There's a reason why people don't stay who they are

Saturday, October 30

wad da hellz

ai ya..
she is reallie gettin on my nerves..
but wad the hells.. jus gonna ignore her..
she got promoted to specil..*yay!!*
not gonna be in same class anymore...
but the thing is dat the first in level didn't get promoted..
weird
its not dat i mind dee jee
its jus dat sum tyms she goes overboard..
she's quite okae but tends to get too bossy or possessive at tyms..
it reallie freaks me out.
its okae bein her fren but dun get too close..

todae got f;ag day..so tiring lorhx...
didn't collect alot..
went to nexus to get donation den stick stickers all over Joy..
hahax..
so zi bei.. i so happy for myself..
hahax.. didn't deprove as much as i expected..
den i went to buy my guitar!!!
yay!! finally!! it costed lyk $92 with case.
it was much much cheaper den esther's.
but it was my money!!
*sobx*...
den i do wana go all the church stuff...
so sawree Joy.. i created troubles for u...
but i reallie dun wana go..

Friday, October 29

a walk to remember

muahahahahas.
we were walking in the rain todae...
it was so romantic..
hahahahax..
the whole street only got us lorhx..
heex.
if i had nothing to care nothing to worry about den it would have been so cool.
i had long wanted to do tis..
haix..i feel abit feverish now.
but wad da hells..
it was fun
we won the bian bian bian
which i thot we should not and she was cao arrogant
pose with the gay
flirt with ziyang
suck up to ppl..
sickening i wana puke lerrs..
so er xin. she hardworking so wad??
she uncool uncute unchio still act.
when i was her fren i was utterly disgraced and dun dare to face ppl
so jian bu de ren..
got back results denwas quite happy cos wasn't dat bad..

Tuesday, October 26

foul play

tat stupid idiotic bitchy asshole...
u are her.
u gutless, petty, brainless bitch!!!
GET LOST!!!!
u are irritating, immature and ur spelling and acting sux to the CORE. not brim
english so lan.. u barely passed rite?
u dare to do all these SHIT but u dun dare toadmit hu u are.
dun push it too far...
desperate tyms call for desperate measures...
dun blame me for wad i am about to do cos u FORCED me.
be prepared to face Mr Soon.
S . U . C . K . E . R
u spoil my mood all the tym
i will make u pay.. big tym..... watch it

speaking of money...
i am desperately in need of money...
gotta go find a job..
for allowance and stuf..
today got the dance workshop again.
it was more fun todae
den got puppet show..
i lyked it..hahahax yongkee looked stupiid...
den we had to listen to tis two idiotic ppl play n play non stop
i slept but halfway thrugot sumone's hair keep sweeping into my face..
can't sleep
hahax.. the short films were cutee and farnie
lurved it..

Monday, October 25

i hate her.

wah lau... y can't she just admit it..
if she was angry at me, she wun even be visiting my blog.
she is just shun bian remind me to divert attention
everything points to u...
u are the biggest suspect. cos i reallie have no more rivals.
i reallie did not do all those stuff.
i dunnoe how to make u believe me but I AM INNOCENT!!!

wadeva larhx...
tuudae got the workshop abit lame larhx...
but if daring should be nice
invited y teng to christmas service..
hahahax.. she too thinks my church is money grabbing sort.
well, i felt dat way once before
and my spiritual life was in a mess...
ppl's church is only working adults pay tith (howeva u spell it)
i wanted to transfer to esther church before
cos lyk dun require them to pay and stuf.
but i realised my church funner..
even though i noe our church needs the money cos hardly use nexus
den ex to maintain...
canort rent to others cos their activities might be unbiblical
rent to members so cheap sum more...
but luckily i now fine lerrs..
jus dat dere's anoder fund raising thingy...
my family still under finacial problems lyk before...
neva mind..
i got enuf allowance..

Sunday, October 24

haix..

haix....

have tis bad habit of lookin into starbucks when i walk home...

guess i wana look out for priscilla bahx..

all her fault.. now got tis bad habit..

actually, i reallie miss her..

and all ppl at church

long tym no see...

neva see hsiao en yesterdae cos see sick lerrs..

i oso sick lerrs.. so xin ku.. canort concentrate on sermon..

dun rmb a single thing lerrs...

i wana tokk to miie pherd about *her*

*she* is reallie getting on my nerves!!!!

she mke trouble jiu gou le..

still no guts to admit..

guess she suspect is i make trouble at her blog derrs....

but i reallie neva lorrhs...

how will she believe miie lehx?? it wasn't me!!!

stop scolding miie bitch okae, bitch??

dun deny either...

u are my only rival... and only u spell angel as angle...

stop using other names to support ur view while pretending it was sum1 else..

hypocrite.bitch.childish piig.

i wana tokk to my pherd alot lorhx...its bugging me a lot..

luckily still got good good frens out dere to defend me.

thanks alot yea.. i appreciate it

though u abuse me all the tym... thankew...

