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Monday, January 31
saded.
lost all dhat i had typed earlier on due to a short circuit.
mondae.
stayed at home. heheh. mc. dhen went to see doctor. turned out to be rather serious cos had to take blood test.dumb lorhh. wanted to poke my hand but couldn't find the vein dhen poked my finger instead. was kinda scared cos might have dengue or those kind of virus fever. scarliie. took two days mc. dhen might get to miss skool on wed cos i might need to take blood test again.
tuesdae.
went back to skool. dhen went to warch show. was dumb stoopid boring and porn. but i get to miss guitar so its worth it. anewae was sleeping throughoput the show so din bother me dhat the sec ones were standing to watch the show. but dhey were so noisy dhat i couldn't sleep. was quite chaotic dhere. dhen must go home ourselves from dhere lorhh. dhen later gort fen san in the mrt station. wanted to meet again but couldn't. dumb. whoo hoo! no more fever. no dengue. happie happie.
wednesdae.
had science. woke up sounding rather farnie so i refused to tok during science. dumb mr so will make fun of me. sacrastic teacher. so spent the whole lesson nodding and shaking my head.dhen din do art hw. din bring oso. dhen tell the teacher i do finish already but neva bring. but anewae dun have to hand in so neva mind. dhen was punished todae. all the sec ones and twos. cos we disgraced the skool on tues. actuallie was the sec ones who were noisy. but we weren't beahving. so we sort of huo gai. dhen stayed back in skool do nth. haiish. stil somehow agree to be dian deng pao next tues. so dumb larhh.
thursdae.
totalie lost my voice todae due to coughing too much. stoopid valentino was luffing at me. so did mr ambert khoo. he was lyk faking he lost his voice oso dhen ask me. you lost ur voice arh? so sacarstic. hahahx. din have to ans any questions cos i no voice so quite cool. dhen i took one paper to project work to write down wad i wanted to say dhen the lao shi mistook me. she thot i write rubbish. luckily leting help me explain. dhen she dao qian. dhen was punished again tidae. stupid. went for cg but nobody knew wad i was saying except hsiao en. esp joy who din noe anething. fine. chialing was rejoicing. haiish. dhen still kena bullied on msn. stoopid.
fridae.
muhahahahax. got my voice back but still sounded farnie. heehee. faked the teachers that i lost my voice so dun need to tok. had dance. all the sec ones came todae. i lyk dhem. apparently dhey are not the obnoxious bunch of ppl dhat made all dhose noise dhat day. dhey quite nice der larhh. so toot toot der. but i believe i will change dhem. dhen my leg cramp. couldn't dance. think he is leaving us out of the dance again. you mei de tiao ler. leg still quite pain der lorhh.
saturdae.
i saw garfield lao shi. hahahx. miss her. she now in da xue ler. taught us last year. great teacher. hmm. did art hw. dun think gort any other hw bahx. din do much oso. so todae i am more or less slacking. hahahax. still gort tests but i guess i will study only on the day or the day before cos i dunoe when gort wad test. x))
mondae.
stayed at home. heheh. mc. dhen went to see doctor. turned out to be rather serious cos had to take blood test.dumb lorhh. wanted to poke my hand but couldn't find the vein dhen poked my finger instead. was kinda scared cos might have dengue or those kind of virus fever. scarliie. took two days mc. dhen might get to miss skool on wed cos i might need to take blood test again.
tuesdae.
went back to skool. dhen went to warch show. was dumb stoopid boring and porn. but i get to miss guitar so its worth it. anewae was sleeping throughoput the show so din bother me dhat the sec ones were standing to watch the show. but dhey were so noisy dhat i couldn't sleep. was quite chaotic dhere. dhen must go home ourselves from dhere lorhh. dhen later gort fen san in the mrt station. wanted to meet again but couldn't. dumb. whoo hoo! no more fever. no dengue. happie happie.
wednesdae.
had science. woke up sounding rather farnie so i refused to tok during science. dumb mr so will make fun of me. sacrastic teacher. so spent the whole lesson nodding and shaking my head.dhen din do art hw. din bring oso. dhen tell the teacher i do finish already but neva bring. but anewae dun have to hand in so neva mind. dhen was punished todae. all the sec ones and twos. cos we disgraced the skool on tues. actuallie was the sec ones who were noisy. but we weren't beahving. so we sort of huo gai. dhen stayed back in skool do nth. haiish. stil somehow agree to be dian deng pao next tues. so dumb larhh.
thursdae.
totalie lost my voice todae due to coughing too much. stoopid valentino was luffing at me. so did mr ambert khoo. he was lyk faking he lost his voice oso dhen ask me. you lost ur voice arh? so sacarstic. hahahx. din have to ans any questions cos i no voice so quite cool. dhen i took one paper to project work to write down wad i wanted to say dhen the lao shi mistook me. she thot i write rubbish. luckily leting help me explain. dhen she dao qian. dhen was punished again tidae. stupid. went for cg but nobody knew wad i was saying except hsiao en. esp joy who din noe anething. fine. chialing was rejoicing. haiish. dhen still kena bullied on msn. stoopid.
fridae.
muhahahahax. got my voice back but still sounded farnie. heehee. faked the teachers that i lost my voice so dun need to tok. had dance. all the sec ones came todae. i lyk dhem. apparently dhey are not the obnoxious bunch of ppl dhat made all dhose noise dhat day. dhey quite nice der larhh. so toot toot der. but i believe i will change dhem. dhen my leg cramp. couldn't dance. think he is leaving us out of the dance again. you mei de tiao ler. leg still quite pain der lorhh.
