There's a reason why people don't stay who they are

Friday, August 20

so sian now...just now got make-up caregroup... chialing tried this hannah thingy on us..quite cool..but the design not very nice..can lah..more see more nice... got sherpherding oso quite cool..meaningful n fufilling..and those sickening peeps are lying to me again!!! but.. i learnt frm sherpherding 2dae tat its all trials n temptations... so 4 get it..:)

Wednesday, August 18

18 August.. so confused..

haix...

so confused..

are they really my frens?

or am i being thick skinned?

sumtimes it seems that nothing is wrong,

but most of the time..

im right..

am i thinking too much?

or am i reading their minds?

guess i will neva noe..

n i dun wana..

66th street is just round the corner,

and i have totally no visitors..

again..

sumtimes i just feel so useless

and pressurised..

i do try...

very hard... i was so despo..

but

i still get nothing..

haix... but i believe in god!!

i experienced it b4..

it was hope..

hope was me having FAITH till the last minute...

neva give up..