Friday, October 22

heex.

whoah!!!!!!!

i broke record!!! two daes neva cum blogging lerrs..

yeah!! wanted to save money for mum..

hmm.. lets see...

yesterday got prayer meeting...

i so happy!!! i can go service!!! yay!!

yesterday the skool organized this opera thingy

the people quite li hai but the story was boring!!

hahaha.. den they sae wana teach one student how to do the stunts

den got chan jian wei...

stupid sia...

he wushu so damn pro lorhx...

den he say he canot do the stunt must be fake one lorhx...

he stil zhao geng!!! hahaahahax!!

so den later got chinese competition...

sad to say my class fisrt round jiu kana kick out..

people no PRC oso bi wo men li hai...

haix...

but at least win BN!!!

guess its all bahx...

gotta prepare for dance lerrs...

Wednesday, October 20

bored. *yawnx*

sho tired...

luckily tmr can go skul at 1150...

wana sleep lyk a pig *oinkx*..

my results suck to the core lorhx...

border line passes are disappointing enuf...

now i have to fail..

sad *sobX*...

yea!!!! tonight got ren wo ao you!!

got many taiwan actors..

think will be nice bahx...

i wun miss it derrs..

tat tym dance senior perform the theme song for skul belle thingy..

can't wait..

Tuesday, October 19

changed the template

muahahaha...

i changed the template...

and i have to clarify tat

i dun tag other people's board

without using my name

and i dun tagg dumb things!!!

i dun do things in the dark... i do it in ur face!!!

i changed the money into coins

is i wan one...

and i didi it in the open!!

i have nothing to hide frm u and i dun owe u anithing!

so wad if u dun lyk me???

i dislike u more than u dun lyk me lorhx...

B . I . T . C . H

guess tats u...

y muz u spoil my mood???

i was in a good mood okae??!!

till u came along...

Monday, October 18

c h a s e d.o u t

wah lau.. so super pai seh tuudae..

kana chased out from arcade...

"white skirt... skul uniform rite??!!!"

please lorhx.. hu sae white skirt = skul skirt??

dance the para para thingy

and play the shoot dinosaur one..

i was screaming lyk siao lorhx..

it was farn but rather dumb cos lyk alot of peeps looking..

den went toilet saw this woman tat we saw in mcdonalds..

so scary lorhx...

think we were stalked...

so scary..

Sunday, October 17

heeheex..

tuumorrow goin arcade...
hope tat dee jee wun cum pester me tmr...
i told her sum secrets..
nort mine only...
but is all fake one..
well... it was gettin boring and i wanted sum conversation
tat stupid gerr actually believed me...
i scared she, being petty, will go tell everyone...
when its totally fake den pple will believe her
and get angry at me...
4getit larhx..

Saturday, October 16

graduation daeyyyy

wheee`

performance finally over lerrs...

so happy and relieved..but very tired as well...

i think in the actual performance i did betta than normal practices...

surprisingly the music was lyk faster..

i went ta skul at nine lorhx..

to help clarabel to practise becos she went home early tat day..

dey put so much gel in my hair tat it hardened and was so hard to wash off lorhx..

the make up oso..

happy its finally over..

halfway thru the thing i felt the actions so farnie..

i wanted to laugh..

i was scared tat the pple would be bored by us...

den when we all split group by group...

they were lyk

whoah... WHOAH....WHOAAAAHHHH...

i reallie felt haapy cos the ppl were watching...

Thursday, October 14

toopid..wads ya prob??

tat stupid pig!!

wads her damn prob lorhx??

neve hear our explanation den start scoldin..

it was lyk tis..

simin n i on our way home cos we live near....

den her mum call n sae at home no lunch.. so she decides to go to parkway n eat..

i tot lyk wun take too long so go wif her...

den mi mum called..

sae she in giant, ask me to go find her..

we bian shop bian go up..so a lil late.

den i scared my mum scold so run round to look for her.

i neva see dee jee at all lorhx...

she is stickier den glue lorhx!!

so possessive... i have a life...

i have the rigth to choose wad i wan to do

u cant force me....

give me some space.. i need to breathe..

u started sticking to me since tat day tat i was alone...

u just stuck to me...

its irritating...

its not si min's fault...at all

she dun bad mouth u lyk wad u do to her...

stop telling me stuff i dun wana noe...

jus leave me alone!!