saturdae.
i saw garfield lao shi. hahahx. miss her. she now in da xue ler. taught us last year. great teacher. hmm. did art hw. dun think gort any other hw bahx. din do much oso. so todae i am more or less slacking. hahahax. still gort tests but i guess i will study only on the day or the day before cos i dunoe when gort wad test. x))
Saturday, January 22
veriie siick
whoo hoo!!
muahahahahx. missed skool on thrus. went home halfway. but was relleh damn sick. was so cold. shivering. i literally turned purple. could see the veins so purplish. went sick bay during cme. high fever. 39.1. can u believe it??!! dhen head hurted so did throat. so sick. dhen miss chan bee yan lent mi money and called in a cab to send miie home.
went to see doctor but he said i no fever. dumb. so rested alot. now feeling much betta. at least the throbbing headache is gone. hahas. was crying in sch yesterday. for teacher to see only. once i turned my back started smiling cos can go home ler. dhen call my mum to fetch mi home. dhen she can't. no time. almost couldn't come back. was luffing and crying dhen mingda noticed. dhen almost chai chuan wo. but anyway i am sick wad.
lent mum my fone. so sorry din reply yesterday's msges. thx for all ur concern=)) am touched. *s0bx.
now throat still hurting. fever went down but now rising again. missed cg and the cooking thing. haiish. not alot of ppl online now. sadded. need water now. can hear it callin drink miie... shall do it a favor dhen.
muahahahahx. missed skool on thrus. went home halfway. but was relleh damn sick. was so cold. shivering. i literally turned purple. could see the veins so purplish. went sick bay during cme. high fever. 39.1. can u believe it??!! dhen head hurted so did throat. so sick. dhen miss chan bee yan lent mi money and called in a cab to send miie home.
went to see doctor but he said i no fever. dumb. so rested alot. now feeling much betta. at least the throbbing headache is gone. hahas. was crying in sch yesterday. for teacher to see only. once i turned my back started smiling cos can go home ler. dhen call my mum to fetch mi home. dhen she can't. no time. almost couldn't come back. was luffing and crying dhen mingda noticed. dhen almost chai chuan wo. but anyway i am sick wad.
lent mum my fone. so sorry din reply yesterday's msges. thx for all ur concern=)) am touched. *s0bx.
now throat still hurting. fever went down but now rising again. missed cg and the cooking thing. haiish. not alot of ppl online now. sadded. need water now. can hear it callin drink miie... shall do it a favor dhen.
Wednesday, January 19
eventful dae.
sinful.
am sinning quite alot. using vulgarites cos some pple juz gets on my nerve. i already try my best to make things almost normal, dun fan lian or quarrel. but now u pushed it. i dun care. i juz npe i wouldn't expect to see u in heaven. sinful and unrepentant pigs. God i will repent. pls forgive me if i can't help it.
todae started life science. hehehx. grouped with xiaotian and waiteng. so sad no air con. bad thing. teacher noes me by name. not for answering questions. but for talking. but is bcos i was asking FXT about things related to the lesson lorhx. lyk how can blood O be universal donar if it clogs blood? see i sho guaii and he thinks i am not. dhen steph ng ask out loud. he rmb her name too but for a good thing lorhx. see the difference volume makes?
dhen during recess, FXT sneezed. dhen immediately after dhat, she fell. sae lyk dhat not farnie but it was damn farnie dhere and dhen lorhx. hahahahahax. during lesson tym was playing all dhose coordinations games. how to say lehx... hands do diff things at the same tym at a high speed. was luffing lyk siao larhx. so very high. dhen still gort lit later.lyk his lessons. very fun. almost gort thrown out of class todae. forgot my file larhx.
dhen helped out with the fund raising thing instead of doing hw untill 4.30. was having fun. gossiping. sin again. i repent. dhen was really fun! dhen had guitar. i dun get the new score. am defintely lost. hate guitar. ended at 6. went back to class with chloe to take things. but the xiao gong closes the gate to the stairs at 6. and if we weren't fast, we would have to camp over in school. class was locked. i clibed. but chloe yanked the lock and it jux opened. the thing is. i already climbed. doesn't matter. dhen heard all the gates clossing. OMG. dhen we ran around with a big fat guitar trying to be faster dhen the xiao gong. dhen was finally free when we ran up to the third floor, across the brigde, to the upper sec classrooms and down the sairs. FREE!!! so happie.
am certain i canot survive in school for one night with a guitar. with no supplies.
am sinning quite alot. using vulgarites cos some pple juz gets on my nerve. i already try my best to make things almost normal, dun fan lian or quarrel. but now u pushed it. i dun care. i juz npe i wouldn't expect to see u in heaven. sinful and unrepentant pigs. God i will repent. pls forgive me if i can't help it.
todae started life science. hehehx. grouped with xiaotian and waiteng. so sad no air con. bad thing. teacher noes me by name. not for answering questions. but for talking. but is bcos i was asking FXT about things related to the lesson lorhx. lyk how can blood O be universal donar if it clogs blood? see i sho guaii and he thinks i am not. dhen steph ng ask out loud. he rmb her name too but for a good thing lorhx. see the difference volume makes?
