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Saturday, July 30
she
thoughts of giving up has been on her mind.
she knos wad her family's going through right now. she smiles to hide the struggles inside. she feels lyk a hypocrite. just like the rest of them.
she thinks of the joy that she had experienced in him, and is still experiencing. she thinks of a person. someone so full of passion towards life. the thoughts that he puts across so light heartedly. but listen, they do mean something. at least to her. his interest towards life and always seeking the best of it suddenly made her realise.
indeed life is not always problem free. but what she has now is more than what others do not have. aint she blessed? does she still wanna plan on giving up on what has brought her the joy and love towards life that others do not have? no, she's not gonna let it go. thats what sets her apart from others. its the fact that she is loved.
she knos wad her family's going through right now. she smiles to hide the struggles inside. she feels lyk a hypocrite. just like the rest of them.
she thinks of the joy that she had experienced in him, and is still experiencing. she thinks of a person. someone so full of passion towards life. the thoughts that he puts across so light heartedly. but listen, they do mean something. at least to her. his interest towards life and always seeking the best of it suddenly made her realise.
indeed life is not always problem free. but what she has now is more than what others do not have. aint she blessed? does she still wanna plan on giving up on what has brought her the joy and love towards life that others do not have? no, she's not gonna let it go. thats what sets her apart from others. its the fact that she is loved.
Tuesday, July 26
printing
hey hey.
today is mabel's first day in school! quite alot of things happened. such a hostile bunch. if only she came my class. my class ppl are friendly. very friendly. maybe too friendly. but better than "those idiots next door" (quoted by mrs veronica tan) but God has a plan.
shern and diqiang came down. they thought they were a couple at first. i was like NO! then they said they looked alike. no coments la. yep yep met up with others to go print some stuff at sunshine plaza. we kinda crapped. okae we did. it was fun. love my brothers and sisiters in church! they are just different from all the others.
yeah. really like mr lee. give deep thots into life. like wad he said that day. "sometimes i wonder wad am i doing on earth? i teach, go home mark, sleep. then the next day i do the same things again. its abit meaningless isnt it?" yeah. thats it. meaningless life without God.
today is mabel's first day in school! quite alot of things happened. such a hostile bunch. if only she came my class. my class ppl are friendly. very friendly. maybe too friendly. but better than "those idiots next door" (quoted by mrs veronica tan) but God has a plan.
shern and diqiang came down. they thought they were a couple at first. i was like NO! then they said they looked alike. no coments la. yep yep met up with others to go print some stuff at sunshine plaza. we kinda crapped. okae we did. it was fun. love my brothers and sisiters in church! they are just different from all the others.
yeah. really like mr lee. give deep thots into life. like wad he said that day. "sometimes i wonder wad am i doing on earth? i teach, go home mark, sleep. then the next day i do the same things again. its abit meaningless isnt it?" yeah. thats it. meaningless life without God.
Saturday, July 16
because he loved
because he loved
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Him; ( the mighty God)
she;( follower of christ)
sis;(very bad relationship once followed christ)
bro;(good guy but not lead properly)
mum;( sacrificial and suffering)
dad;( irresponsible. left the family behind)
ACT ONE SCENE ONE
she; woken up by loud noises. 4.30 am. she lies on her bed and listens.mum is talking to sis. sis is crying.
mum: i work so hard. why cant you just behave? why must you fight with ur bro?
sis: i am very scared of those two.. so afraid that i would stay downstairs and come home only at twelve to avoid them. they hate me
mum: nonsense! you think too much!
mum goes in to wake bro. a fierce quarrel starts. bro runs off to the door, heading for the corridor to commit suicide.
mum: i called ur father he's coming. he beats people. very forcefully.
dad arrives.
mum: u talk to them. i am very tired i am going to wash up. but dont u ever lay a finger on them!
-silence- except sobs in the background
mum: talk to them one by one. in the room! dun u even noe wad to do? u never suported this family never been a father to them. ur not helping by just giving $200 a month! u think money will solve problems.
dad keeps qiuet and brings sis in to the room to talk. she wanted to call somone but hesitated instead she calls Him.
she: why? why does she think that i hate her? O LOrd what can i do? i love my sis. she brought me the greatest joy in life. she brought me to noe u. i really do love her. i love my bro too. he has cared for me. even like a mother( terms of helping to gai bei) how much it must have hurt mum when he said he would jump off and die! O Lord, my mum has sacrificed so much Lord for me. i love her. my father. i cant say what but i do love him. O Lord give me courage and strength to talk to my sis. please!
sis enters the room and sits quietly on the bed.
she sits up.
she: i'm sorry. i didnt noe i made u think that way. i dun hate u, u have brought me to church. and it is one of my greatest joy.
sis sobs
she: u have been strong since mum and dad divorced. continue to be strong. because of u, i can be brave in these circumstances.
hugs sis and continue crying. mum enters.
mum: get off the phone! who are u talking to?
mum shocked when saw she awake. she goes forward to hug mum
mum: oh no. i noe its not ur fault okay. stop crying. drink some water.
she keeps nodding her head but cant explain why isit her fault that this arguement broke out.
She(in her head): because i blamed her. for leaving me alone. thats why she is afraid of us.
drinks some water and goes back to bed. still cant believe wad she said to her sis.
lies awake on bed. she noes why she loved them so much. because Him loved her and wants her to love. gave her the courage to talk it out with her sis. the bed next to hers does not seem so distant after all. she saw the promise of revival in her sis.
she: yes Lord, i will wait for her. she has promised me..
end.
