mood to? anyway 8PC aint that hard to get in right? whatever. i am not letting myself think.
i am angry la. nobody does the work and i do it then u still get angry. i wasnt expecting you to do anything but i wanted some suggestions from you. since you made it that clear that you dont want this friendship of ours anymore then fine. i aint gonna apologise and try to get this friend back. cos it seriously aint my fault this time.
serious attitude this week. whats with me?
yea. everyone's been kinda blue lately. exams? or simply just life?
xt shocked me. yeah, she was kinda blue too. in the end it was because she was hungry. oh man.
my mind is taking a break. havent been letting it take in any information lately. gave up on the geog test. giving up for physics. practically everything actually. i just dun wanna study. why? no idea. not in the mood to? anyway 8PC aint that hard to get in right? whatever. i am not letting myself think.
i am angry la. nobody does the work and i do it then u still get angry. i wasnt expecting you to do anything but i wanted some suggestions from you. since you made it that clear that you dont want this friendship of ours anymore then fine. i aint gonna apologise and try to get this friend back. cos it seriously aint my fault this time.
serious attitude this week. whats with me?
Tuesday, September 20
what are friends for
WAHT ARE FRINEDS FOR?
just exactly what are they for? they toy with your trust and leave u in the dumps.
i've been seing so much of this around. really.
and i never would have thought it would happen to me EVER EVER AGAIN.
that was how much faith i had in u.
what you do doesnt earn more friends. it would chase them away.
since u've made it that clear, what's the point of my effort now?
i've lost it COMPLETELY today.
madness;
daoness;
brainlessness;
my physics notes are GONE. so is the compre passage along with the ACC.
they walk all over your heart; and leave it.
just exactly what are they for? they toy with your trust and leave u in the dumps.
i've been seing so much of this around. really.
and i never would have thought it would happen to me EVER EVER AGAIN.
that was how much faith i had in u.
what you do doesnt earn more friends. it would chase them away.
since u've made it that clear, what's the point of my effort now?
i've lost it COMPLETELY today.
madness;
daoness;
brainlessness;
my physics notes are GONE. so is the compre passage along with the ACC.
they walk all over your heart; and leave it.
Monday, September 19
ministry
OFFERING COUNTER!
yayness. any way thats what i chose in the first place wasnt it? hey, counting money.. i could live with that(: sweet.
how ironic. its money again. sigh is this something u wanna say to me? well, i'm listening.
oh wells. shall be devoted and commited to my ministry then(: yup. course at nexus today. hmm. this ministry thing, to myself, is to test my commitement. and i wanna do my best in it.
yayness. any way thats what i chose in the first place wasnt it? hey, counting money.. i could live with that(: sweet.
how ironic. its money again. sigh is this something u wanna say to me? well, i'm listening.
oh wells. shall be devoted and commited to my ministry then(: yup. course at nexus today. hmm. this ministry thing, to myself, is to test my commitement. and i wanna do my best in it.
Friday, September 16
MUGMUGMUG
MUGMUGMUG
whoa. thats just so fast.
i've found great MUGGING places.
obviously i cnt study at home at all.
i've been sick.
mentally;
physically;
emotionally;
spiritually(?);
im starting off once again today.
mr lee's life lessons are fun ain't it?
he pointed out small little details in life.
it kinda hurts hearing him say things tt are in your heart.
especially when its true.
whoa. thats just so fast.
i've found great MUGGING places.
obviously i cnt study at home at all.
i've been sick.
mentally;
physically;
emotionally;
spiritually(?);
im starting off once again today.
mr lee's life lessons are fun ain't it?
he pointed out small little details in life.
it kinda hurts hearing him say things tt are in your heart.
especially when its true.
Wednesday, September 14
i've lost it
i've lost it.
its been a mess. i just dun wanna care about it.
even though i should.
it'll be fine. i need to clear my head.
i dun wanna care about this any more. if its better off that way then so be it. no one knos clearer than u. perhaps it was a waste of time and u see no point in it. perhaps u've tried u're best but u couldnt bring urself to it. if u're sure that its the best for u this way then, i dun wann worry any more. u should kno better urself.
but in case u need me, i'm always here.
its been a mess. i just dun wanna care about it.
even though i should.
it'll be fine. i need to clear my head.
i dun wanna care about this any more. if its better off that way then so be it. no one knos clearer than u. perhaps it was a waste of time and u see no point in it. perhaps u've tried u're best but u couldnt bring urself to it. if u're sure that its the best for u this way then, i dun wann worry any more. u should kno better urself.
but in case u need me, i'm always here.