dhen during recess, FXT sneezed. dhen immediately after dhat, she fell. sae lyk dhat not farnie but it was damn farnie dhere and dhen lorhx. hahahahahax. during lesson tym was playing all dhose coordinations games. how to say lehx... hands do diff things at the same tym at a high speed. was luffing lyk siao larhx. so very high. dhen still gort lit later.lyk his lessons. very fun. almost gort thrown out of class todae. forgot my file larhx.
dhen helped out with the fund raising thing instead of doing hw untill 4.30. was having fun. gossiping. sin again. i repent. dhen was really fun! dhen had guitar. i dun get the new score. am defintely lost. hate guitar. ended at 6. went back to class with chloe to take things. but the xiao gong closes the gate to the stairs at 6. and if we weren't fast, we would have to camp over in school. class was locked. i clibed. but chloe yanked the lock and it jux opened. the thing is. i already climbed. doesn't matter. dhen heard all the gates clossing. OMG. dhen we ran around with a big fat guitar trying to be faster dhen the xiao gong. dhen was finally free when we ran up to the third floor, across the brigde, to the upper sec classrooms and down the sairs. FREE!!! so happie.
am certain i canot survive in school for one night with a guitar. with no supplies.
Tuesday, January 18
lameology
chao lame der lorhx.
had cg fellowship. plaein lame games at the concourse. so stupid. get bullied by *ahem.. somebodies' sheep as well as my shepherd's outer sheep. sherpherds. pls take good care of ur sheep. i mean the one with the sec 3 sheep. gort this very stupid game which we wasted most our tym on. nobody seems to noe exactly how to plae. keep opening eyes. such a failure. haiish... helped cheryl with her blog. heeheex. very gort cheng jiu gan.
yeah. dhen had this stupid talk on streaming which was very very boring. have decided dhat i wanna go the 8S2H2. guess would be much betta bahx. though lyk not considered a good good class but atleast i noe its not not good can ler.
so not looking forward to cg fellowship if it would be lyk todae. was so shuang eating mac in school. with ppl so xian mu lyk dhat.... haiish. sadded.
had cg fellowship. plaein lame games at the concourse. so stupid. get bullied by *ahem.. somebodies' sheep as well as my shepherd's outer sheep. sherpherds. pls take good care of ur sheep. i mean the one with the sec 3 sheep. gort this very stupid game which we wasted most our tym on. nobody seems to noe exactly how to plae. keep opening eyes. such a failure. haiish... helped cheryl with her blog. heeheex. very gort cheng jiu gan.
yeah. dhen had this stupid talk on streaming which was very very boring. have decided dhat i wanna go the 8S2H2. guess would be much betta bahx. though lyk not considered a good good class but atleast i noe its not not good can ler.
so not looking forward to cg fellowship if it would be lyk todae. was so shuang eating mac in school. with ppl so xian mu lyk dhat.... haiish. sadded.
Sunday, January 16
shopaholic.
hehehx.
went shopping for new year clothes yesterday but din buy much. ended up in quite a bad mood too. yar. dhen todae went to enjoy peace in the library. ARRGH. damn crowded.
1st story very occupied. so went up. see no place in which i could do homework properly. level three. chao packed. top level. lazy to walk. decided to stay at the M. so saw ppl leaving. faster go down to first floor to sit and do work. realized i wasn't stupid. juz dhat i see wrong info. dhen can't do. heex. finallie managed to do QT!!!!!!! so happiie.
guess quite fruitful. =)
went shopping for new year clothes yesterday but din buy much. ended up in quite a bad mood too. yar. dhen todae went to enjoy peace in the library. ARRGH. damn crowded.
1st story very occupied. so went up. see no place in which i could do homework properly. level three. chao packed. top level. lazy to walk. decided to stay at the M. so saw ppl leaving. faster go down to first floor to sit and do work. realized i wasn't stupid. juz dhat i see wrong info. dhen can't do. heex. finallie managed to do QT!!!!!!! so happiie.
guess quite fruitful. =)
Friday, January 14
pigified.
pigified.
i went home after dance today dhen fell asleep lorhx. dhen woke up eat bathe dhen now online. feel like a piggy.*oinkx. dhen gort dance and guitar todae lorhx. din go guitar cos dance is first cca. nort lyk dhat pig. whole day pon dance. dhen finish early so went to concourse to do homework with huiyi. saw another pig. seow shien. hmm. its shern larhx. at first din regconize her lorhx. thot which siao char bo down dhere wave hand lyk siao. dhen do homework lorhx. dhen i everything oso dunoe how to do. dhen i still teach huiyi how to do hers.
yucks lorhx. saw this bird poo into the lake. *eww. freaks. dhen was dancing the shuang ren wu at the concourse. stil do stretchin. so obscene siax. dumb lorhx. the people walk around and stare at us. okae larhx. nod so dumb lorhx.heeheex. hate mr khoo okaes. am prepared to fail maths already. bleaghx. am going to pig on. sick.
changing add. please relinkk.
i went home after dance today dhen fell asleep lorhx. dhen woke up eat bathe dhen now online. feel like a piggy.*oinkx. dhen gort dance and guitar todae lorhx. din go guitar cos dance is first cca. nort lyk dhat pig. whole day pon dance. dhen finish early so went to concourse to do homework with huiyi. saw another pig. seow shien. hmm. its shern larhx. at first din regconize her lorhx. thot which siao char bo down dhere wave hand lyk siao. dhen do homework lorhx. dhen i everything oso dunoe how to do. dhen i still teach huiyi how to do hers.