Wednesday, October 13

whee``

so todae...
it was the last day of exams!!!!
not reallie lar... still got apprieciation of chinese culture...
i feel lyk i so bad lorhx...
i lied todae...
den almost got realised tat i lie...
stupid lorhx...
last nite.. i took off my plaster a stuck it on the wall...
i woke up in the middle of the nite and thot it was a lizard!!
arhhh!!! i realie got a bad shock...
i woke up the second time and i got shocked again...
i told my mum den she was lyk rejoicing...
diaox...
y can't my mum be lyk more normal???
haix..
but anewae...
she's a funky mum....
she altered my skul skirt for me..
its lyk so short and she thinks its long..
i kana punish by mr soon tat tym
i told her larhx...
den she started to scold him
and teach mi how to rebuke him lorhx...
my mum is cool...

Monday, October 11

arggghhhh

my mum sucks!!!!!!!!!! tat stupid brother of mine whole day complain complain complain..... big fat ass pig!!!!!! stupid.. gana up against mi larhx... win liao lorrhx... happie??no wonder my sis dun lyk ta be at home....

hmph!! forget it looking forward to cg outing... long tym neva see each other lerrs.... wana meet them.. dey asked me to ask *her* to cum... but she is a total bitch tat completely dislikes to hang around with us bcos of her "supremity"... she changed so much... so sluty... all bcos of *them*...

forget it.. getting angrier by the moment..

Friday, October 8

:: exams officially start ::

heyy...
tuudae got science and e.lit paper...
it was soooo damn tough lorhx....
neva b 4 have i eva felt so lost...
after exams.. i went to tampinese...
now my mum thinks i am studying in the room
but i am using the com...
so sawree.....
tmr wana go for service...
i must go....
i hardly get the chance to lorhx..
//patheticlillifeofmine*

Monday, October 4

sad sad sad

hai ya...

sho sad now.. dun wana write it out...

give me some privacy kiex??

have my own secret tots and stuff....

hahahahahaa....

i noe hu ish zong ye de stead le....

the one i always call the ep chio bu....haha

she is really super de chio lorrhx..

zong ye pei bu shang ta..

hahahahahah...just joking larhx.....

exam cum lex...

evarie one must jia yous kiex???

got ta go study lex..

//patheticlillifeofmine*

Sunday, October 3

sianSIANsian

SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIAAAAANNN...argh... i am in such a bad mood now...
i HAtE those ****ing *******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop acting... u dislike me..
jus tell mie.. stop using mie once u get the chance to..
my mum is lyk screaming and screamin and screamin at mie..
hate tis..
i noe i neva study any single shit yet...
and now i afraid to post cos lyk there are ppl out there hu noes mi blog
btu just let me scold all i want can??
for now? i will repent...
reallie feel lyk screaming but there are sooo many ppl around!!!
there was so many times tat i wanted to cry
so many...
my heart realie hurts..
alot..
why must it always be me????????????
again and again..
i'm so sick..
//patheticlillifeofmine*

exams started lex..

wahahax... exam started lex!!!

i sound sho bian tai sia?

tudae got eng n chi compo exam...

it was rather fun bud i wrote a whole chunk of total crap...

i gut feeling ish telling mi tat i'm gonna fail..

bud god is telling me tat he would be ther to help mi!!

hahax...didn't go wif dem tudae

was abit bored larhx... but betta den upset

last tym the jean n manda business is me larhx...

thought dey would be betta off widout mi

and dey were.. i think..

now is dey dun lyk mi... i feel so bueh hiao bai

dey make use of mi only...

arrgh!!!

i was jus sad onli lorhx.. den tat grace chan...

she made me angry at dem lex..

she last tym make me decide to stay in st margs.

she's misleading me again!!!

sho confused and hurt now... dunnoe wad to do...

i realised my shepherd is very lost in her life too

neva realised it.. maybe cus i seldom see her

i seem to be sum prob...

its making her feel bad...

sawree.

Saturday, October 2

feeling low

haven't reallie been in a good mood lately...

tuudae was angel burfdae...

i gave her 3 pairs of earstuds... dunnoe if she lyk nod..

bud i reallie miss my star stud.. nvm larhx.. let her wear lorhx...

anewae i v v rarely wear one....

haiyo.. tml got xam...compos... i've been deproving lyk siao..

hope god can help me lyk he alwaes does...*pray pray*

tml got service, i rili feel lyk going... bud i seriously nid to study...

rachel ko stil owes me $$, she supposed to return liaox lorhx..

now i have no $$ to pay class fund...

sawree dee jee.. i dun mean to make things difficult..

and dey horrs...neva let me do anything for the project...

later dey will sae i neva do anything again..

i told esther tt i nod doin anythin liaox lorhx...

bud she lyk totally dao me lyk that

when the time cums.. dun sae i neva do anything...

u all neva gif me anything to do...

tuudae received new fone..

ish mi ma de fren the old fone...

its jus so happened tat my old n spoilt fone was the exact same model..

hahaz... guess i rili have fate wid 8250..

hahax..