There's a reason why people don't stay who they are

Thursday, December 30

heex.

hmm.

tomolo ish the bbq. can stay but gotta go home furst before oing for service. mum ish angry. meeting pherd for shepherding oso. at tampinese. hmm. i dun relleh lyk tampinese. nvm larhhs.
actually i dun lyk bbqs. so boring. bleahx. hmmx. am i supposed to buy the sausage? oh no! i am. hmphs. buy tomolo bahx.. siianx. am bargaining abt the sausages with chias. erhh. am losing. say gort around 50 people. siiao. dats so so much.

haiish. still lost. 4 pkts it ish den. b0oh0ox. gort bullied all the tym. wah~. heex. jk larhhx.
seriously horx. i think east b is a great unit! so wad if it was small? we still had fun. hmm. at least i had. yeas. hmm. lurving people. yehx. i'm a happie gurl.

skool reopening lerhx. sianed. guess i need to buck up lerhx. homework not done yet.
*sighs*

Wednesday, December 29

gu ii taa r

yeas. tudae gort guiitaar.
hmm. den quite dumb cos long long no plae leh mahx
den quite lousy. luckily nobody noticed :P
den gort the partiie mahx.
saw the class allocation thing.
realised tis next yr sec ones smarter den tis year one.
more special and HCL takers.
so went caanteen. saw desiree.
buy books with her mum. yeps.
she is so damn cute lorhhx.
den lyk dun look lyk sec 1 lyk dat. mature
heex. den dey thot she my cousin.
hahax. i'm cute oso yeas?
dats y dey think we related.
bHb...
anywae. i changed skin.
give comments cos i sort of nort sure which to use.
thx.
den so dumb. my fone spoil.
scratch dat. last nite, my sim card spoil. den lyk canod use lerh.
all thx to my brudder.
now muz find other communication wae for the tym being.
dunch noe is get new card or get it unblocked.
hmmm. wadeva larhhs.
haiish. sad.

Saturday, December 25

s ii ck

s h ii c k. *pukes*

`sick of xmas.
too much xmas stuff. actually is all the lameology shows today.
eewwws. den yesterday so scary. desiree was damn scary lorhhs.
altar call sucks. no, scratch dat. i suck at altar call. hmMm. dats much betta
service damn cool. esp the david-sharring-his-story part.
cao touching. tink desiree cried. *sobx* yeps. alwaes thot he was jus a famous guy
who became ul at sec 3. guess neva judge a bo0k by its cover yeas?
den got pary. arrgh. sian diao. cos tired and really wana juz go home
den share cab went eunos mrt with jo n fio. lucky neva listen to yuqian
god told us take cab. thank god. i tink yuqian tell us wrong thing. *phew

`sick of chocolate
ate alot of my chocolate wafer stick. its beside me now on the table.
* freaks. yucks! save me i'm scared.still i ate alot of junk.
i am really sick. * pa ii ns in the stomach. ouch`

`sick of internet
nobody online except one angry person, one retarded person, new believer of christ! *cheers,
a dog loving female, one great sista in christ. ( not u okaes, chialing) and one F.A.T cat. meOws.
blog lyk very empty. wadeva. betta den got ppl cum dao luan

`sick of my blog skin
wana change one ler.
but can't seem to find nice one. maybe cos i lazy go find.
heex.

` sick of presents. as if.
lets see..
santa justina - keychain, card and bookmark
santa en - nod sure wad it is :p
santa joy - a polka dotted cup. reminds me of my pri sch u
santa qian - she spelt my name wrongly!!! hmphs.
santa fio - nice bo0kmark. tho she lyk forget if she got gib me
santa mag - sweet smelling candle
santa mabel - cute necklace
santa jo - nice big hug!!
santa shern - hmm. nth lehx. ew. i dun lyk u! hahahx . jk

hey my burfday is cuming ler.

heex. gets dats it? if i leave oud den sorrie

oh yes.
and santa chias- thotful card dat she made!

Thursday, December 23

p . m . s

i tink i'm pmsing
suddenly feel not dat happy all of a sudden.
hmm...
nahx. wateva larhh
quite a fruitful day bahx.
managed to do alot of hw!!! cool.
chung cheng got 2 converts today. wheex.
i sort of noe them lehhx.
indirectly larhh.
tmr only alvin cuming for service.
haiish. hoping geraldine and si min can cum for service
yupx. god answers prayers!
cool cool. yeah suddenly feel betta again.
hahahx. lame larhh.. i noe
coooool.
alvin bringing another fren tmr!!
yeahx!

Wednesday, December 22

* g r ii n s *

whee`
i feel so happy now...
dunoe why oso.. juz feel light hearted, not so teary?
past few days juz feel down and sad.
actually starting to feel betta since fridae. XD
yea. i realized its been long since i converted.
one year plus ler. guess its about tym dat i be a shepherd ler bah.
hmm.. kept feeling that i'm not ready yet
but juz suddenly feel dat i am ready?
heeheex. dunch noe larhh.
but if i really want den really gotta jia yous ler!
it seems lyk i've been trying to run away frm tis respnsibility lehhx.
wadeva larhh.