yucks lorhx. saw this bird poo into the lake. *eww. freaks. dhen was dancing the shuang ren wu at the concourse. stil do stretchin. so obscene siax. dumb lorhx. the people walk around and stare at us. okae larhx. nod so dumb lorhx.heeheex. hate mr khoo okaes. am prepared to fail maths already. bleaghx. am going to pig on. sick.
changing add. please relinkk.
b l e a g h x.
dummified.
these few days chao lame lorhx. stupid so kwee soon lame stupid annoying teacher. won 2nd for the sitting arrangement thingie.so din need to be marvin's asst. lolx.dhen stupid xiaotian din cum dhen mr so was lyk.. shud i get a guy to sit wif u? ban shang zui shuai der. dhen i shouted "shut up!" dhen he was lyk saying shi dai bian ler. dumb lorhx. he is supposed to scold me lehx. dhen had to the art thing all ny myself cos dumb ger din cum.
todae. had khoo furst lesson. I DUN LYK HIM ALOT! spot check us all the time. siao teacher. whuai carn he jux teach properly, which he can't, instead of doing all those stuff?? had maths quiz. rmb wad he said but clearly din noe how to apply.dhen got e lit. was fun. very funnie teacher. jokes all the time. blah blah. dhen came project work. dumb. walked the whole of new block trying to find the venue. dhen found out it was 2HM. RITE NEXT TO MY CLASS. so grouped up with leting, huiyi and mildred whom alot of pple dun lyk.
so was walking out already. dhen i knew had cg. so i walked in. call chialing. she tell me wait. okae. i wait. dhen abt 10-15 mins later, i finally made up my mind dhat god is telling me dun go cg. cos i totally din noe abt it. actually yuqian told me but i forgot. dhen i was so close to the bus stop before i started to walk back. still no one around and lyk neva see anyone else going cg. so decied to go home. dhen walked quite far already dhen chialing msg me. tho could go back but was lyk stupid lorhx. want me to keep walking in and out how many times? was really really hot. not feeling well. so yeah came home. now have absolutely nuthin to do cos dunoe how to do my work. and everyone online is lyk daoing me.
these few days chao lame lorhx. stupid so kwee soon lame stupid annoying teacher. won 2nd for the sitting arrangement thingie.so din need to be marvin's asst. lolx.dhen stupid xiaotian din cum dhen mr so was lyk.. shud i get a guy to sit wif u? ban shang zui shuai der. dhen i shouted "shut up!" dhen he was lyk saying shi dai bian ler. dumb lorhx. he is supposed to scold me lehx. dhen had to the art thing all ny myself cos dumb ger din cum.
todae. had khoo furst lesson. I DUN LYK HIM ALOT! spot check us all the time. siao teacher. whuai carn he jux teach properly, which he can't, instead of doing all those stuff?? had maths quiz. rmb wad he said but clearly din noe how to apply.dhen got e lit. was fun. very funnie teacher. jokes all the time. blah blah. dhen came project work. dumb. walked the whole of new block trying to find the venue. dhen found out it was 2HM. RITE NEXT TO MY CLASS. so grouped up with leting, huiyi and mildred whom alot of pple dun lyk.
so was walking out already. dhen i knew had cg. so i walked in. call chialing. she tell me wait. okae. i wait. dhen abt 10-15 mins later, i finally made up my mind dhat god is telling me dun go cg. cos i totally din noe abt it. actually yuqian told me but i forgot. dhen i was so close to the bus stop before i started to walk back. still no one around and lyk neva see anyone else going cg. so decied to go home. dhen walked quite far already dhen chialing msg me. tho could go back but was lyk stupid lorhx. want me to keep walking in and out how many times? was really really hot. not feeling well. so yeah came home. now have absolutely nuthin to do cos dunoe how to do my work. and everyone online is lyk daoing me.
Tuesday, January 11
updates.
wahahahahahx. long long tym neva cum online. neva blog.
todae.
yeahs. took height and weight. i put on lyk one plus kg lorhx. OMG muz go diet liaox. grew by 2cm and now i am 160!! yeah!! jux grow lyk maybe 5 more cm i happie lerhx. todae guitar start at 4.30 and i finish sch at 2.10. sick lorhx. dhen waited in the canteen. almost turn into fossil lerh lorhx. guitar was quite fun but i wasn't feeling well dhen kept stopping in the middle of a song jux bcos my stomach cramp. damn paiin. ouch.
mondae
hmm. lets see.. had this lunch with all the chung cheng Yhope pple. yea. dhen i had to go look for my mummie. dhen was "absent" most of the tym. missed the whole fellowship thing actually. *sobx. not lyk i sad or wad. hehehx. evil.
speaking of evil, MR SO KWEE SOON is very very very to the power of 100, evil! wa lau, i rather do squats dhen do his sitting arrangement punishment which turned out to be a competition between all dose who din have workbook. siao rite? wait later i fotocopy too much dhen i make a loss lorhx.
thurs
had cg dhen shern and chialing sae i look lyk pokemon. hmphx. i dunch okaes!
suffering from STM so wad else happened recently i mostly forgotten.
todae.