Tuesday, July 12
fantastic
fantastic.
total slack day. mabel came to visit! hahas. then my classmates were like she so chio! wad her name? wad she doing here? and tried to get info frm me. hahas. mabel loves me. she will NEVER fall for them! she's really CUTE. cn use her as bait to atract guys to service! AMEN(: she was lyk at sch the whole day.
fantastic four was an okay show. not great. but cool.
LOVE HOPE! people at hope are pretty. mingda said that!
total slack day. mabel came to visit! hahas. then my classmates were like she so chio! wad her name? wad she doing here? and tried to get info frm me. hahas. mabel loves me. she will NEVER fall for them! she's really CUTE. cn use her as bait to atract guys to service! AMEN(: she was lyk at sch the whole day.
fantastic four was an okay show. not great. but cool.
LOVE HOPE! people at hope are pretty. mingda said that!
Saturday, July 9
sorry.
sorry.
evrytym i do sumthing out of anger, i always regret and look for excuses. to fu yan myself. i dun mean it. i am having mood swings. for no good reason. i can be super high and hyper and moody the nxt.
had practise for tmr's speech day. yup. was darn last min. hate this kinda work. i no chord shoes. cos hsiao en's spoilt. its tmr. so i just had to bear with it for a day. the heel came off. i hammered it back. its secure. but its old. will go and buy new ones soon. new calculator too. hmphs. had common test today. mr khoo is gone again. mr wong is back again. we're gonna fail chapter nine. hooray!! i gotta change my attitude towards teachers. i feel like scolding them and walking out of the class all the tym. i will change.
preparing for tmr. yep. its gonna be okay. we rock. *smiles*
evrytym i do sumthing out of anger, i always regret and look for excuses. to fu yan myself. i dun mean it. i am having mood swings. for no good reason. i can be super high and hyper and moody the nxt.
had practise for tmr's speech day. yup. was darn last min. hate this kinda work. i no chord shoes. cos hsiao en's spoilt. its tmr. so i just had to bear with it for a day. the heel came off. i hammered it back. its secure. but its old. will go and buy new ones soon. new calculator too. hmphs. had common test today. mr khoo is gone again. mr wong is back again. we're gonna fail chapter nine. hooray!! i gotta change my attitude towards teachers. i feel like scolding them and walking out of the class all the tym. i will change.
preparing for tmr. yep. its gonna be okay. we rock. *smiles*
Thursday, July 7
unfufilling
arrghh!
i aint spending my time properly. just wasting it all away.
i gotta stop.
loved the MEGA bbq(: love all my brothers and sisters in church!
love all who came down. God loves them too.
love the SLACK day today(x
okae. i betta stop lazing ard.
i aint spending my time properly. just wasting it all away.
i gotta stop.
loved the MEGA bbq(: love all my brothers and sisters in church!
love all who came down. God loves them too.
love the SLACK day today(x
okae. i betta stop lazing ard.
Sunday, July 3
woots
woots.
chung cheng has two new converts today!
yesterday was can chaining. it was so lame when they kept announcing the progress over the new PA system. yep. and shi kang jun came oso. missed the both of these. went to perform at the ESPLANDE. hahas. MGS and PLMGS were there too. one performing handbell and the other harp.
i can tell they very qiao bu qi wo men. then their teachers sort of told miss yew like "are u sure they got gold?" so insulting! but our performance was like the most important one. we perform for minister of education lehhs. abit disappointed cos no one really appreciated our music but it was generally quite well played. i mean in our case. we didint have enough practise at all. and miss yew conducted us on thurs. how horrible. okay. went for thai express. as our guitar gold celebration. so spicy. i can still taste it now. yumms. it was very fun but exhausting. we played from 700 to 900. so drained.
went for service today and meeting. qian gave me the contact list. i dunnoe wad to do with it now but thank god we found it! i was very tired and i just left it there. infact i didnt even rmb what was joy's teaching about. thank god for leeyan. thank god for joy. thank god for chialing! it was with her and we just rao yi ge da quan to find it. oh no. we got to jian tao. i was so worried then qian tell me nevamind its okay. it was all their hardwork. it i really lost it i dunnoe wad to do to make up for it. came home with chessia. she is really a nice girl. thank god!
chung cheng has two new converts today!
yesterday was can chaining. it was so lame when they kept announcing the progress over the new PA system. yep. and shi kang jun came oso. missed the both of these. went to perform at the ESPLANDE. hahas. MGS and PLMGS were there too. one performing handbell and the other harp.
i can tell they very qiao bu qi wo men. then their teachers sort of told miss yew like "are u sure they got gold?" so insulting! but our performance was like the most important one. we perform for minister of education lehhs. abit disappointed cos no one really appreciated our music but it was generally quite well played. i mean in our case. we didint have enough practise at all. and miss yew conducted us on thurs. how horrible. okay. went for thai express. as our guitar gold celebration. so spicy. i can still taste it now. yumms. it was very fun but exhausting. we played from 700 to 900. so drained.
went for service today and meeting. qian gave me the contact list. i dunnoe wad to do with it now but thank god we found it! i was very tired and i just left it there. infact i didnt even rmb what was joy's teaching about. thank god for leeyan. thank god for joy. thank god for chialing! it was with her and we just rao yi ge da quan to find it. oh no. we got to jian tao. i was so worried then qian tell me nevamind its okay. it was all their hardwork. it i really lost it i dunnoe wad to do to make up for it. came home with chessia. she is really a nice girl. thank god!