Sunday, December 19

ouchh.

ouchh. mother beat me todae...
lame larhh. so sickk
totally not my fault lorhh.
my sis not at home our room dirty den she beat me.
sometyms i tink she's mad.
neva mind... she's a great mum anyway

i so scared xmas no visitors lorhh... how??
i dun wana sit outside!!!
lame larhhx...
i noe sure can go in de larhhx...
but i reallie wana bring ppl to god.
i want east b to take up all the seats!!
squeeze till east c n east a no space!!!
wa lau... we whole day kena squeezed by dem de...
lets have service in LT1 sumday...

Saturday, December 18

prayer meet

got prayer meet todae.
quite cool yeas? jiia yous for service!!! i can do it!!!!
everyone jia yous yea?
ppl matter to god.... i gonna give my best.
even more den 100%. for god will be dere to help me!!!
yupx... haven't bought visitors gift yet....
i will wake up earlier and go buy....
tmr sure crowded lyk siao...
cant wait!!!!
i promise to bring at least 3 visitors tis xmas harvest!
i will keep trying.. even after xmas....
still got easter u noe?
yep.... i will kanbateh!

Friday, December 17

xmas.

xmas. zero again. its not the furst tym.... but tis tym i seriously sat here and cried. neva did i do tis b4 guess dats called burden for ppl yeas? hmm... i wun give up till the last minute. not until the one hu still believs in me saes its over. no way i'm giving up! god hasn't given up on me yet! praying hard.... got my zi ji de 'prayer meet'... lolx.. lame... i really need god now.. thank god for ping lynn who was there to listen to my crapping... i still have hope. dere's juz tis small chance dat dey would cum!! i am not giving up. i dun care if i have to be bhb. i dun care if i'm irritating. wad matters is dat it'll work. everybody jia yous!!! god works miracles... have faith!!!

Thursday, December 16

suck up

eww.... my brother is such a suck up.
lets skip tis topic...
i so sad now....
dun have confirm visitors yet.... haiish
sad..... help me god!!!!
i reallie hope dat sumone will be able to cum lorhhx.
disappointed. alwaes lyk neva reallie contribute much der.
very ... i dunoe larhh.
sian.... skool reopening ler. i haven't done homework yet...
sigh....

Sunday, December 12

christmas

haiish.....
christmas is cumin i have no visitors at all.
wa lau.. they promised me de lorhx....
siaan siax....
i juz completely feel lyk giving up ler....
argh!!

juz now hsiao en called me...
ask abt my pherd watch...
lucky she cal or else we would have gotten her the same christmas prezzie
ytd jolene came 4 service....
shit.. i din buy prezzie cos i tot she wun be cumin....
paii sehh.

Friday, December 10

siiann

so super duper siiann siax..
lame lorhx... todae gort dance
den after i wanted to go home but i hao xin go parkway with lynn
den she pull me to eunos
on the way to the bus stop tiis saleswoman came and tokk so much
den i wu yuan wu gu spent $10...
i now mei money ler larhx.....
still damn qi....

siao.. dunch noe wad is his problem...
depression.. so kua zhang
wait till he hears abt my troubles...
so now i just feel lyk a bad person
and lyk i could hardly tell anyone so fine
forgetit.... sian diao lerr

Tuesday, December 7

d a o e d

haiix.... so hard to get ppl to go service.

christmas harvest!!!

wads wrong eif alvin lorhx...

he so fortunate lorhx... den he rejecting god

pls his parents are christians and he dun wan...

i understand dat his parents carn choose for him but still he shud nod purposely dao me lorhx

nvm.. i xi guan ler.... i type alot already, hopes he responds...

i have done wad i can do for now larhx...

i will continue to jia yous der.....

tuudae went cine to watch movie wid sky... she was damn late

doesn't matter.... the moviie cao nice lorhx.

action packed and very farnie sum more

we saw alot of ppl dat we knew tuudae...

i bought alot of thing but only abit is for christmas present

dumb lorhx... spend too much ler recently...

sky muz eat more kae??

Saturday, December 4

student conference

wheex`...

whoah... after so long i finally have tym to blog lerrs....

yupx... went for stundent conference on thurs n fri...

it was great... and i learnt alot

lyk to be consistent and not rely on camps and stuff to boost my christian life...

and alot jiu shi ler larhx....

whoa tis morning woke up with pain eyes...

yesterdae was swollen...

tiink bcoz cry too much ler bahx....

yu qian tokked to me abt my sista larhx den i dunoe y but i cry

she share wif me abt her sis also and how she felt

but i used to tiink lyk.. my sis dun go service... neva mind

i stil tot she was busy wif exams and stuff

den my sis pherd tell joy den she tell me den i noe she backslide...

she is my sis lorhx... but i so late den noe

i sure will affected der larhx....

i dun feel lyk going for service, on the edge liaox.... gonna backslide soon tat kind

it was kinda shocking lorhx.. she was so biblical carn go service can cry dose kind..

see sum old man outside still dunoe god den will die soon she cry oso.

she encourage me alot... i noe other ppl oso motivated by her lorhx..

kinda sad she gone... want her back!! hope she goes 4 christmas service... i 'invite' her ler

used to go home late at night after meetings together

haiish...

den dat dae joy pray for me...

i cry again....

i hate crying!! carn tokk properly when u cry.. very xin ku der lehx.

toopid larhx... but dun cry oso very xin ku...

but please next tym dun make me cry in the midst of sumthin erh.. impt?

cos lyk i cry finish is praise

den i stil down dere jump jump jump....

so weird u noe..