yeahs. took height and weight. i put on lyk one plus kg lorhx. OMG muz go diet liaox. grew by 2cm and now i am 160!! yeah!! jux grow lyk maybe 5 more cm i happie lerhx. todae guitar start at 4.30 and i finish sch at 2.10. sick lorhx. dhen waited in the canteen. almost turn into fossil lerh lorhx. guitar was quite fun but i wasn't feeling well dhen kept stopping in the middle of a song jux bcos my stomach cramp. damn paiin. ouch.
mondae
hmm. lets see.. had this lunch with all the chung cheng Yhope pple. yea. dhen i had to go look for my mummie. dhen was "absent" most of the tym. missed the whole fellowship thing actually. *sobx. not lyk i sad or wad. hehehx. evil.
speaking of evil, MR SO KWEE SOON is very very very to the power of 100, evil! wa lau, i rather do squats dhen do his sitting arrangement punishment which turned out to be a competition between all dose who din have workbook. siao rite? wait later i fotocopy too much dhen i make a loss lorhx.
thurs
had cg dhen shern and chialing sae i look lyk pokemon. hmphx. i dunch okaes!
suffering from STM so wad else happened recently i mostly forgotten.
Saturday, January 8
hehehx.
todae got guitar. sianx siax.
instructor din cum so had to tune justina's guitar ourselves. hahax. so funnie lorhx. weird larhhx. dumb lorhx. dhen overheard dhem tokking. sae guitar might disband but shud not believe cos is an ureliable source. yar the source was me. SHIT her larhx. wad her damn prob lorhx. sae out loud larhx. all the more i bash her only. she more unreliable lorhx. sae wad dance at 3pm... its at 2 pm lorhhx. idiot. whuai carn she jux go die??? its not i wad larhx. but u dun lyk me neva mind lorhx, i gort zi zhi zhi ming lorhx. i left ur clique ler lorhx... wad else u want?? stop back stabbing lorhx. stupid larhx. wads ur prob. wad has i got to do with me again??? wad i PURPOSELY tok to u worrs. pls lorhx dhey tok to u the most der lorhx. i tok i oso neva listen wad. u must study lorhx. dun sae u did, cos u neva put in alot of effort. u oso dun care wad. sae wad fail dhen fail. my fault again?! and i am not smarter! i study with effort. sae wad dun lyk ppl who suan others when dhey themselves not any betta. tokking about urself??? i tolerated for so long. wu yuan wu gu get scolded by monkey when i dunoe anything and he thinks dhat i knew. u wasted my tym. made me over look all the nice ppl. u think u so superior to dhem. i tell u wad. u're not okaes!!
and i am not hu u go to when there's no one else and u are desperate. leave alone. get out of my life. stop ur hypocrispiness, two facing and backstabbing.
cool it. once read bible sae must treat others nice even tho dhey treat u bad. i did dhat but wad did i get lorhx? hmphs. dun care dhem. makes my blood boil. tmr got cca orientation. looking forward. alvin mok is daoing me on purpose. clarabel pangsehed me. anacondas is zhen quan. yucks! am going to delete u along with dhem??? dunch noe lehx.
instructor din cum so had to tune justina's guitar ourselves. hahax. so funnie lorhx. weird larhhx. dumb lorhx. dhen overheard dhem tokking. sae guitar might disband but shud not believe cos is an ureliable source. yar the source was me. SHIT her larhx. wad her damn prob lorhx. sae out loud larhx. all the more i bash her only. she more unreliable lorhx. sae wad dance at 3pm... its at 2 pm lorhhx. idiot. whuai carn she jux go die??? its not i wad larhx. but u dun lyk me neva mind lorhx, i gort zi zhi zhi ming lorhx. i left ur clique ler lorhx... wad else u want?? stop back stabbing lorhx. stupid larhx. wads ur prob. wad has i got to do with me again??? wad i PURPOSELY tok to u worrs. pls lorhx dhey tok to u the most der lorhx. i tok i oso neva listen wad. u must study lorhx. dun sae u did, cos u neva put in alot of effort. u oso dun care wad. sae wad fail dhen fail. my fault again?! and i am not smarter! i study with effort. sae wad dun lyk ppl who suan others when dhey themselves not any betta. tokking about urself??? i tolerated for so long. wu yuan wu gu get scolded by monkey when i dunoe anything and he thinks dhat i knew. u wasted my tym. made me over look all the nice ppl. u think u so superior to dhem. i tell u wad. u're not okaes!!
and i am not hu u go to when there's no one else and u are desperate. leave alone. get out of my life. stop ur hypocrispiness, two facing and backstabbing.
cool it. once read bible sae must treat others nice even tho dhey treat u bad. i did dhat but wad did i get lorhx? hmphs. dun care dhem. makes my blood boil. tmr got cca orientation. looking forward. alvin mok is daoing me on purpose. clarabel pangsehed me. anacondas is zhen quan. yucks! am going to delete u along with dhem??? dunch noe lehx.