Monday, September 12
fretting
why? why? i'm not old. why? i'm fretting over things that i shouldnt be worrying about. i'm restricting myself over money. why? i have to consider for such a long time over whether to buy a calculator and a chinese dictionary. it seems dumb, i kno. but you're not me. you dont understand. teenage years are so short, i should be spending it happily. to be honest i dont have a happy carefree childhood. so now why? i want to hold on to the time that i have now and make use of the energy i have. i can do great things. everyone can. i dont want to care that much any more! i want to live a happy teen!
whats the point of being righteous? i live with so much intergrity that i even refuse to cheat in a minor minor test (and score really terribly) yet others just cheat their way through to high marks. why am i even bothering? why am i holding on to this set of principles when i can just cheat and spend the rest of my time having fun? what do i get being so truthful to myself? everything's piling up and there's a limit to what u can study for. why spend time on such minor tests?
nah. i wouldnt cheat. at least i'm being true to myself even over little things like this. at least i am trying to do my best with my efforts, even if it doesnt pay off but i kno that i did put in effort. not just in studying but in being a better person. so thats off to study for tmr's ying yong wen test then.
and ya. hey hey! i am open to ur criticism because i am making an effort to change and perhaps u should too[:
whats the point of being righteous? i live with so much intergrity that i even refuse to cheat in a minor minor test (and score really terribly) yet others just cheat their way through to high marks. why am i even bothering? why am i holding on to this set of principles when i can just cheat and spend the rest of my time having fun? what do i get being so truthful to myself? everything's piling up and there's a limit to what u can study for. why spend time on such minor tests?
nah. i wouldnt cheat. at least i'm being true to myself even over little things like this. at least i am trying to do my best with my efforts, even if it doesnt pay off but i kno that i did put in effort. not just in studying but in being a better person. so thats off to study for tmr's ying yong wen test then.
and ya. hey hey! i am open to ur criticism because i am making an effort to change and perhaps u should too[:
Sunday, September 4
u pissed me off.
you pissed me off.
never have i felt so darn pissed off before.
its ur fault and it seems okae with u, fine.
but u dont make it sound like ure some hero and u did nothing wrong.
i dun care if ure gonna spam.
u didnt save the class from ACES la.
if not for HUIMING the class would not have performed at all.
stop it.
stop making urself sound so great and awesome.
stop making it seem like ure the good guy.
stop framing other ppl.
everyone knos u didnt want them to perform.
shall i again emphasize, it is a CLASS effort.
the singing wasnt just off beat.
u were off key. (tmd)
ms annisa's performance wasnt funny.
it aint ziyang's fault that no one wants to be ms annisa.
why didnt u volunteer then?
he did not volunteer and he did not agree for u to stuff that damn thing up his shirt.
u cant sing,
u cant dance,
now wad have u got to say?
finally,
as much as i do not want to use this word but
FUCK U.
omg. just wasted on post on someone totally bitchy.
never have i felt so darn pissed off before.
its ur fault and it seems okae with u, fine.
but u dont make it sound like ure some hero and u did nothing wrong.
i dun care if ure gonna spam.
u didnt save the class from ACES la.
if not for HUIMING the class would not have performed at all.
stop it.
stop making urself sound so great and awesome.
stop making it seem like ure the good guy.
stop framing other ppl.
everyone knos u didnt want them to perform.
shall i again emphasize, it is a CLASS effort.
the singing wasnt just off beat.
u were off key. (tmd)
ms annisa's performance wasnt funny.
it aint ziyang's fault that no one wants to be ms annisa.
why didnt u volunteer then?
he did not volunteer and he did not agree for u to stuff that damn thing up his shirt.
u cant sing,
u cant dance,
now wad have u got to say?
finally,
as much as i do not want to use this word but
FUCK U.
omg. just wasted on post on someone totally bitchy.