Wednesday, January 5
b0o h0ox.
b0o h0ox.
late fer todaes lerhx. sianx.
todae during english. ms annisa said sumthin dhat touched me.she was sharing about her life.the things she had gone thru. its juz lyk wad we feel now.how her priorities change, the feeling of losing sumone dear.how it changed from wanting ppl to be happy to wanting dhem to be save. juz lyk Sept 11, the tsunami touched many ppl. but soon after all the pity, sympathy will be gone. it dies down juz lyk how it died down after sept11, sars and so on. i feel dhat its really true how ppl change and dun really treasure wad dhey have till its gone. ms annisa oso shared the stories of ppl who survived when the are in the middle of the ocean where the tsunami happened. i do believe its god's plan. tho its sad to have lives lost but things happen for a reason. by taking away these lives might not be a bad thing. god has a purpose.
ppl feel pity. they help. dhey give their stuff to them. but it is actually our unwanted stuff. and it wun help dhem at all. wad can dhey do with ur old, unwanted high heel shoes?? we feel for dhem, we want to change our evil ways. but not long after its all forgotten. this breaking news now is not going to last for long and will soon be forgotten.but even if it goes, can a residue of goodness remain behind, to accumulate overtym to make us betta ppl?
it funnie how ppl started as dust and end as dust as well. life is so fragile. it comes and go so easily. we have to be grateful for wad we have. each day we live is bcos of god's grace. without him, i would have died by now. ppl die, and dhey alwaes dun wana die. cos dhey feel a bit of emptiness in dhem. lack of accomplishment or sumthin. sum ppl feel dhey neva go bungee jump yet, so dhey wana try first to feel dhat sense of accomplishment. but dere are still more to come. dhey still wana try more things coz the emptiness is still dere. god is the only thing to fill that emptiness inside. cum to tink of it, even if i died the next moment, i have no regrets. i have already met him.
contentment is being happy for wad u have and not wishing for wad u dun have. i thank god for all the things i dun have. for example, the chance to go to thailand during dec. x))
late fer todaes lerhx. sianx.
todae during english. ms annisa said sumthin dhat touched me.she was sharing about her life.the things she had gone thru. its juz lyk wad we feel now.how her priorities change, the feeling of losing sumone dear.how it changed from wanting ppl to be happy to wanting dhem to be save. juz lyk Sept 11, the tsunami touched many ppl. but soon after all the pity, sympathy will be gone. it dies down juz lyk how it died down after sept11, sars and so on. i feel dhat its really true how ppl change and dun really treasure wad dhey have till its gone. ms annisa oso shared the stories of ppl who survived when the are in the middle of the ocean where the tsunami happened. i do believe its god's plan. tho its sad to have lives lost but things happen for a reason. by taking away these lives might not be a bad thing. god has a purpose.
ppl feel pity. they help. dhey give their stuff to them. but it is actually our unwanted stuff. and it wun help dhem at all. wad can dhey do with ur old, unwanted high heel shoes?? we feel for dhem, we want to change our evil ways. but not long after its all forgotten. this breaking news now is not going to last for long and will soon be forgotten.but even if it goes, can a residue of goodness remain behind, to accumulate overtym to make us betta ppl?
it funnie how ppl started as dust and end as dust as well. life is so fragile. it comes and go so easily. we have to be grateful for wad we have. each day we live is bcos of god's grace. without him, i would have died by now. ppl die, and dhey alwaes dun wana die. cos dhey feel a bit of emptiness in dhem. lack of accomplishment or sumthin. sum ppl feel dhey neva go bungee jump yet, so dhey wana try first to feel dhat sense of accomplishment. but dere are still more to come. dhey still wana try more things coz the emptiness is still dere. god is the only thing to fill that emptiness inside. cum to tink of it, even if i died the next moment, i have no regrets. i have already met him.
contentment is being happy for wad u have and not wishing for wad u dun have. i thank god for all the things i dun have. for example, the chance to go to thailand during dec. x))
Tuesday, January 4
reopen
yays!!!
school reopen lerhx! hahahax... went to terrorize the sec ones... jk larhx... went to see desiree tho. got to noe her fren. angelina is eyeing her. weird. sure die. carn let desiree fall into the wrong hands. hmmm. went around trying to noe sec ones. in the end rather bad. i will try tmr.
was late in the morn. woke up at 6.50. and i was supposed to meet hsiao en dhey all at 7.05. *sigh. dhen met my teachers. sian.... some same teachers. mr so and miss chan. oh no! all i dun like one. only miss annisa is i lyk der. dhen mr ambert khoo. dhats bad. my shepherd sae he teach us we will fail one. haiish. dunch lyk him. dhen quite alot of things to do on the first dae. so many forms to fill. even hw to do.
hahahx. the sec 3 guys look so funny in their long pants.. i think i used to seeing dhem in shorts.
heex. gort quite alot of presents todae. happie happie. yeahs.
school reopen lerhx! hahahax... went to terrorize the sec ones... jk larhx... went to see desiree tho. got to noe her fren. angelina is eyeing her. weird. sure die. carn let desiree fall into the wrong hands. hmmm. went around trying to noe sec ones. in the end rather bad. i will try tmr.
was late in the morn. woke up at 6.50. and i was supposed to meet hsiao en dhey all at 7.05. *sigh. dhen met my teachers. sian.... some same teachers. mr so and miss chan. oh no! all i dun like one. only miss annisa is i lyk der. dhen mr ambert khoo. dhats bad. my shepherd sae he teach us we will fail one. haiish. dunch lyk him. dhen quite alot of things to do on the first dae. so many forms to fill. even hw to do.
hahahx. the sec 3 guys look so funny in their long pants.. i think i used to seeing dhem in shorts.
heex. gort quite alot of presents todae. happie happie. yeahs.
Sunday, January 2
oh bother!
oh bother!!
i haven't finish my homework! juz finish copying tymtable. thot i had tym ya see. oh no. which book shud i choose?? chialing is nodd helping. purpose driven life. must how write bible. oh cool down. yeas. still neva write the card yet... hmmmx. it can wait bahx. dun wanna stay up late today.. cos lyk tomolo gort skool and.... oh no!!! i forgot to prepare presents for chloe and eileen. arrggggh!!! i shall stop bahx. oh. haven't do QT yet. okae.. daddie in heaven will not be angry de larhhx. (solie dad!!) today was such a wasted day. haiish. was slacking and plaeing.
bother.
i haven't finish my homework! juz finish copying tymtable. thot i had tym ya see. oh no. which book shud i choose?? chialing is nodd helping. purpose driven life. must how write bible. oh cool down. yeas. still neva write the card yet... hmmmx. it can wait bahx. dun wanna stay up late today.. cos lyk tomolo gort skool and.... oh no!!! i forgot to prepare presents for chloe and eileen. arrggggh!!! i shall stop bahx. oh. haven't do QT yet. okae.. daddie in heaven will not be angry de larhhx. (solie dad!!) today was such a wasted day. haiish. was slacking and plaeing.
bother.
Saturday, January 1
burfdae gal.
yays!!
todae my burfdae worrs!!!! service was great!!! am now sitting in front of the com stuffing myself with food. ate greenbean soup, fried kway tiao and am eating my burfdae presents!
resolution 1: loose weight.
put on 1kg lerh. was sharing juz now at starhub. was relleh touched by the sharing. i noe now dat actually sum ppl whu i thot was leading a great spiritual life, actually faced troubles. and the thing is dhat dhey still can cum n encourage miie!! yeas.
thank god for everyone. my sis especially. for bringing me to church. for guiding me along. for being there when i am not doing well. for taking note of my spiritual life when u have soo soo many sheeps to look after. for teaching me so much. for inspiring me. for setting an example i could follow. for the company to and back from service. for keeping me going on for so long.
and my shepherd. hsiao en. chialing. yuqian.joy.mabel. and everyone else who helped!
resolution 2: get sis back :)
hope dhat u somehow can c tis. ur absence affected so many ppl. lyk teresa and urs sheeps larhhx(i dun c dhem around ler). even ppl in my unit! of course affects me alot. i used to think dhat it din bother me. but i guess i was juz trying to not accept the fact dhat u have left church. come to think of it, dere was tis period of tym when i dun wana go service, cg and church stuf. cos hmm.. i feel lyk giving up and juz walk away. i sort of close myself and dun care abt others and juz myself and school probs. so my relationship with my unit is not close. even when changes are going on in the unit, i din noe. but if i juz walk away now, there wun even be one% of u coming back. i noe u stil luv god. dun let pride get in the way!
resolution 3: improve relationship with unit (refer to top)
resolution 4:mature in the lord and be a shepherd!!!
i noe lyk i give ppl impression dhat i am lame. dhat wasn't my intention. in fact i dun wana be known dhat way! sumtyms i sae facts dhat may sound funnie turn oudd to be lame. i wana be more serious in doing things and stop plaeing lerhx. actually i have a sheep lehx. but she is.. not hopeless but i juz dunoe wad to do about her! she see frens more impt dhen god. i noe she desires to noe God more and no one has been guiding her so she is till stuck in John. i tried to help, but she is can teach until vomit blood want.
resolution 5: finish reading bible by this year
i alwaes dun read bible der. give myself excuses. but if others can do it, why can't i? its true dhat we shud read the bible when we are etill on earth. when we meet god, we dun need to read ler.
resolution 6: score well.
todae my burfdae worrs!!!! service was great!!! am now sitting in front of the com stuffing myself with food. ate greenbean soup, fried kway tiao and am eating my burfdae presents!
resolution 1: loose weight.
put on 1kg lerh. was sharing juz now at starhub. was relleh touched by the sharing. i noe now dat actually sum ppl whu i thot was leading a great spiritual life, actually faced troubles. and the thing is dhat dhey still can cum n encourage miie!! yeas.
thank god for everyone. my sis especially. for bringing me to church. for guiding me along. for being there when i am not doing well. for taking note of my spiritual life when u have soo soo many sheeps to look after. for teaching me so much. for inspiring me. for setting an example i could follow. for the company to and back from service. for keeping me going on for so long.
and my shepherd. hsiao en. chialing. yuqian.joy.mabel. and everyone else who helped!
resolution 2: get sis back :)
hope dhat u somehow can c tis. ur absence affected so many ppl. lyk teresa and urs sheeps larhhx(i dun c dhem around ler). even ppl in my unit! of course affects me alot. i used to think dhat it din bother me. but i guess i was juz trying to not accept the fact dhat u have left church. come to think of it, dere was tis period of tym when i dun wana go service, cg and church stuf. cos hmm.. i feel lyk giving up and juz walk away. i sort of close myself and dun care abt others and juz myself and school probs. so my relationship with my unit is not close. even when changes are going on in the unit, i din noe. but if i juz walk away now, there wun even be one% of u coming back. i noe u stil luv god. dun let pride get in the way!
resolution 3: improve relationship with unit (refer to top)
resolution 4:mature in the lord and be a shepherd!!!
i noe lyk i give ppl impression dhat i am lame. dhat wasn't my intention. in fact i dun wana be known dhat way! sumtyms i sae facts dhat may sound funnie turn oudd to be lame. i wana be more serious in doing things and stop plaeing lerhx. actually i have a sheep lehx. but she is.. not hopeless but i juz dunoe wad to do about her! she see frens more impt dhen god. i noe she desires to noe God more and no one has been guiding her so she is till stuck in John. i tried to help, but she is can teach until vomit blood want.
resolution 5: finish reading bible by this year
i alwaes dun read bible der. give myself excuses. but if others can do it, why can't i? its true dhat we shud read the bible when we are etill on earth. when we meet god, we dun need to read ler.
resolution 6: score well.
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wheex.
yays! had alot alot alot of farn at the bbq. yays! okae. am relleh relleh happy and high now. so lets c.. met pherd in morn at tampinese starbucks for shepherding. so gao ji rite? den went tobuy the food for bbq. saw huanglin buying a peach cheese cake. hmm. wondered y she buy dhat. den we made our way to Lestari's house. so beeeg and nice lorhx. lamed around at her house dhen went down to start bbqing. it was raining. oh bother! dhen waded in the baby pool. dhen pherd gort wet. so did i. abit only. so started eating dhen celebrated fiona and my burfdae. yeas. dhats wad the cheese cake was for. bleahx.. i dun lyk cheese cake. dhen fiona and i gort THROWN INTO THE POOL. ARRRGH!!!!!! told dhem i no extra clothes ler lorhhx. so wet and chlorine-y. dhen went to hug the others to get dhem wet. only managed to hug joy cos the others struggled alot.
dhen pulled chialing, hsiao en, yuqian, and hu else arhx? oh. joy oso. wanted to pull shern burt she had 6 handfones with her. nvm. she went in herself later. mala, mabel went in to swim too. dhen we were swimming and looking for yuqian's anklet. saded, din find it lorhx. dhen we had the syncronized swimminging thingy. was cao lame lorhx. still went into jacuzzi. dhen taught pherd how to swim. wanted to go to the toilet to dry ourselves der, saw tis sauna. WA!!!!! wanted to go in. hsiao en sae can dry ourselves. so lestari and mabel went to get keyys. we carn go cos we were in our clothes. dhen will get scolded if we do dhat. so wentup to watch tv. dhen went down again at 10 plus cos hsiao en n pherd had to go.
dhen bbq untill 11+++. dhen the security guard came to scold us cos supposed to stop at 10.30. so started to take very lame pictures. only shern, yuqian and chialing ( zhi lian ppl) hsiao en oso. before she left.
shern n qian act gay. ewww. *pukes. qian keep calling herself shuai ger. yucks. dhen kept plaein till 12 midnight. dhen we plae sparkles. dhen gort chased oudd. cos too smokey and smelly. dhen missed taufik's mtv. arhhhh!!!! oh no!! stupid larhhx. nvm. dhen sang happy burfdae again lorhx. sian.
went up to bathe and all. dhen gathered behind to tok about wad to thank god for in year 2004. mind went blank. all i can rmb ish dhat i had alot of fun! yea!!! so went sleep. dhen woke up and sat dere watching cartoons. powerpuff girls. oh my god. dhen came home before going service.
yays! had alot alot alot of farn at the bbq. yays! okae. am relleh relleh happy and high now. so lets c.. met pherd in morn at tampinese starbucks for shepherding. so gao ji rite? den went tobuy the food for bbq. saw huanglin buying a peach cheese cake. hmm. wondered y she buy dhat. den we made our way to Lestari's house. so beeeg and nice lorhx. lamed around at her house dhen went down to start bbqing. it was raining. oh bother! dhen waded in the baby pool. dhen pherd gort wet. so did i. abit only. so started eating dhen celebrated fiona and my burfdae. yeas. dhats wad the cheese cake was for. bleahx.. i dun lyk cheese cake. dhen fiona and i gort THROWN INTO THE POOL. ARRRGH!!!!!! told dhem i no extra clothes ler lorhhx. so wet and chlorine-y. dhen went to hug the others to get dhem wet. only managed to hug joy cos the others struggled alot.
dhen pulled chialing, hsiao en, yuqian, and hu else arhx? oh. joy oso. wanted to pull shern burt she had 6 handfones with her. nvm. she went in herself later. mala, mabel went in to swim too. dhen we were swimming and looking for yuqian's anklet. saded, din find it lorhx. dhen we had the syncronized swimminging thingy. was cao lame lorhx. still went into jacuzzi. dhen taught pherd how to swim. wanted to go to the toilet to dry ourselves der, saw tis sauna. WA!!!!! wanted to go in. hsiao en sae can dry ourselves. so lestari and mabel went to get keyys. we carn go cos we were in our clothes. dhen will get scolded if we do dhat. so wentup to watch tv. dhen went down again at 10 plus cos hsiao en n pherd had to go.
dhen bbq untill 11+++. dhen the security guard came to scold us cos supposed to stop at 10.30. so started to take very lame pictures. only shern, yuqian and chialing ( zhi lian ppl) hsiao en oso. before she left.
shern n qian act gay. ewww. *pukes. qian keep calling herself shuai ger. yucks. dhen kept plaein till 12 midnight. dhen we plae sparkles. dhen gort chased oudd. cos too smokey and smelly. dhen missed taufik's mtv. arhhhh!!!! oh no!! stupid larhhx. nvm. dhen sang happy burfdae again lorhx. sian.
went up to bathe and all. dhen gathered behind to tok about wad to thank god for in year 2004. mind went blank. all i can rmb ish dhat i had alot of fun! yea!!! so went sleep. dhen woke up and sat dere watching cartoons. powerpuff girls. oh my god. dhen came home before going service.